Polaroids & Promises
Book: Wake the Dead Pairing: Troy Hassan x Malia Jones (MC) Rate: Teen & Up Words: 3,830 Summary: While renovating the lodge, friendships are blooming and Troy finds hidden treasures he wants to share with Malia. A/N: This story is set right after the group reaches Red Meadows and starts to build a colony there; it doesn't exactly fit the original chronology we see in the first chapters, but it fits the mood. No warnings, just Malia and everyone working a lot and fluff moments with Troy. This is my submission to @aprilchallenge2026 (ïžThe Radiant Path: 13. Sun). Thank you so much for hosting it @peonierose. It was so much fun to join this challenge!
My fingers ache. Â
They ache from the cold water Iâm using to scrub the dirt and grease out of them. Thereâs nothing one can do about it. At least the winter is gone. It could be worse. Â
My fingers ache, but Iâm grateful to have water running. Gelid and red-brownish as it is. The water flows from the faucet, falls into my hands, swirls and disappears down the drain carrying with it the black foam. Â
My hands were never this dirty before leaving the Tower. A mix of ancient rust and grease that didnât come out when I wiped my palms against the worn-out legs of my jeans. Water, soap and a brush were insufficient as well; dirt remained under the fingernails, and small cuts all over the skin of my fingers and palms were painted black, looking like tiny black rivers in a map.Â
My fingers ache because I scrub too hard. The contact of the stiff plastic of the bristles against my bruised skin is painful. The fingerless gloves, essential to conserve the grip, did nothing to protect them from the cold or sharp edges.Â
My fingers ache, but I wonât complain. Weâre turning the dreaded zombie-infested lodge into a colony. More than that. Olympus is a dream weâre building together, and with our hands we can shape it however we like. Â
After many hours working to fix the pipes that connect the water cistern to the pump, my fingers were stiff from adjusting the grip to tools I was never meant to use. Â
Itâs pointless to spend water, soap, and energy like this. My hands will get dirty again one way or another, but I did it anyway. It gave me something to do, something to focus on other than missing my sister. Â
Itâs a never-ending struggle to shove those thoughts to the back of my mind. Â
When it gets dark, Iâm left with my ghosts. Â
Not even exhaustion from all the work and lying on a comfortable bed with actual bedcovers led to a nice sleep session... On the contrary.
I toss and turn in the dark, missing having someone hold my hand and tell things will be alright. I miss those first nights sleeping on the floor downstairs beside Troy. He reminds me of whatâs important... Itâs easy to forget when Iâm alone.Â
***Â
The lodge has been abandoned for so long; it needs cleaning and repairing. Attacks from zombies left behind broken furniture and doors falling off its hinges. From sunrise to sunset, we focus on turning deserted rooms into living spaces. It keeps us busy. It keeps us going. Â
It would be easier if only we could figure out what half the objects in the toolbox were meant for. At the Tower, I trained to be a fighter and nothing more. I pushed myself beyond my limits. If I put my mind to it, I can convert any of those tools into a deadly weapon like a pro zombie-hunter. That would make Brynn so damn proud! However, when it comes to proper use of them and fixing things, my knowledge is basically nonexistent. Most of my companions fall into that same inept category...   Â
On the other hand, Eli knows all the names and purposes of each of them, and keeps exchanging pliers and drivers from our clumsy hands... I wonder who taught him: a mother, a father or someone else...Â
âThank you,â I say after he teaches me to use a wrench. âWeâd be lost without you.âÂ
For a second, his face was a mix of confusion and surprise. Then his lips quirked slightly into the tiniest smile, and he seemed a little flushed, maybe not expecting recognition for what he does effortlessly. Â
âWhy having all this trouble?â he asked when I insisted on fixing the faucets in the kitchen. There was no judgement in his voice; he sounded genuinely intrigued. âLife can be much simpler.âÂ
Eli seemed satisfied with a roof over his head, fresh water nearby, a forest to hunt and gather wood, and a fire burning in the room. It was hard to explain that for those of us who came from the Tower working lights and running water were things we dearly missed. Even more than that, if we could make this place work, maybe we could do everything else, even survive the surge⊠and thatâs the whole point.Â
