Your story Kisses by Sunflower Beds is incredible and you’re amazing. It was the first fic to make me sob. I adore it and am so excited that I have found it again! I have told so many people about this story and how beautiful it is. I don’t think I will ever forget it or the way it made me feel. Thank you for sharing it with us. I’m going to go read everything you’ve written right now.
*endless stream of tears*
im sorry it’s taken me so long to answer this. it basically shook me out of being able to respond, sent me reeling. I had to repress the memory of this ask, that’s how much I couldn’t handle it.
Thank you so much for saying this? like i don’t think there’s anything anyone wants to hear more about their writing. im just ??? thank you, thank you a lot. You say you won’t forget my silly little fic—I won’t forget this. thank you <3
For those who are interested, Kisses by Sunflower Beds (tumblr) (ao3) is a cas-centric destiel fic I wrote a while back. It’s probably the saddest premise I’ve ever come up with but the fic itself is more bittersweet (fluffy even) than angsty.
When Dean dies Cas can’t bring him back, but he can’t be without him, either. So Cas leaves to meet versions of Dean he hasn’t come across before. Dean at three as a snotty toddler. At eight as a grubby child. At fifteen when he’s already damaged. Cas travels through time to meet Dean throughout his life, different version of the man and Cas loves every single one. The brilliant @reallyelegantsharkfish wrote a companion fic with the same premise. You can read a face in the water on tumblr and ao3.
Thank you again for your sweet words, @eccentricas <3
