I miss the old times when i used to log in here and have something to turn to
Admittedly it wasn’t always the best decision or the best thing for me
I miss searching for the neighbourhood or the 1975 song with rain and 5D audio to listen on the app while every other post romanticized the future the high school the college the 18th birthdays and the coming 20s
I miss coming on here once a week to rant about original skam and search fir the dubbed video versions bc I didn’t know norwegian but i was on the brink of learning bc of the show
I miss good old fandoms with stupid long threaded jokes even the extremely outdated superwholock
And in a way i miss the dark side of it too.
The internet at the dawn of everything and anything being there
i feel like it fucked my brain but i also cant imagine being any other way
I know we all moved on
Or at least pretend we have gotten better
But i feel like i am still stuck in the spot still yearning the things that will do me no good
Thanks i guess
-tumblr in 10s made me a smoker and i still cant quit-