I respected his point of view about a simpler life but argued in favor of the renovation when we gathered around the fireplace that second evening. Fixing the machines to pump the water stored in the reservations back into the pipes of the main building would do good to the morale, especially in case of a prolonged lockdown. Not to mention the use of external lights to help us spot drones in the distance.Â
At last, he agreed to teach us. In exchange, I conceded that we block every window and focus on making this building secure as a fortress. Troyâs smile lost a bit of its glow with some of our decisions, and he mourned the loss of windows after being presented with the alternative.Â
By the end of the next day, every window was blocked and sealed. Â
At the Tower, we lived so long without windows or a view; rooms illuminated exclusively with manmade lights. Except for those mandatory twenty minutes every three days. If it were not raining or snowing, dozens of people would take turns in the patio in the center to bathe in sunlight. Â
âItâs good for the bones,â doctors used to say, but we didnât need much convincing. Â
Around us gray walls up to the sky. No trees, no grass. But nature seems to always find its way. Weeds growing from cracks on concrete testifying that... I admired that kind of resilience.Â
For years, even in that confined space, anytime Troy and I were in the same group, I have watched his pleased expression with the sun; arms outstretched towards the sky. As if the sunbeams could re-energize him. Â
Troy didnât raise his arms like that when we first came to Red Meadows, but his expression was just the same. Â
âIt was nice having windows for a change,â Troy mumbled. The hammer hitting the nails almost muffled his voice, as I sealed the window in the room he chose for himself. Â
âI know, but ââ I said, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. Â
âWe canât take the risk,â he completed. Â
Despite knowing it was the right thing to do, Troy sighed anyway when I hammered the last nail. Â
âIâll get more planks.â Â
He threw a last glance at the darkened room and walked away. His despondent face almost made me reconsider and let him have a window. But thatâs not how things work when we live in a colony...Â
***Â
Despite being quiet and keeping mostly to himself, itâs good working with Eli. Heâs a generous teacher. Together we created charts, divided tasks between us all and set rules for working outside: nobody works alone until the perimeter is secure. To every task, at least two people would be assigned. In the case of an attack, it increased the chance of survival. We established codes for whistle communication; one to signal attack, another to ask for help, and Troy created a third one just to call me. It was cute on the first day, but not so much when other people started using it too... I abolished it by day four.Â
The rules were not optional, but not everyone showed enthusiasm for abiding them. Â
And by ânot everyoneâ itâs mostly Troy. He keeps sneaking around by himself to explore the surrounding area and adjacent buildings whenever an opportunity is presented. I saw him fidgeting with ski equipment and staring at the snowy peaks with such intense desire that it looked almost lustful.Â
âThat manâs got a death wish or something,â Eli mumbles. Â
I know who he was referring to even before spotting Troy careening down the hill and almost hitting a tree. My heart does a somersault. Troy swerves the giant blue saucer heâs sitting on to the left and is out of sight for a long while. I can only breathe again when I see him unscathed carrying the saucer and sprinting back up the hill. Â
If I know him (and I do!), heâs practicing on the grass to replicate on the slope. Heâs the most reckless man I know. The irresponsibility who could cost us a pair of hands or supplies if he gets hurt should make me angry; yet the feeling in my chest is not anger. Thereâs something endearing about his thirst for adventure. How many times has he spoken about a place just like this?Â
âActually, itâs the opposite, heâs got an urge to live.â Â
âTo live a short life, you mean.âÂ
I chuckled at the quip, and we resumed working on the generator. Â
âIt looks fun.âÂ
