| previous part | finale | m.list | wc:2.5 | tags: p in v, smut, Kirishima Eijiro / fem! Reader, unprotected sex, soft launching angst, not proof read, cannon universe | summary: Finally gaining the courage to slowly build a relationship with your long-term crush |
“Oh okay.” Denki mumbled, leaving you behind with a friendly pat on the shoulder.
You were a nervous wreck walking towards Kirishima in the cold, sobbing, down pouring rain. The droplets pelting your clear umbrella, after-math splashing onto your skin and clothes.
The closer you got the more your heart drummed against your chest. He didn’t stare at you, instead looking off in the distance whilst he kicked the dirt under his shoes.
Your umbrella overlapped Kirishima, providing extra coverage over the two of you.
His hair was down, untamed, soft launching eye bags with a posture that lacked his usual confidence.
Before you could speak, he beat you to it, “look. I’m sorry.” His lower lip trembled, clutching the stem of the umbrella tighter.
“Why?” You whispered, heart hurting for him.
“I’m-“ he choked up, “I’m scared.”
You paused, watching the way he refused to look you in the eyes, “why? Scared of what?”
“Scared of loving you, scared of losing you, scared of putting my all into us and—“
Letting him take his time - Kirishima was the type of man to cry infront of his peers, not afraid to wear his emotions so, “I think back about the time- the fuckin’ war- when I saw you laying there…”
Feeling your own throat tighten, memories you’d like to forget about and yet he was the one struggling with your own trauma.
“It- what if I loose you like that again? What if I-“
“But you won’t.” You mumbled softly, “you shouldn’t be scared of the future, especially one where I’m not in it.”
His voice trembled, breathing shaky, “it’s not that. It’s the fact I didn’t do anything, I was too cowardly to protect you when you needed me the most. Every day I look at you - every day I’m reminded of my failures as a man, as a person.”
Watching his expression, the way he tried to hold himself together - it was depressing.
“Why’d you go on another date with a girl?” You mumbled, picking at the frayed threads of the wrist-cuff.
“I felt bad for saying no.” Kirishima cleared his throat, trying to stop the bubble from spilling over, “she was some hopeless girl, second year - I felt like… she gave me her all so I had to try… maybe it would have distracted me from thinking about you.”
Nodding your head, it was like him to have a big heart for those who give him returned passion.
“I don’t like her, I tried - I just- I keep coming back to you. To our shared nights, when you’d confide in me and I feel like I betrayed you.”
“I’m so fucking sorry,” Kirishima begged, letting out a choked sob, “I didn’t want to hurt you, I didn’t mean to hurt you - I was confused, I was hurting too…”
staying silent, pity on your face as you watched the man in front of you sob. He continued his ramblings,
“I’ve never been a man- I- I was a coward for the longest time. I was fucking depressed, I wanted to die. Everyday I told myself I was inadequate to my peers, that I didn’t deserve anything until I became who I am now… but, sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve this still, that I don’t deserve you.”
Unable to handle it, you dropped your umbrella - joining him under his.
“Eijirou…” you cupped his face, “you deserve the world and more, you’re so manly, you’re so brave.” Whispered words, he felt a pang in his heart, “but you hurt me when you ignored me, when you randomly acted like I didn’t exist to to you.”
“I did that because I wanted to protect you from a coward like me.”
“But you’re not a coward. Do you know how many lives you saved? How you saved me…” You wiped never ending flow of tears, “stop looking down on yourself.”
“You make me feel things that I’m scared of.” He mumbled through the tears, “as a man, I don’t know how to… do this, do us.”
Kirishima bit his bottom lip hard enough to leave a mark, “I’m sorry for ignoring you, I’m sorry for not protecting you, I’m sorry for all my mistakes and my ignorance. A true man wouldn’t treat a lady like how I’ve done to you - crimson riot wouldn’t stand for what I have done.”
Looking in his eyes, the complexity of the world on his shoulders slowly draining the life out of him. His burdens spilling out of him, exposing his deepest insecurities of not being that protector he dreamed to be.
You felt silly, heartbroken over a man who didn’t even mean to hurt you, heartbroken over a man who was just as scared, hurt and broken as you, “I’m sorry for assuming you hated me.”
“I could never.” His words were fast, “I could never hate a woman like you - i’m such a fucking idiot.”
