the truly cruel thing is, I will continue to find you in every place and every face till the day I take my final breath. to love but no longer be loved is the ugliest of life's tortures.
e.c.

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the truly cruel thing is, I will continue to find you in every place and every face till the day I take my final breath. to love but no longer be loved is the ugliest of life's tortures.
e.c.
I have an unhealthy relationship
with perfection and the
perception of myself
the mirror shows the cracks you
can not see
but they are blinding to me
e.c.
everyone repeats the same old things:
“keep holding on, it’ll get better someday”
and I have, I have for a long time now
but I’m tired and my hands ache
e.c.
it’s a weird moment when
the person you couldn’t get
off your mind suddenly
doesn’t come to mind
e.c.
I don’t know if I’m going crazy
but when we made eye contact
I swear I recognized those eyes
e.c.
and there’s nothing
kind
about her smile now
e.c.
A Love Letter To Brown Eyes
I don’t know who decided
blue eyes were the prettiest
I’ve always enjoyed the warmth
of brown eyes
the way the hazy yellow sunlight
reflects softly thousands of hues
chestnut highlights and shadows...
who decided soft blues,
greys, and dark abysses of sapphire
were superior to gleaming golden,
rich dark molten chocolate, and
the earthiness of brown eyes?
e.c.
I made art
the canvas was the wide
expanse of his shoulders
e.c.