#edel talks

[spiritusrex]

hope everyone subscribed to me on ao3 enjoys the 5 lil bnha oneshots i just shot out rapid fire for fic fight. i will be returning to my original novel grind cave now hdjsjfjsf

[edelbleu]

I can’t stop thinking about the guilt Reo feels towards his own despair and sadness.

It’s not just that he’s a sheltered kid who’s always had everything he wanted at his reach; he’s also incredibly self-aware and holds himself to impossibly high standards.

He’s so ashamed of everything that can be perceived as “ugly” about him: his selfishness, his misplaced pride. These are things that he’s never really had to face before, but being abandoned by Nagi has served as a wake-up call of sorts and suddenly he can’t see anything BUT that.

The way he keeps blaming himself for wanting to hold Nagi back, keep him in a cage the same way his parents wanted for him… AND YET. and yet he’s still unable to wave Nagi off with a smile, he’s unable to let go because Nagi has become so inherently intertwined with his dream that he can no longer conceive one without the other

[glassparty]

new IZ sideblog

I made a new sideblog! -> https://astral-invader.tumblr.com/

I will primarily reblog (and also post) a lot of Invader Zim - stuff on here, as well as some other of JV’s works; aesthetic and inspirational stuff.

have a look if you’d like to see more aliens~

[memai-ko]

so apparently my art account on instagram got deleted for...no reason? Idk what happened exactly, but it’s gone. I’ll probably make a new one again someday...

[memai-ko]

spreading positivity is important, there’s enough hate out there anyway

[memai-ko]

ABC tag game

I got tagged by the lovely @mi-chan4649, thank you! ^^ 

Age: I feel old...but I still act so childish sometimes lol

Biggest fear: being a burden for the people around me; basically being left alone 

Current time: 20:17

Drink you last had: Ayran (it’s a Turkish yoghurt drink, very delicious!) 

Everyday starts with: me humming to myself ‘only five more minutessss’

Favourite song: I have way too many xD but at the moment it’s probably ‘Willst Du?’ from Alligatoah 

Ghosts, are they real?: I’ve never encountered one in real life so...maybeee? 

Hometown: a small town in Austria (and yes, Austria is the one with the cows, not with the kangeroos *coughs*)

In love with: mostly fictional characters (APH England, Canada and Austria <3)

Jealous of: people who aren’t as shy as me at approaching people and making new friends ;v;

Kill(ed) someone: uhhh, no...I guess

Last time I cried: yesterday while reading ‘The Book Thief’, the story really got me ;;;

Middle name: pssst, that’s a secret~

Number of siblings: I’m an only child :P

One wish: enabling the people I love and myself a happy life 

Person you last called/texted: Motschotschu and Alex (@bouncy-joo)! :D

Question you’re always asked: ‘Are you okay?’ 

Reason to smile: making people happy, making art, talking to my friends because they are just as crazy as me <3

Song last sang: ‘American’ by Lana Del Rey (*whispers* it fits so well for UsUk ;;w;;)

Time you woke up: 6 o’ clock! 

Underwear colour: grey 

Vacation destination: England, Bavaria and Turkey

Worst habit: thinking way too much about little, really unimportant things 

X-rays you’ve had: luckily I haven’t had one yet owo

Your favourite food(s): Italian and Turkish dishes; mostly Pizza and Lasagna; I LOVE chocolate! 

Zodiac sign: Cancer

I tag youuu -> @maomour, @inori-in, @bless-joo, @rainingmoriartea, @nomenomenest and @bouncy-joo ...and everyone who wants to do this too!

Nothing obligatory of course, just do it if you feel like it! :D

[edelbleu]

about me

hi! I'm edel and crying over fictional characters is my passion! I love reading, writing and I also occasionally translate stuff

english, spanish, 日本語

main fandoms: bllk, aftg, dr, mdzs

current obsession: nagireo

you can find me on twitter and ao3

[spiritusrex]

to anyone who has ever drawn me art for any of my fics i want yall to know i save every piece to a special little folder and look at them w hearts in my eyes when i need motivation