#draft?? i think

[poeticallyvacant]

I listen to my favorite band

and think about five years

I think about the first time you held me

I think I’m too used to that phrase

But I’ve forgotten what it feels like to be held

Really held

Nothings the same

The worlds on a tilt

I see it all slanted

All but

You

“My place is not Deliberate”

chest heavy heart heavy

If I only I could rewind

and live in one moment

I’d choose you

I’d choose you knowing

you wouldn’t choose me