Planning a massive, kind of intimidating fic that I’m absolutely in love with is so fun but also heartbreaking. Because in my mind this fic is like, revolutionary and magnificent but it’s also about my rarepair which means only a select few people will care about it or read it.
But at least I get to write about something I love, which is putting my dear angel Elhokar through even more traumatic experiences than he has in canon.








