Apr 22, 2016
God I hate living here
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God I hate living here
04/25/15
I'm so fucking stupid and naive. I've been so fucking low lately and I keep telling myself I'm fine but I keep on falling apart the second I let my guard down and I'm not too sure how much longer I'm going to be able to handle this.
04/09/15
I'm actually happy today. I've been sooo much better since I've made some real friends that actually care about me and aren't just using me to get drugs.
04/07/15
I think I've decided my suicide date. I'm so tired of living. I shouldn't feel like this, I'm only 15. I'm miserable. I hate my house, my family, and I'm constantly fighting off anxiety attacks. I can't do this anymore, but I also can't go back in to the psych ward. I'm virtually stuck.
04/06/15
Last night I thought I cut too deep and I told my best friend and she made me feel a little better but then I passed out about 15 minutes after (probably from blood loss). I woke up about 2 hours later and felt like such utter shit I started cutting again. I feel so fucking useless. I'm tired of being here. **DO NOT REBLOG**
03/21/15
I don't wanna go to Mexico anymore. So much shit has happened today, I just wanna stay home and cry. I lost my best friend. *DO NOT REBLOG*
03/17/15
I'm really fucking struggling to keep myself happy.
Today was actually really good. I think I'm happy