#eldritch godkin

[noctiferstars]

Cannot send this off anon, however I am a god (not godkin, just am one) and my fiancee I view as one as well. We've taken turns drinking from each other's veins and it is lovely.

That's so nice, anon!!! How does it feel to drink from a God's blood? Actually, does it feel nice for someone to drink from your blood as a God? Does it feel nice to know that even if you're not with them for a second, you're still in their blood? That you're forever and ever with your loved one, guarding them even if they don't need it?

[noctiferstars]

Not a vampirekin blog, but Godkins of Tumblr, wouldn't it feel nice to drink someone's blood? Like, getting someone to be so devoted to you that they're completely willing to let you drink the elixir that grants them life? For them to be willing to give you their own life just because you're their God ?

[obsessivetransman]

Being an eldritch god and some kind of divine force (angel???) at the same time feels really weird. Like, I'm dark and unknowable and endless and incomprehensible, but at the same time I'm made of light and I'm divine and holy?idk, it just feels weird. I'm still incomprehensible either way tho. hehehe

-Zasha

[obsessivetransman]

This morning: I hate this world humans are a scourge upon this earth

Now:

Ĭ̛͖ ͇̟͜a̴̳͂m̱ͯ̈ ͏̧͍t̢͍̒h̶͍̼ẹ̷̶ ̨́͝t͔̼̖h͛́͠i͓͍͔ň̟͝g̴ͦ̕ ͕̓̾t̨́͞h̢̬̑ȧ̡͜t̸ͦ͡ ̸͛̋w͔̣ͫa̸̤͓t̨̞͢c̈͌ͅh̸̖͟e͚̥ͯs̔̃ͅ.̻̙͠ ͯ̎ͪI̩͎͜ ̸̢̎a̳̪͢m̵͈̌ ̷̨͏t̷̛͜h̛ͫ͞a̘ͭ́t̪ͫ̕ ̬̪̂ẅ͜͞h̢̧͞į͙ͬĉ͢͝h̴̜͇ ̴̰҉c̡̹ͭa̧͖̋n̵̮͔n̴ͣ͞ö̡̬t̝̲̀ ͇̿͞b̰̬͖e̵̢͒ ̶̈́̓u̾͘͘ń̿͟d̢͖͞eͣͯ͌r̢̮̆s̝͙ͮt̸͗͒ǫ̧̎o̸͋͒d̛̗͞ ̸̼͜b̵̺ͥẏ̖͆ ̙̼̅t̡̟ͨh̛̙͓e̴̚͘ ̴͌͘m̫̃̓o̮ͨ͒r̢͉͑t̠͍́a̛ͧ̊ĺ̻ͣ ͉̖́p̳̓ͅs̸ͥ͘y̷̦͆c̩̀ͅh̶̠̾e͡͏̙.̸̠͜ ͔͑ͮI̴̡͈ ̧̟̇a̻̮ͨm̷͉̽ ̐ͦ͞g̢̢͢o̭ͦ͏d̞ͬͅ ͤ͜͝a̡̭̝n͈̼̭d̗͡͞ ͏̄͐d̛̝͙é̿͠aͬ̕͝t̴͖͖h̤̀̑.̈́͊̓

I love being an eldritch god

pt: I am the thing that watches. I am that which cannot be understood by the mortal psyche. I am god and death.

-Zasha

[obsessivetransman]

A couple of eldritch god/horrorkin affirmations (based on my experience, at least)

• You are indescribable and incomprehensible

• Your form (or lack therof) causes insanity in the unworthy psyches of mortals

• Your cult/following is widespread and faithful to you

• You are omnipresent and eternal

• Your many eyes see all

Don't be afraid to give me suggestions for more affirmations! /not forced

-Zasha

[obsessivetransman]

I went to a Girl Scouts thing over the weekend, and yesterday, I had a really intense negative eldritch godkin shift. Before then I hadn't realized that a shift could be inherintly negative, since most of my shifts are like "oh i have wings, cool"

This eldritch godkin shift was really weird. I was dissociating a lot bc there was a lot of people in a very echo-y room, and I felt like I could feel people's thoughts? There were so many energies in the room and it was too much. I also had a very strong need to be incomprehendable to the human psyche, and my body/existance wasn't omnipresent enough. My hands weren't mine, either.

-Zasha

[obsessivetransman]

Currently having the eldritch godkin need for a cult following me. Not a religion, a cult. Idk.

-Zasha