#dysphoriablues

[cosmicoakley]

Ugh Dysphoria has hit again...

[cosmicoakley]

Gender neutral loos are important!...

I think all places should have them!...

[just-my-dysphoria-things]

Dysphoria Thing #1: Periods.

[ahhbaddabingbaddaboom]

It’s about 11am

Boy Or Girl?

The question just won’t stop running through my head, sure I say neither and that the gender binary is shit but sometimes I still question. Do I tell anyone this? gods no. I’ve been living as a non binary person for over half my life. To just say “hey guys I don't really know what’s going on with my gender identity but this sure as hell doesn’t work anymore” would be a slap in the face and I know this. So I just suffer in silence then blog about it on tumblr. Edgy is it not?

I bought a bra recently. Something I hadn’t done in years -thank you gender dysphoria- but I seem to like it. Its olive green with lace on the back. Its, pretty. Note: pretty is a word I hate and never use to describe myself. I don't not use it to describe myself because I feel like I am not pretty, I just don’t like the way it sounds. 

Maybe I’m gender fluid -no you aren't op you hate using fem pronouns- okay maybe I'm a trans guy! -nope you hate when people call you male pronouns- I'm stuck as a non binary person huh? -yup-

fuck 

[intrepidblue]

Tomorrow is my 6th #monthiversary (183 days) and it's feeling #anticlimactic. #good #bad #ugly #dysphoriablues #transition #transgender #mtf #spironolactone #estradiol #lgbtq #queer #daylilies #NewBrunswick #Canada