“Can you stop being scared to love me?”
It was whispered words under your bated breath, but the world seemed to slow. It felt like the droplets stopped mid-air, your breath slowing and his expression frozen with shock.
Eijirou didn’t know how to respond, stumbling over his words. The light in his puffy eyes seemed to grow, chin no longer trembling but the tears remained streaming, “can you love me?” His breath hitched, terrified of rejection, “All of me?”
“I can love all of you and I will.” You mumbled, swiping the slowing tears once more before you smashed your lips against his.
With his free hand available, it went to your hip. Using it in a way to ground himself while he still held the umbrella steady.
Nevertheless he melted into the kiss, letting you take the lead. It wasn’t a long kiss, it was sweet and passionate from the built up emotions over years.
This kiss was something you day-dreamed about, something you yearned for and now you finally got it. Feeling him melt deeply into the kiss before he broke it off, despite his red puffy eyes from the crying - he had a large smile and a soft blush on his cheek.
“You… I… I should have done that sooner.” He mumbled, picking up your umbrella for you, “we should go inside before you catch a cold…”
“She seems excited.” He pointed out, making sure not a single drop of rain touched your sugarful skin.
“She’s more excited than I am.”
He laughed, looking at you while you stared forward, “I bet she is.”
The minute the door shut behind the two of you, Eijiro took the opportunity to swipe your phone out of your hand. Turning you to face him as his large hands rested under your ass, lifting you up that way your legs could wrap around his hips.
He placed your back against the door, “you don’t know how many times I imaged you like this. I’ve been waiting for this day since you’ve bit me.” His voice was low, raspy but still sweet.
“Eijiro-“ you tried to speak, flustered about the situation and sudden height difference.
Kirishima let out a soft whine, using his strength to pin you to the door - a free hand escaping to lift your shirt.
When he was about to reveal your bra, your hand stopped him. Cupping his face and bringing him into a fiery make out.
Teeth clashed together, whimpers and whines mixing together into an unrecognizable audio. His free hand wandered your body while yours grounded yourself by holding his muscular shoulders.
He moved from the door to the bed, laying you down gently against the bedsheets - refusing to break the kiss yet as his tongue tasted your mouth.
Kirishima gained the confidence to lead, wanting to be the man in charge and prove what he was capable of.
“D’ya like giving head?” He asked, wanting to make sure you were comfortable with his actions. You nodded your head, watching him undo his belt - the antagonizing sound of the zipper drawing a bolt of heat between your legs.
“Sit up for me.” He guided gently, taking off his pants.
It was obvious about his size, half-cut cock hiding behind his black boxers. A darker stain of pre-cum dampened by his lower thigh. The outline of his growing cock made you salivate, wanting to take him now.
You grabbed the waistband of his boxers, making a Loud drawn out gasp come from him.
Palming his twitching dick, Kirishima proved to be vocal - going louder with every pleasurable movement and quieting down when unfavourable techniques were used.
You slipped his boxers down, his cock springing out, limping against his thigh from the weight of his girthy length, pre cum already spilling out of the slit of his bulbous tip.
“Taste it.” He shyly mumbled, trying to stay confident in himself and his abilities.
He knew it was intimating to look at - on the heavy side, his penis hung while he walked, big balls and a thick, veiny cock that he grew insecure of.
What Eijiro didn’t expect was to you to lick down his black haired treasure trail, to the base of his erect member all the way to his rounded slick tip.
“Fuck-“ he hissed, placing his hand on the back of your head. Interlacing his fingers with your hair but using the movement as a sign of presence and not for moving your head manually.
Licking underneath his sensitive head - “fuck! Not there!” Kirishima immediately protested but his twitching dick said other wise.
Licking the salty pre-cum, it only added to your on-growing slick between your legs. Taking his girth into your mouth, almost too big to wrap your lips around.
You bobbed your head, watching his face tick and twitch with the pleasure.
“Nggh-hah-“ he breathed out, chest heaving and thighs trembling. His hand on the back of your head to remind you in any moment he could take charge.
Kirishima moved his thigh, wanting to squeeze you in with your mouth deep on his length - but he resisted, instead abruptly shoving your head down against his flesh, making you sputter and your throat burn.
He kept you there, length hitting the back of your throat. Eyes watering and drool dripping down your chin, “pretty- so- fuckin’ pretty on my cock like that.” He slurred out, drunk off of watching you suck his dick like that.
