I like the idea that even Lotus undermines the fact that he's a Demi-god, because all his life growing up the fact that he was only half a God was relevant to most around him. The other Gods would be saying he had dirty blood and that with every action he made it was obvious he was only half of what he was supposed to be y'know?
He was told to watch a sacrifice and couldn't even bare to listen to the sounds, while the others his age would cheer on with delight, being threatened with a beating and told he needs to toughen up if he wanted to stay with the gods instead of the mortals
Which he very much did
Because as far as he was considered, and what his father had told him "mortals are greedy, backstabbing, untrustworthy, filthy" like as far as Lotus was aware at the time Gods (he was surrounded by) were merciful compared to the mortals that would "rip him to shreds in the name of loyalty" or whatever
He didn't consider being half a God an honor, but a reminder that he isn't pure, and only half of what he'll ever be basically...
And although he's been long since kicked from his original place he's still very weary around many mortals still, he assumes the worst in people before he even sees them, and expects violence for minor misunderstandings, and betrayal over promises.
Also it's funny I say God's, his dad isn't a God, nor are the other "God's" around him
They're corrupt angels pretending to be God and manipulating mortals for their own gain, but promising it's for the better of the people
So Lotus is more like a "Demi-Angel"
"Why was he made?" To be the bridge between mortals and the angels/gods. Angels can be unsettling to look at, especially ones that have turned from their rightful duties, PLUS some angels considered it dirty just to even be seen by a mortal, they believe they're above being seen by them. So they just made Lotus to connect the two worlds
Whatever
Trash Lotus lore don't look at me I'm bad with Lore
Summary - Mistakes were common for the Upper Moon Three, no matter how much he despised making them. He expected a scolding and a warning—how it always seemed to be no matter what Akaza did. Never did he think it would cause far more trouble than ever before. He should not have let himself get so poorly distracted.
note : 50,652 words, 22/22 chapters, Akaza x Koyuki
--- A Blue Spider Lily in a Demons Claws - Chapter 1 - OrionPax1 - 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - One wrong move, one tiny mistake, and Tanjiro’s world is flipped upside down. Now he is trapped, alone and afraid. He broken and battered feeling the dread of not knowing what will happen next. All he can do is wait, waiting to be killed, eaten or turned. There is only one way to find out….
note : 575,996 words, 65/?? chapters, no ships
---The Lowest Circle of Hell - Chapter 1 - underonesbed - 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime) [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Kanao fails to administer the medicine in time, but Muzan's blood fails to take proper hold as well. Escaping from the battle scene, Tanjiro is stuck dealing with Muzan's spirit and finding a way to return home to his friends and family. Thankfully, he finds a little help from his friends; living ones not included.
While they’re at it, can someone please help him get rid of Kibutsuji’s ghost? Seriously. He’s getting annoying.
--- Nowhere Fast - Anxiety_Pickle - Gachiakuta (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
note : 47,204 words, 9/17 chapters, no ships
Or: team akuta vs driver's ed
Summary - Enjin and Gris are two of the few people on the Ground that know their way around a car. Enjin is advised to remedy this at his earliest convenience.
note : 3,225 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- We Can't Replace Him [but we'll fill that cavity with our own brand of love] - fallenStar_cygnus - Gachiakuta (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Rudo hands are hurting something fierce lately, but it's hard to change the bandages when he can't even raise his arms. He knows he has people who will help him now, if he just- asks, but… AGH did it have to be so embarrassing!?
OR: different times the members of Gachiakuta have taken care of Rudo's arms
note : 4,548 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- Cared For (Make Me Feel Loved) - im_dehydrated - Gachiakuta (Manga) [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Rudo wakes up and knows today will be bad. He doesn't know how, but it becomes apparent to him as he tries to sit up and get out of bed. At the smallest movement of his body pain ricochets up his arm from his fingers.
note : 2,978 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- a fever you can't sweat out - bitch_I_might_be - Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga [Archive of Our Own]
summary - Roy heaved a sigh as he stepped aside to let his mother in and closed the door behind her. “While I appreciate the sentiment-” That was as far as he got before she spotted his little predicament–emphasis on little. “Who’s this, then?” she said, studying the tiny heap of blankets and misery curled up on his couch with open interest, a slight crease of concern between furrowed brows. Roy shoved his hands into his pants pockets and wandered over to join her. “This is Ed. He took a dip into the river the other day, and here we are,” he said, and his mother turned to regard him with one of those looks he had never, and probably would never, be able to decipher. Despite her open and well-deserved distaste for them, that woman was a politician at heart.
