#dramanights

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I love you as the first time I saw your face just realizing how beautiful you really are your hair so naturally beautiful that perfectly matches your face that can only be compared to angels that come from heaven, and my favorite part your red cheeks so perfectly rosy red and complements your perfect complexion. I love you as everyday I greet you at every time of the day, as we start smiling to each other at every stare, I value your every stare like it was the last one but I was always wrong. I love you as I confess my true feelings towards you and you gladly accept it and like a heavy burden was lifted when you said you like me back. I love you as everyday of my life I never forget to say how perfectly beautiful you are in every single moment. I love you as I ask for your forgiveness for the first time I have disappointed you with my wrong actions, and you forgive me for what I have done. i love you as our relationship gets better everyday your smile lasts longer, and as if you get more beautiful everyday your hair smoother, your face much more perfect and your cheeks redder and much more beautiful. I love you as you feel as if you don’t like me anymore and I try to convince you to still love me for i could not bear you missing from my life. I love you as yet again you feel empty and I ask for you not to leave me because you are the best thing that has ever happened to my life and you have made me realize more about who I am as a person and my flaws that I could not see myself. I love you as we dance together in a night I will never forget and you realize you still like me. I love you as you say that you love me and I thought it was not for me but I was mistaken and it really was for me and was genuine. I love you as Valentine’s Day comes and I give you a box full of calories and carbs that you enjoyed. I love you as we now genuinely give each other love that is true and unmatched, as everyday I say I love you and you say I love you too, and I could not be happier with my life. I love you as the school year ends and I fear that I might not see you again but I keep in mind that love is not seeing you and still care and love you the same way. I love you as you asked for distance for you are confused and in disarray, i respect you so I give you space and time to cool off. I loved you as you say the words that I most fear, and those were “let’s end this” I am left in a confused and shocked state, you say to me that sometimes you love me but sometimes you don’t. I loved you as I look back at the time that I gave to you and realizing I can never take that back anymore I can only move on and move forward. I loved you as today I don’t know how to approach for you remind me of regrets and wasted time I could have possibly used to do something else. I forgive you as you as for forgiveness after realizing what you have done and now we’re happy like a heavy object being lifted off our shoulders.

Na inspire ako sa nakita kong tula XD 

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Baggage

Hanggang may hang-ups ka pa sa past relationships mo at hindi ka pa din nakakamoveon, hindi mawawala sa shoulders mo ang bigat ng baggage na dala ng heartaches mo -Alex G.

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If the Relationship is over, don't try to revive or fix it right away.

Kasi magkakasugat ka lang. Dadami lang yung sugat mo. Bibigat lang yung pain mo. Di ka makaka advance o move forward hangga't di mo ina-accept na break na kayo.

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Okay na sana...

Yung masasanay na ko na wala ka. Yung tipong nananahimik na buhay ko sa school kasi wala na ko inaabangan na makita. Yung studies, baon, at kaibigan nalang dahilan ko para pumasok. Yung kaya ko na kalimutan ng todo yung nararamdaman ko sayo. Yung desedido na ko na maghanap ng ibang mapagkakaabalahan bukod sa pagaaral, pagbabasa, at pagsama sa mga kaibigan ko. OK NA SANA.. ok na sana lahat nang yan kung hindi kita naisip 10 mins ago at hindi ko binisita ang past convo natin at yung profile mo. Ok na sana kasi tanggap ko na. Pero hindi eh, nung nakita ko isang picture mo pakshet lang ang sakit, sa isang iglap natanong ko sa sarili ko kung KAYA KO NGA BA?

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Ang hirap pag wala na yung inspirasyon mo

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Masyado nang masakit. Tama na

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May mga bagay na hindi sayo at kahit kelan hindi naging sayo.

Okay.

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Let Go.

Mahirap gawin pero worth it pag nagawa mo, eto din minsan yung sinasabi nilang “Leap of Faith” alam nyo yon? Yun yung gagawin mo yung isang bagay pero hindi ka sigurado sa kung ano yung kalalabasan, o kung ano mangyayari pagkatapos. Minsan kasi ang hirap i-let go ng isang bagay lalo na kapag sobrang mahalaga sayo eh. Yung tipong feeling mo pag nawala sayo yung bagay na yon, kalahati ng bumubuo sayo wala na?

Lahat tayo may bagay na pinapahalagahan, yun yung mga bagay na madalas may sentimental value sa atin. Pero paano kung kailangan na natin ibigay sa iba, or kailangan na natin pakawalan? Ang bagay madali lang ipamigay kasi madali lang palitan. Paano kung yung tao na mismo ang ile-let go mo? Kaya mo ba? Magagawa mo ba?

Hindi naman kasi yung tao yung ile-let go mo eh, ang ile-let go mo ay yung nararamdaman mo sa taong yon. Siya, matagal nang bumitaw pero ikaw nakakapit pa. Ikaw umaasang may pag asa pa, pero siya matagal nang nawalan ng pagasa. Let go, hindi mo lang alam nahihirapan din siya sa ginagawa mo. Everything happens for a reason nga diba? Malay mo pag pinakawalan mo yung feelings mo sa kanya parehas kayong maging masaya. Oo malulungkot ka sa una pero darating at darating din ang time, magsasawa ka kakaiyak dahil sa kanya at mas pipiliin mong maging masaya. Kaya kung ako sayo, let go of him/her. Oo mahirap pero kailangan kayanin, oo matagal pero kailangan lagpasan.