To drink or not to drink.
I hate where I am at with drinking. I enjoy drinking but I don't. I like it and hate it. I don't drink everyday, just once a week. When I drink at a bar however, I turn into a money spending, embarrassing monster. I buy coke, I run around, I go to afterbars until 7am, it's nuts. If I drink at home, I end up either having a great time or I end up getting into a fight with my significant other.
Alcohol has caused enough of an issue in my life that I know I need a change. Do I quit completely? Maybe. It's something I need to figure out. I know I need to quit drinking at bars completely, starting now. When I used to go the bars multiple days a week I was broke most of the time. I'd spend almost all of my money on booze and coke. Now I have better things to spend my cash on and invest in...still a part of me misses those days. I will find balance and a way that works for me. I am cutting down drastically. I want to make alcohol a non-issue in my life. I want to be passive about it. I never want to feel like I need to get drunk, and I never want to crave a drink. I want alcohol to barely be a thought in my head.
Less alcohol, less problems. Wish me luck.