“This is your little menace?”
note : 5,304 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- Only Slightly Dead - FramedBard - Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Greed doesn't know what he expected when the Alchemist-Kid said "I need to do something in the city." But it wasn't to end up in Madam Christmas's bar- and it Definitely wasn't to meet a strange man called 'Colonel' there.
note : 1,438 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- See the Void and the Way It Stares - Chapter 1 - Anonymous - Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Truth was Everything. All, One, the World, the Universe, Everyone, and that just looped back to Everything. It could go on and on. It could see the future, the past, the present, and a thousand different versions of the exact same moment.
When one (1) Edward Elric shows up at the Gate after attempting the revival of a small dead bird at the age of not-just-quite five, Truth performed a quick background, present, and future-ground check to see what exactly this kid was thinking.
What It finds makes the boring white void seem a little more exciting.
note : 40,385 words, 2/4 chapters, no ships
--- My Ambitions (Will Be Your Savior) - Chapter 1 - Mina37 - Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - When Ed left Resembool to become a State Alchemist, he left Al in Resembool. His reasoning was that it was safer that way, with the chance of anyone outside of Resembool finding out about Al's armor being empty being nonexistent, thus ensuring they both stayed safe and under the military's radar.
The problem is, he never told Al or anyone else that he became a State Alchemist.
note : 261,955 words, 92/?? chapters, no ships
--- Stairway to Paradise - Chapter 1 - RainFlame - Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Ed has been MIA for months, and when Roy finally finds him, he is blind and more than just physically injured. With the State honorably discharging him, and no father to speak of, Roy has no choice but to care for the boy and try to put the pieces back together. Parental!Roy. Rating for injury and violence, just to be safe.
Summary - Near-death situations tend to bring forth clarity to even the most emotionally constipated stubborn people.
note : 4,371 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- A Good Dog - holleighgram - Fullmetal Alchemist (Anime 2003) [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - The good news was that both Edward and the Colonel were located and extracted from their captors before any state secrets could be coerced from either alchemist.
The bad news was they’d already been drugged with an experimental truth serum, and now they wouldn’t Shut. The. Fuck. Up.
note : 3,987 words, 1/1 chapter, ships: Edwin
--- Spring's Lament - Chapter 1 - Kohpon - Mumintroll | Moomins Series - Tove Jansson [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - While playing a game by himself, Moomintroll comes across a strange person passing through the valley and is immediately enthralled by them, despite the fact they were reluctant to show their face. In the hopes of befriending them, he returns to the same stretch of woods every day to try and gain their trust, only to find himself in the presence of a spirit of spring - and one that makes his heart do very funny things at that.
note : 34,172 words, 8/8 chapters, ships: Snufmin
--- Make It Till Friday - Chapter 1 - Ambrosia (AmbrosiaCider) - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
summary - “Right? Like, not in a mean way, but you had so much going for you!” Starscream threw his hands in the air. “You’re smart. You’re hot. You’re one person away from Lana Del Rey! But noooo. You HAD to get knocked up in a Wendy’s parking lot or whatever.” Soundwave didn’t even blink. “Wasn’t Wendy’s.”
“Oh my fuckin’ god… McDonald’s?”
“Burger King.” He said.
Starscream slapped both hands over his mouth in horror. “NO.”
or A human & highschool AU
note : 9,325 words, 6/8 chapters, ships: skystar, blaster x jazz x soundwave, megop, arcee x elita one, breakdown x knockout
--- Hiding in the Blue - Chapter 1 - KatrinWild - Transformers: Prime [Archive of Our Own]
summary - A person named Starscream should've been created on the planet of Cybertron. And he was, as far as history was concerned. He was - twice. What an oddity... He was supposed to live long, be a general, a coward, a survivor, a different person altogether. But he was dead before he even had the chance to live. The second one, he was never supposed to be Starscream. He was never supposed to have a name, to be created. Alas, Primus had different plans for them.
One to die and one to live, where it should've been the other way around.
