For a child he has not borne, Washington finds himself increasingly fractured with grief and worry over the young girl. He fears every day he will not be allowed to watch her move into womanhood, would be unable to grant the most lucky man of all her hand. Her fits have grown, the convulsions frequent and unrelenting. This particular time it wasn’t as brutal. Not as daunting. For it he’s thankful.
Her strength is of a small amount and he wonders if he has granted too much stress upon her, if he has pushed too far, asked too much of Patsy (of his daughter). His hand, large holds the back of her head, caressing so she should not slam it, but it is all he can do. Nothing more to make it stop. To wait it out was what the physician had said. He’d founded and procured every one of renown in the colony. Everything in his ever seeming limited power.
Her reassurances do nothing to quell his worry. Stern in his strictness, he’d always fared Martha’s children with a tempered hand. Patsy had always gained more leeway than her sibling, the boy had often shown him petulance for such treatment.
His frown sets heavy in it’s place in his expression and George can not bring himself to grant it. They’re still close enough to the grounds. Close enough to the physician that it feels safe, should anything tragic occur.
“No my dear, I do not think it is best.”