I love how Kevin drinks his ass off and is Just there frowning and brooding
Some people cry, some people get emotional, some get excited and happy, some get violent
Kevin just BROODS there
And the funniest part is that most alcoholics get violent If you try taking away their alcohol, Kevin will Just GLARE at whoever took his glass away from him as If this would change anything 😭
It is funny, but also so sad
Not even when he is drunk Kevin allows himself to take up any space for anything that isnt Exy. He is so used to being a silent shadow behind someone, It is such a natural behavior, that even when he is wasted, this is how he acts.
There is none of the typical drunk exaggeration, his emotions dont bleed out of him like they do from regular people when they are drunk.
To most people, alcohol is not only about not thinking, It is about getting courage enough to take up space, to let emotions out, to scream and laugh and dance. To Kevin, It is just a why to shut the voices up. Nothing else. There is no emotional catharsis from It. Everything is kept inside, just as always. Not even while drunk he knows how to express himself, not even drunk he feels Brave enough to.
He sits there in silence like a shadow, to the point you can even forget he is there. He doesnt dance (not anymore), doesnt talk, doesnt laugh.
Kevin scaped, but not even while wasted he knows how to be something. He is so tragic