I see the way Eli glances at Troy, and thereâs a hint of melancholy in his eyes. Can he also miss the kind of things we never had a chance to experience? Playing outside and laughter and silliness? How long was he completely alone in that cabin?Â
I canât be certain how many hours of collective work it took, but we succeeded in illuminating the main room on the first floor, the kitchen, and strategic external lights for better surveillance. No more squinting eyes to walk around after sunset. Weâll see each otherâs faces. No more worrying about candles. An accomplishment big enough to be celebrated. One I wanted to celebrate with Troy. Â
Near the fireplace, Mack and Eli were taking turns with the guitar. Sitting on one of the large couches, Shannon and Cassidy were reading magazines. Dirk was checking the locks. The only one not present was Troy.Â
Itâs been hours since anybody saw him last. The last time around the time he returned from the adjoining chalet with fuel with Dirk and Eli to start working on wiring the main buildingâs electricity. Â
Eli was tuning the guitar when he heard the question. Â
âI brought him back in one piece, my babysitting duty is over.âÂ
The sun will set soon. Â
âCould he have gone outside?âÂ
Cassidy checked the perimeter and didnât see him outside. Â
âDid you check his room?â she suggested. Â
With a small lantern, I climbed the stairs. The steps, marked by time and tragedy, cried. Upstairs, all was silent; Troyâs room, empty.Â
Before going back downstairs, a sound of clattering and a thud from something heavy hitting the ground somewhere upstairs caught my attention. I listened to it closely, and couldnât point it out exactly, but suspected it was coming from the attic. Â
Before climbing the narrow staircase, I took the crossbow, even though it was nearly impossible for any drone to have remained concealed until now. Â
The attic door was wide open. The warm glow of the candlelight spills out and illuminates the top steps.Â
I shouldnât be surprised that Troy would be there. He probably went through every other room, every drawer and closet on the main floors, and took his investigations to the attic, the only place where time seemed to stand still. Â
The first time we came here to check for drones, Eli called that a death trap. A room clattered with boxes, old furniture, and more boxes, with only one way out is the absolute worst if you are under attack. We agreed to let the cluttered space with all the things from the past: posters from old glorious days with the lodge in pristine conditions, the snowy tops behind, people drinking steaming mugs of whatever and smiling in snow gear at the deck. Â
Eli called it all garbage; Troyâs eyes glowed with excitement.Â
Step after step, I climbed it carefully, and before I crossed the threshold, Troy was already smiling at me, and I forget all about the lights downstairs. Sitting cross-legged on the floor, the glow of a pair of half-burnt candles illuminated his silhouette, cradling something in his arms like a treasure.
The flashlight helped me see the many boxes surrounding him. On the side of one of those boxes, âlost and foundâ was written in bold black letters and the heads of two teddy bears and a stuffed animal with dark circles around its beady eyes were peeking out.Â
âFound anything interesting?âÂ
The light from the candles flicked when I walked carefully inside. The wooden floor creaked beneath my feet as I avoided tripping on boxes and removed cobwebs from the way. Â
âYouâll love this!âÂ
He pushed a box to the side and patted the now empty place beside him for me to sit. I noticed other large tomes, similar to the one in his lap.Â
As soon as I was sitting beside him, I put the crossbow down, and he shoved the big book coated in dust in my hands. Then he held a candle closer, illuminating the yellowed pages with different handwriting. Â
âWhatâs this?â Â
âGuest books. People would come here and write their names and impressions of their stay, share stories, compliment the staff... That one has entries from 1972 till the early 1980s. But those over there look even older.â He jerked a thumb to point to a shelf behind us. âThereâs another five of those over there, but some of the pages are too damaged to read...âÂ
We knew the lodge had been here for a while, but to imagine how many decades it lasted before the Old World ended and how many people spent time here over the years is a concept hard to grasp at times. Â
âWhat about the one from 2021? Did you find it?âÂ
âNo. But it was probably downstairs... Considering all the debris we found when we arrived, it was probably lost.âