Xhaine ˚₊‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

He/Him, 🔞 some NSFW , “comms open” satosugu ⚫️☯️⚪️ Posts about my art, likes, cosplay and stuff 🏳️‍⚧️

[koiagain]

Stop saying “do it scared” i do everything scared I sleep scared Boy i’ll kill u

[theaftersundown]

the way ive been both of these in the last few weeks.

[nyamya]

[xhaine22]

using a projector is so great, I feel like Im in a cinema, also especially for my eye problems.

[armandology]

so many unread books on my shelf. unsure which to start first so ill just read nothing

[livelove-fangirl]

Reading a book that's so good that you want to read it and read it and read it but at the same time you don't want to read it because then you'll finish it and it'll be over. These are moments that are worth living for.

[johnnysilverhandssuitcasenuke]

[shrugsinchinese]

Rocky was in space for 50 years of course the recuperation period is long and hard

[xhaine22]

Back to reading Manhwa and Mangas I need some rest from western novels…

[squashbananak]

[kosmogrl]

[orpheuslament]

i will personally never understand that thing people do when theyre like "i thought this was a good piece of art until i realised its fetish/pornographic" like why does art lose value if the artist was a little horny when they made it. why is that so scary. im sure a lot of the old masters were doing portraits of their lovers slightly bricked up & theyre still displayed in museums. why is sexual arousal not an acceptable source of inspiration when like every other emotion is. well i mean i know why sadly but i do not like it so i'll continue to complain about it

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

[xhaine22]

Went to a friends wedding, as part of the entourage. I thought i was just the type of person that didnt experience extreme dysphoria. But after the wedding I just went back to my room and had a mental breakdown over wearing dresses. Being gendered so hard and treated like a girl for 3 days straight, hearing snide and offhand homophobic and transphobic jokes from the people around. So I do experience extreme dysphoria I realize I just didnt notice cos I never leave home I dont make new friends or interact with strangers alot. Majority of my friends are queer other than my highschool friends who were part of the wedding, I was just in this very gay very queer bubble. The whole time I felt like dying at a very catholic and heteronormative wedding I was dying and finally had a breakdown after.

[byjove]

pride month is almost over I would just like to say happy pride to boring LGBTQ people in particular. everyone expects us to be brilliant creatives and scientists and interior decorators and quirky professors and tortured artists but some of us wear nothing but Kirkland Signature clothing and watch Friends and The Office and are incapable of having an interesting conversation and that is okay. our diversity is our strength.

[voidsetup1]

and out of the darkness - you you you you you

[lemondoddle]

[Description: a looping bouncy animation of grace and Rocky from project hail mary. Grace throws himself onto rocky for a hug, smiling and nuzzling his face to the top of Rocky's xenonite covered carapace. Rocky brings a claw up to ruffle Grace's hair and grace throws himself even more on top of rocky, rocky wrapping his arms around grace. End description.]