Went to a friends wedding, as part of the entourage. I thought i was just the type of person that didnt experience extreme dysphoria. But after the wedding I just went back to my room and had a mental breakdown over wearing dresses. Being gendered so hard and treated like a girl for 3 days straight, hearing snide and offhand homophobic and transphobic jokes from the people around. So I do experience extreme dysphoria I realize I just didnt notice cos I never leave home I dont make new friends or interact with strangers alot. Majority of my friends are queer other than my highschool friends who were part of the wedding, I was just in this very gay very queer bubble. The whole time I felt like dying at a very catholic and heteronormative wedding I was dying and finally had a breakdown after.