((TFP but Starscream is young and loyal to Megatron and the cause.))
note : 22,406 words, 6/?? chapters, no ship
--- Just A Nightmare - Chapter 1 - Devira - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
summary - After the war, Bumblebee had grown tired of expectations costantly forced on him, of duties that never ended, of being told who he was supposed to be. At first, he hunted Decepticons with his team on Earth. But then the council stepped in, insisting he attend the Academy to "refine his skills", because apparently — he wasn't good enough in his job for them.
A year later, framed for a murder he didn’t commit, Bumblebee fled. Branded a fugitive, he vanished into the underground and became something else: an assassin, striking from the shadows to target the Council that betrayed him. Eventually he got captured, the Council deemed him too dangerous for prison and sentenced him to the shadowzone.
But something went wrong.
Instead of exile, he woke up on the Nemesis—Megatron’s warship. Mid-war in the past.
Though it's just a nightmare, right?
note : 82,822 words, 25/?? chapters, ships: breakdown x knockout
--- Golden Tinted Spectacles (and Phantom Pains) - ShittiestAuthorEver - LEGO Monkie Kid [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - MK has dreamed about going on a journey alongside Wukong and with the rest of the pilgrims countless times. Fighting demons, telling jokes, and bonding with each other despite experiencing rocky arguments, yet in the end, always forgiving each other has been his dream throughout his childhood but it was just that. A dream. Since he didn't even think Sun Wukong, The Monkey King, actually existed so all of his thoughts were nothing but a child’s innocent fantasy.
But as MK comes to find an empty campsite with several bowls of rice in his hand, which he went to beg for even though it was Zhu Bajie’s turn this time, he realizes that there was a lot more stuff left out from his mentor’s stories than he thought.
Like. A lot. Or, Things go a bit differently when MK ends up as Sun Wukong in the cursed scroll.
---The Exhausting Medbay Confessions Booth - Land_Locked_Martian - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Optimus stood, arms crossed. "I am having a very difficult time here, Ratchet," he replied. "And you are an unhelpful grump."
"Bring me back a story with an ending, Optimus, or nothing at all." Ratchet shooed him from his medbay with pushing hands. "Fuck's sake, for a moment I thought you would bring me something good."
note : 3,543 words, 1/1 chapter, ships: Megop
--- Orion Pax’s twelve step plan for peace - Chapter 1 - Celticdoggo22 - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Orion Pax was not the gentle hearted librarian history wanted him remembered as. He wouldn’t have gotten along with the gladiators that Megatron had befriended if he was.
He was always too clever for his own good that only the matrix of leadership finally silenced him. Now with it gone having sealed unicron and saving the earth. Orion pax has returned and is a bit annoyed Megatron had strayed from the plan they had originally made for their revolution but he will get the cybertronians back on track.
note : 56,015 words, 20/20 chapters, ships: Megop, skystar, drachet, wavewave, breakdown x knockout, wheeljack x Ultra magnus
--- Homecoming - Spoon888 - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - "I thought you were dead!" Starscream accused, weapons shaking.
"Only on the inside, Screamer." Skywarp held his steady.
note : 2,028 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- A Record of the Eating Days - Chapter 1 - fascinationex - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - In which Brainstorm takes a stopgap job as a cleaner and becomes attached to a very dangerous lab specimen--one he's not even meant to know about.
--- The Other Side of Town - Land_Locked_Martian - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - “Put your panel on, Prime, she’s taking a crowbar to the door and it’s coming loose.” Megatron shouts from the balcony.
A post-war morning in which Megatron shows the benefits of Optimus moving in
note : 2,073 words, 1/1 chapter, ships: megop
---Breaking and Entering - Land_Locked_Martian - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - "Optimus! Did you find anything even remotely incriminating?" He shouts out the doorway. The snapping pauses for a moment, then begins again.
"No!" Optimus yells back. "I got distracted by the sex dungeon!"
note : 2,934 words, 1/1 chapter, ships: megop, starscream x steve the eradicon
--- Hungry B - HelloThere3306 - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - "After their newly gained T-Cogs granted all miners with a much needed growth spurt, one thing became abundantly clear.