The moment he let you breath, you gasped for air. Wet tears involuntary falling down you cheeks, “shit, I’m sorry. Did I hurt you?” He cooed, wiping the wet stains off of your face.
You shook your head, “no, it was just a little… too much… you’re so big.”
Eijiro let out a sheepish laugh, looking at his twitching-hung-cock, “I’m a big guy, ya’know…”
He watched you undo your pants, slipping them off to reveal the black-boarded laced red underwear - it made him groan at the sight.
Kirishima immediately devoured you, kissing all over your skin, licking soft spots and touching your sensitive areas.
He felt your nipple pebble under his touch, rubbing it softly - almost teasingly just to listen to you mewl and moan under him.
“You’re so sensitive, is this for me?” He mumbled, biting down on your shoulders while he nubbed your nipple, his free hand skimming over your flesh down to your wet panties, “and you’re wet. I hope no other man could make you feel this way.” His words were more aggressive but he handled you with such gentleness.
“It’s- it’s all for you.” You mewled out, tilting your head back to give him more access to your skin, “I’ve wanted you for so long, Ei” you whined out.
“Since I first laid eyes on you.” Your cunt raised into his palm, trying to hump his thick fingers, “fuck- I-nngh-“
He slid your panties to the side, “that long?” Kissing your breasts gently, “why didn’t you say something sooner?”
“Cause I didn’t- I thought- fuck-“
He slapped your clothed cunt “Use your words.”
“I didn’t want to get rejected.”
Eijiro pecked your lips, his fingers sliding between the folds of your pussy gathering the wet slick onto his fingertips, “but look at us now…”
He brought his wet fingers up to his lips, licking off your heat while he maintained eye contact, “we could have gotten to this part a lot faster.”
He slapped your ass, lifting you up once more. Your legs hoisted on his shoulders as he held your ass for leverage, your pelvis pressed against his member.
With your panties slid to the side, he was able to push his tip against your entrance.
It made you nervous, thinking about taking his above average length into your small entrance. Everything about Kirishima was big, from his hair down to the large shoes he wears.
Now seeing his fully hard length- he wasn’t just a shower but he grew too.
“Ready?” He mumbled out, watching your face for any resistance
“Yes, just…. Be slow.” You mumbled softly
He placed a kiss to your calf, sliding himself in with a long groan.
“You’re so fucking- nnnghhhh- tight.” He mumbled, bottoming out inside you before his balls could touch, “small too”
You hands touched his chest, gripping at his shirt to keep you stable, “wait- wait slow.”
Eijiro nodded, waiting for your signal to move. Once he had permission he slowly dragged out of you, all of his shaft brushing against your g-spot, ripping a moan out of your throat.
The more he pressed against your sweet spot the drunker he got off of sex. Wanting to pound your pussy until you were crying for him to stop.
He was a man, a man with instincts to take care of you in the way no body else could.
Without waiting for your orders he began to thrust quickly, pumping himself in and out of your sopping cunt.
The mixture of your lewd sounds fuelled his drive, watching you loll yourself into another dimension as he fucked you whilst holding you so gently.
“You’re so beautiful” he grunted out, followed by a string of praises as he watched you come undone
Kirishima felt his own orgasm leading up. He tried to postpone it by thinking about different topics but when he felt you clench around him, it made his head spin.
“Not so-“ he moaned, “-tight. You’re gunna make me cum early.”
“Fuck- I’m gonna-“ you whined, ignorant to your volume.
His teeth sunk into your calf as the two of you came together, hot white liquid spewing out of your hole and onto his cock.
“That’s hot.” He mumbled, taking a mental image to remember that.
“Did you use a condom?” You mumbled softly, dazed from the overwhelming pleasure
He pulled out, a satisfying popping noise from the pressure being released. More orgasmic fluid spilling out.
His face went red with embarrassment, “no, shit.. I’m sorry I forgot. We’ll have to buy some…”
“I think I’ll just have to go on birth control.”
“Who cares, it’s a man taking care of his lover.” He gripped your hips more, pulling you into his arms, “now stay in bed and stop moving.”
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Sorz for the late post lol - I forgot I had to go to bed early for my tattoo app today and I also worked yesterday too 😭 but here’s the final chapter, thanks for your support I hope you enjoy!
