Oakley

Abuse survivor PTSD,EUPD, ADHD Mental health Warrior! He/they Queer and proud 28 years old! Panromantic 💕💙💛

[cosmicoakley]

Went to see the drone light show the other week with my key worker and some members from my house! Was amazing how they formed different shapes in the sky using a drone!!

[cosmicoakley]

Things have been kinda difficult lately I'm self harming almost every day now... but if there's one thing keeping me going it's my sisters dog 🐕 teddy... he just makes me super happy and I love spending time with him... he's almost 1 in September! I just can't believe my sister has had him almost a year already... crazy how that time flys!!!....

[cosmicoakley]

So a lot has changed since I was last on here, I'm still in a mental health care home, my mental health is all over the place atm... one good thing that's happened is that I changed the the way I take my testosterone, I'm now after a long battle back on injections 💉 rather than applying the gel every day!

My sh is still really bad, I had to get stitches the other weekend, 😔 I'm just struggling a lot recently....

I had the court case, it went to court twice! Because the first time the jury couldn't come to a consensus... so I decided to take it back to court... but this time it came back not guilty... and tbh I still haven't got my head around that... I'm very good at masking my feelings, and it's still yet to hit me... 😒

Anyway I think that's everything... Will try and post more often if I can...

Stay strong 💪

🫶

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[cosmicoakley]

Life update:

My mental health is really bad atm and I'm struggling like a lot....

The voices are also bad telling me to harm myself in different ways and saying if I don't that they will hurt my friends and family...

[cosmicoakley]

Self harming is no joke..

[twister]

why sleep when you can stay up late every night being sad then feel like shit the next day 

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You never realize how lonely you are until it’s the end of the day and you got a bunch of things to talk about and no one to talk to.

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[cosmicoakley]

This little bottle of testosterone has literally saved my life.. I honestly don't think I would be here if I didn't get testosterone when I did...

[cosmicoakley]

Struggling with my mental health atm...

[cosmicoakley]

Got my comfortable pjs on and I'm about to watch some Emmerdale! 😂

[cosmicoakley]

NHS waiting times suck.. especially around mental health..

[justapeiceofshit]

It just really fucking sucks when you have so much you need to talk about and absolutely no one to talk to...

[justapeiceofshit]

I’m just laying here, crying my eyes out and I genuinely don’t have a good reason for it

[cosmicoakley]

Is meh a mood because honestly that's how I'm feeling...

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

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