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Marlene had not been planning on this. Absolutely not. She was not the kind of girl that blurted out their unconditional love to a guy after a heavy, emotional day — sure, she looked like she was that kind of girl. Her long, blonde curls weren’t really helping when it came to people considering her smart or sensible and nor was the fact that she bothered to do her hair and make-up before showing up at the Pit or at initiaties training. Luckily, she had her friends who knew better than that. She almost started to think she was just a dumb blonde, though. It felt like she had just managed to set a personal record on how slow she could get through a fear simulation. It felt like she had spend an hour crying over Uriah’s dead, gazing at his body and wishing it all wasn’t real.It wasn’t real, but it was not like Marlene was aware of that. That would’ve helped, maybe she wouldn’t feel so miserable if that were the case. Four did his best at calming her down, telling her she would know it wasn’t real when she was going through her fear landscape. That idea helped her, but she wasn’t sure if she would care whether it was real or not. All of her other fears were fairly easy to cope with, except for this one. She felt like that would eventually work against her in the fear landscape. Luckily, she knew that she would be good. Her times had been good and that would save her. According to Four she would even still be in the top five. Nothing to worry about, Marlene .She left the room after assuring Four that she was fine. He still had a few initiates to go and she didn’t want, nor need, to bother him. She wasn’t going to show him her weakness, he didn’t need to see her weak. After all he was her trainer and he partly decided her ranking, along with the time she needed to get out of the simulation.She walked into the Dauntless born sleeping room, assuming that it would be empty and she would be alone — a correct assumption. She sat down on her bed and tried to get the clear image of a dead Uriah out of her mind. That wasn’t easy, because he seemed very dead and it had been very realistic. Plus, she had been staring at it for quite a while. About five minutes later she heard someone come in. She ignored the urge to tell this person to go away and instead gazed to the wall in front of her until she heard Uriah call her name. She turned her gaze to him and stood up from the bed. She didn’t mean to blur. But she did it anyway. “I love you. You just died in my arms, a dauntless leader killed you and I never told you, so I need to tell you. I love you Uriah.” Then she ran away.

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your death broke uriah.

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Marlene was pretty sure that ghosts were not supposed to be broken They were supposed to find peace where-ever they were. They were supposed to be happy in their after-life. But, apparently, even the after-life had everything to do with your fears. That never stopped so it seemed, — like Marlene was punished for facing her fears or something.

During initiation and her fear landscape, Marlene had eight fears. A number to be proud of, according to the Dauntless leaders and the trainers Lauren and Four. She was below average, but she wasn’t surprised because of that. After all she placed fourth in Dauntless initiation. She was impressed by herself, even her mother was impressed (she got sixth place during her initiation) and now she couldn’t ever take advantage of the fact that she choose her friends and her heart over her mind. It totally sucked.But after having gotten through Dauntless initiation, having survived the Abnegation attack and stayed on the good side of Dauntless when there was another part of Dauntless who allied with Erudite. She was good. And where did that get her? Heaven. Friggin’ heaven, with loads of chocolade cake. Her heaven was Dauntless, and she hated it. She was there, she had been there from the moment she landed on the ground. She forgave Tris and Christina for not trying to safe her — or, that was what she told herself. The other lives, the once they saved, were more valuable. Hector and Kee had lives ahead of them: Marlene lived. She jumped off trains, she did a lot of stupid things, and she loved like no one else. Wasn’t being good enough to not be tortured in heaven?Tris and Christina were not the problem though. The real problem was Zeke and Shauna, the real problem was her mother, the real problem was Lynn and Uriah. They were in Dauntless, all of them, and she was there. She followed them around and she saw how they were doing. While everyone was off celebrating her, Lynn and Uriah didn’t join. Uriah started drinking and then he went to the hospital wing to tell her body that he loved her, while she was right friggin’ there. He couldn’t do that. Her death meant that Lynn and him lived to see another day. It could’ve been any one of the Dauntless that were injected with the serum back in Candor. But it had to be her, and it had to be a roof. One of her eight fears was the fear of dying young — and that was exactly what she did. Sixteen, while she could’ve made it to fifty before deciding to die. She had been angry about her death the first couple of days, and therefore she was angry with everything and especially everyone. Sometimes she haunted Eric and Jeanine, when she was able to pull herself away from watching Uriah and Lynn. That was not a lot of the time. Most of all, she was so annoyed because it was not her time. She was used for the greater good, she wasn’t even herself when she died. That was the worst way to die. After the anger came the grief. Accepting that she died and that Uriah and Lynn were not going to hear her talking when they talked about her or when they did things Marlene knew they wouldn’t have done if she still was around.There were so many things that were left unsaid between the three of them. Being around them was torture, but at the other side it was better than being without them. At a certain night, when the Dauntless were attacking the Erudite faction, Marlene found herself alone in Dauntless. Everybody who knew how to fight, was fighting. She felt more alone than ever, but she had finally accepted that. As long as Uriah and Lynn lived, she was alright with being dead. She felt like she died as a martyr, something for her friends to remember and to fight for. She didn’t fail her friends, like she had feared. Marlene was at peace. But that didn’t last long. The next morning, she found herself in the company of Lynn. “Your death broke me, you know,” was one of the first thing she said. “But your death broke Uriah. Too.” That was how Marlene found out that ghosts were capable of crying their eyes out.