B-127 was tiny."
note : 1,389 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- A coisa mais importante - Leona1810 - Transformers: Prime [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - It's dawn and Optimus can't recharge. Filled with worry, he goes to Bumblebee's room and the two have a much-needed conversation.
note : 3,112 words, 1/1 chapter, no ship
--- Wrap Yourself - Chapter 1 - Satoru - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Hand-made gifts are Mixmaster’s love language.
note : 4,426 words, 4/4 chapters, ships: megastar
--- Connect This Space Between - MinnieTheMoocherDA - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - "PRIME! YOUR SPARKLING IS CURRENTLY OVERCHARGED ON HIGHGRADE IN MY MEDBAY!"
note : 1,173 words, 1/1 chapter, no ship
--- Like Father Like Son - Chapter 1 - eternalglitch - Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Draxum wasn't quite ready to give up on his plan to use the turtles as his ultimate weapons just yet. When Leo is taken by Draxum, it's up to the other three turtles to get their brother back before it's too late.
Post episode The Evil League of Mutants.
note : 145,580 words, 27/?? chapters, no ship
--- Under the Floorboards - Chapter 1 - TotallyARealPerson - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Orion Pax ends up in the Autobot base directly after Unicron. In other news, Ratchet was a liar when he said Orion was like Jack.
note : 6,171 words, 4/4 chapters, ships: megop
---The Sword and the Pylon - Chapter 1 - CosmicSparks, neveralarch - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - My Lord Protector is Cybertron's most popular dating show. When a new Prime is chosen, it's their duty to participate in an eight-episode competition extravaganza culminating in the most luxurious conjunxing ceremony ever projected on holoscreen. Optimus is not looking forward to it.
(A 2023 Transformers Big Bang written by neveralarch, with illustrations by CosmicSparks!)
--- Off-Days - Land_Locked_Martian - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - So maybe the throne had been intended as a power display for Megatron, or perhaps as an embodiment of Starscream's desires, or maybe the Constructicons had found a big chair and brought up its placement in a meeting.; Megatron couldn't really remember. What he did know - or at least he was pretty sure - was that no one had intended it to be a napping spot for Optimus Prime.
note : 1,324 words, 1/1 chapter, ships: megop
--- Immortals - Lets_try_some_writing - Transformers - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - Cybertronians are ancient beings, but even they age. Their frames deteriorate, and if that isn't what puts them in the grave, then eventually their sparks grow weary and fade. It is the way of things, and with time, every Cybertronian reaches the end of their road. All accepted this reality, but with the passage of time, a few mecha have found that they simply do not suffer as the rest.
Megatron most of all.
note : 10,028 words, 1/1 chapter, no ships
--- Moronic Acid - Chuzilllaa - Transformers Generation One [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - In the bright lights of a party in honor of a prevailing peace treaty, all is consumed by noise and cheap high-grade. In a short-lived journey to replenish a pair of drinks, caught amidst a set of familiar faces, one can’t help but wonder.
How much poison does it take to kill a faction leader?
Well okay, basically everyone has fallen. The war is over. Instead of allowing himself to be captured and charged for his various war crimes, Shockwave instead grabs Starscream, throws him aboard his new spaceship body and peaces out into space. Well peacing out was the plan. But things rarely go as planed in life. And if Shockwave wants to stay not dead, he has to fix Starscream (easier said than done), find a competent crew (statistically impossible), get himself properly repaired (actually the easiest part), and not give into his newly (accidentally) unlocked emotions. He was the greatest mind in the galaxy. He would figure it out. (debatable)
note : 16,427 words, 2/?? chapters, ships: starshock, starop, knockstar, soundwave x rodimus prime, Knockout x breakdown
--- Napping Spot - Keef_A_Corn - Transformers: Prime [Archive of Our Own]
Summary - I have a soft spot for Bee and Ratchet. Sometimes you just gotta hold your little Bee. It's short and cute. I have nothing else to say.
my reasonings behind the typing style in lov texts
dabi: holds phone w one hand and types w his thumb, so only shortened words typa shit. lowercase because it shows How Nonchalant he is.
spinner: holds phone w both hands and types w both thumbs. lowercase cuz he thinks It's what the Cool People do
tomura: holds phone w one hand and swipe texts very skillfully (and very fast w it too). lowercase because his Friends do that and he has Fear Of Missing Out (fomo)
i really want to make a Cyberverse au before the war starts kind of thing, like i have so many thoughts and ideas that i would love to share and draw out but at the same time fear lol
also a lot of make some design stuff cuz soundwave needs most of his cassettes and other stuff which is a hmmm not too sure