I gotta yap about how important I Saw The TV Glow is to me
Sorry if this is, like, fucking illegible.
So, I watched ISTTVG for the first time in September of 2024, when it went to streaming. I had been extremely excited about it because I saw the first trailer, and thought, “Hey, this is some Candle Cove type shit. I love Candle Cove!”
And in September of ‘24, i was beginning to have a bit of an identity crisis…
It made the feelings sooooo much worse.
I normally watch horror movies as an escape of sorts. They’re comforting. Watching a horror movie is like, “hey, things might be bad, but at least they’re not THIS bad. At least you’re not getting eaten alive by zombies, or getting chased down by a serial killer,” or what have you.
I Saw The TV Glow basically told me, “things ARE this bad. The things these characters are going through? Same as you.”
It put the first crack in my egg.
I cried myself to sleep the night I watched it.
And I was in this awful funk for about three weeks. I didn’t know what or who I was. All I knew was I was not the person I thought I was.
Then I had a conversation with someone who became probably my coolest friend. That talk cracked the rest of my egg.
But I Saw The TV Glow started me down that path.
It’s the reason I am who I am now.
I could probably cite it as the reason I have so many friends. If it weren’t for that movie, I’d’ve probably repressed my identity problems, and I’d never have had that talk, and I’d never have made that friend, or any of the friends I’ve made through them.
I wouldn’t have all my dreams I have now.
I Saw The TV Glow is by far the most important and influential piece of media in my life. It’s my favorite movie of all time. It sickens me. It terrifies me. It’s beautiful and horrifying and does so many awful things to me.
It ruined my life for the better.
And I wouldn’t have it any other way.