#dreamsofsepia

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Hi! Is there any chance that you have/could find the sheet music for Allegiance by Jay Kuo? I'm looking specifically for "Higher." Thanks so much!

I wish! Would you like me to put it on my wants list?

Can anyone help?

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All Time Low

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Oceans

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[dreamsofsepia]

Let me cry. Let me drown in the pool of tears I've shed over you. Countless times, I've cried. Over you, for you, because of you. It didn't matter. It didn't change anything. Because with you, nothing ever changes. It's the same old, same old. And that's why I feel safe around you. Why I felt safe. But now, that safety net isn't there. I haven't let my guard down completely. And I probably never will. Because I am willing to hurt, to suffer, to endure whatever pain it causes, just to know you're happy. Your happiness comes first. You've done everything to deserve that happiness, and people as selfish as I have no right to infringe upon or expect anything from that happiness.  So I've arrived at the bridge, where I need to move forward. You're home. You always will be home. And I love that. And maybe I'm your home, too. And I cherish that. I treasure that. And I don't want anything to inhibit what we know and hold dear. Because that isn't our fight. It's not our battle.  We're safe here. We're home.

s.m.r.

[dreamsofsepia]

I'm not your manic pixie girl. I'm not a dream girl. Don't tell me that you think I'm beautiful if you don't mean it. Don't make me invest my time and effort and emotion in you if all you want is a quick fix. I'm in it for the long haul.  You don't even know me. How can you act as though I'm already yours? Sweet words at one in the morning and a personality to make anybody swoon. That face, that charm, that smile--you've already won me over. But I'm not losing the battle this time. Do you see the scars on my heart? The ones I've acquired from every betrayal, every cheat, every abandonment, every lie. Each and every bad thing has torn me open, exposed me, left its mark, but each and every time, I've picked myself up and patched myself back together. Because I'm worth it. I'm worth saving. I'm worth fighting for. And I'll be damned if I let this time bleed me out.

s. m. r.

[dreamsofsepia]

I’m so glad that I have guy friends who will always take care of me when we go out. No matter how fucked up they get, I know I’ll always have a friend who will pretend to be in a relationship with me to get a creeper from grinding on me in line, or a friend to offer me his chair after someone passes by me a bit too closely. And I’m really grateful for that, because although it’s good research for the show I’m in, I’d really rather not be subjected to sexual harassment. 

[dreamsofsepia]

When you get this you have to say 5 positive things about yourself publicly, then send this message to ten of your favorite followers (non-negotiable) (positivity is cool)

Hiiii Anon! Positivity is super cool, so thank you for sending this my way! 

1. I am a caring person, a mentor and big sister to my younger friends, and I will always fight to make sure that they are in a healthy place, and if not, be there until they’re okay.

2. I make really good food. Baking is probably my favorite thing to do (zucchini bread is my specialty), but I love making anything delicious.

3. I pour my heart and soul into my theatre program at school, in all possible aspects.

4. My little brother and I haven’t always had the best relationship, but over the past 2 years, I’ve gotten the chance to mend that, and now we are thick as thieves, and I’m proud that we’ve come this far.

5. I love my hair and my eyes, tributes to my mixed Asian heritage. They’re two of my favorite features :)