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Break your muse: ' It's Uriah. He's wounded, and keeps calling your name -- over and over.'

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Marlene was training — which sounded kind of weird, especially now she had made it into Dauntless already. But she knew she would never become good at man-to-man combat, or, woman-to-woman for that matter. Luckily, most of the fighting was done with a gun these days — something she could pull off. Since the Dauntless attack on Abnegation, Marlene felt a bit attacked herself: she was used because she knew how to fight. Luckily, so far she knew, she hadn’t killed anyone. And if she did, she would never forgive Erudite and Jeanine for that — heck, she wasn’t ever going to forgive anyone for that, especially not Jeanine and Eric.

Finding a place to train in Candor was a rather difficult task. These people were very honest about everything, so Marlene knew it wasn’t appreciated that the Dauntless practised fighting: she wouldn’t want to be caught dead fighting in Candor, even though fighting in Amity would probably be worse. She found herself a good place, though, a place she was sure that no one could find her. Maybe that was why the news about Uriah reached her so late. It was Christina who eventually found her when she walked back to their room from the shower and told her that Uriah was wounded. She had no idea how it was even possible for someone to do so many stupid things and never get hurt, and the one time he was actually fighting for a serious cause he gets hurt. Apparently Uriah had been involved in an attack from the Dauntless-Erudite alliance when she was away. Maybe she was lucky she hadn’t been there, but maybe she could’ve saved him and that luck was going to turn around. Upon hearing Christina’s words, Marlene hurried over to the hospital wing of Candor alongside the other girl. She was pretty sure that Candor never really had to use the hospital wing before the arrival of the Dauntless — unless someone couldn’t take the honesty anymore and attacked someone. That would be fun. Apparently everyone had been there, except for her. Lucky Marlene. She hated that she wasn’t there, a factor proving that she was perfect for Dauntless: not afraid of a fight. Walking through Candor, she realized she was lucky that Christina found her. She didn’t say anything about how hurt or wounded Uriah was: what if it was bad? For now, Marlene managed to conceal her feelings — a thing she only really bothered to do when she was afraid. She wasn’t afraid of what was going to happen, though: she was afraid of losing Uriah. Either his or Lynn’s dead would b r e a k her. And Marlene was not ready to be broken - she was too young to be hurt. When they walked into the hospital wing, Marlene already knew where Uriah was, even though she couldn’t see him. She spotted Zeke, Shauna, Lynn, Tris, Four and Uriah’s mother around a bed that Uriah was laying upon. She ran towards the bed, fighting back tears. Damn you, Uriah. "How is he?" Marlene asked to no one in particular. It was Lynn who answered: Zeke seemed too busy staring at Uriah in disbelief. "He’s unconscious for now, we’ll know more when he wakes up." It was only then when Marlene heard what Christina had mentioned earlier. Even though Uriah was unconscious, probably hopped up on painkillers, he could still mumble some words — her name. Marlene wished she was tough, she wished she didn’t have to fight her tears back, but next to Dauntless she was still a teenage girl whose boyfriend laid in the hospital wing unconsciously. “Uriah,” Marlene mumbled softly. She made his way over to him and took one of his hands — the other was captured by Zeke. “I’m here, I’m here.” She stroked over his forehead and through his hair, and for the first time in forever she noticed tears running down her cheeks. Lynn stood next to her and wrapped an arm around her, something Marlene was thankful for. “You can’t die,” she whispered to Uriah, only hearable for Lynn, “I don’t — I love you, I need you Uriah. ” She had no idea whether Uriah could hear her or not, but saying these words to him gave her hope for some reason. Like he maybe could hear her, and that would give him a reason to fight and come back to her. Come back to everyone. But especially to her.

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