12, 16, 33, 46 for ask game!
12. Why do you like gaining?
i rlly like how it looks! i just think fat is so soft and pretty! round, natural shapes have always been appealing to me! it's also hot, feeling and being os overindulged and pampered and taken care of. every time i do a stuffing with my encourager friend, i feel so warm and fuzzy. like a pampered pet! i imagine having a partner who's my feeder/encourager would be sooo intense. it's also a symbol of health to me too? i spent most of my life starving myself to be skinny, and now that i'm chubby, i'm the healthiest i've ever been! and happiest. fat used to be seen as a symbol of wealth and status too, and it still resembles that in a way to me. i feel very satiated and well-looked-after with every pound i gain. then there's also the fact that fat is seen as "bad" and unattractive. it feels like i'm rebelling. in a society where thinness and lack of health are glorified, where being small and silent and complacent are valued; here i am, big and loud and proud of it. it's defiance and it’s beautiful! in a kinky way, it's fun that getting fat is seen as letting oneself go. to become lazy, greedy, slobby, etc. it’s soooo hot to me, being so beneath ppl. guh. it’s hot to face the consequences if my actions and become the “opposite” of pretty and skinny. especially when i go down the mental rabbit hole of getting what i deserve… siiiigh. being greedy and lazy has consequences, and that’s hot. and the domino effect of all that is so erotic 🤭
16. What’s the most you’ve ever eaten?
hmmm. it would have to be an all-day stuffing i did! i had half a bag of plant-based meat with corn, a family-sized bag of tortilla chips, salsa and sour cream, half a block of cheese, and a quarter of 2L of ginger ale. which amounted to a HUGE plate of nachos i gorged on throughout the day. starting from around 12 pm to 11 pm. it was so much and i kept having to drink water and green tea to help digest and stop feeling thirsty from all the salt!! oh and i had some dairy-free ice cream too. it took me until 2 am to sleep, i was so bloated and stuffed. i could noooot stop rubbing my belly, burping, farting, and whining. 😫💦
33. How would you react if you woke up and you were 400 pounds?
i think i would think i’m dreaming tbh! i have dreams where i blimp-out alllll the time. they turn me on so much it hurts. sometimes i get so wet, i wake up thinking i peed myself hdhjfnf. anyway, i would think it’s another one of those dreams, probably instantly get off on degrading myself, perhaps even stuff myself too. 🤭 i almost always have someone in my dream who’s there to humiliate me and praise me. so i’d be missing that. very sad! but i would definitely then get off on the situation, and only after would i panic haha
46. Where does most of your weight go?
my thighs and ass! then my tummy and hips. then my cheeks. 😳 i’m very round!
