#eldrichkin

[calliope-the-crypid]

I wish so heavily to look inhuman. I wish to have my antlers or wings or tail or ears or SOMETHING.

[almosthumanbutnotquite]

Being nonhuman is crazy because what do you mean an Erdrich creature that is incomprehensible to the eyes of humanity is waiting for the bus drinking peach monster

[the-ever-swirling-storm]

what does an entity have to do to be properly percieved around here? no i do not care that witnessing my true form will possibly cause irreversible psychic damage. i am perfectly comprehensible you just need to get good and conceive a fifth dimensional space.

[v0id-clawz]

I need to incomprehensible I need to be undetectable I need to have my voice ecoh and boom I need to be feared I need to be a unintelligible mass of parts and energy I need to be worshipped I need to make the humans explode from my very presence I need

[nebulabasket]

I mapped out my alterhuman identities.

(The sliders are in arbitrary positions as it's meant to show how my kintypes fluctuate; which I imagine kind of like a soundboard. The grey box next to "doll trapped" is a checkbox.)

I learned a lot of new terms and concepts at Othercon and have done a lot of reflecting and introspecting. I've finally officially decided to be a catlinker and I've reconsider my stance that the term "therian" doesn't apply to me. I've decided that it does.I've also come to the realization that it feels kind of like my light kintype has its own kintypes due to a panelist mentioning a nesting doll kintype situation. I don't believe my alterhumanity has anything to do with past lives personally (the octoling kardiatype is due to basically what I would describe as a parallel life that's been manifested into CyanTide (previself party member)), but I'm sure there could be other causes. Maybe more parallel lives. I'm pretty sure that's the case with my aliedragon (MoonLighter) kintype, as manifested in Glow Bright (previme party member).

Also, I don't have a good term for when I'm trapped in a doll. It's not a kintype or a paratype or a hearttype or a hearthome or anything. My anymic glitchy kintype is kind of like a spirit and a specter, but it's not a ghost. Even still, it's like sometimes it's bound to this old doll and gets trapped inside against its will. Not always, though. Sometimes I fel like this feeling bleeds through to my altereldritch form.

Shout out to u/GhostOrchidGynoid on Reddit for coining the term alterfae (https://www.reddit.com/r/alterhuman/s/uRxk7tnKpE) and the alie- prefix; I am expanding their definitions past just fae for my altereldritch, alterkitsune, and aliedragon kintypes.

Feel free to ask me about any unfamiliar terms.

~ 🍭 Cyannide Lolypop 🍭

[rabbiitsclover]

Would you help find some pronouns for an eldritch being?

i help all beings find pronouns. here are some i found. let me know if you’d let a flag of any made or if theres a specific theme youd want.

voi/voids/voidself

ze/zem/zemself

ze/hir/hirself

ny/nyms/nymself

thon/thons/thonself

this one/that ones/that oneself

?/?s/?self

tree/trees/treeself

[almosthumanbutnotquite]

This is what feeling overstimulated in public feels like…

[calliope-the-crypid]

My goals <3

Angel fangs or fang implants

Contacts that make my eyes look animalistic

Antlers (crypid), ears (rabbit-like or dog like for crypid and fox like for fox)

WINGS. ANY TYPE OF WINGS. IT CAUSES SO MUCH DYSPHORIA THAT I HAVE NO WINGS

Get longer nails

TATTOOS

Dyed hair (fox like or just shaggy)

Have a more androgynous style

Those shoes that make paw prints in the snow

Get safe foods that are meat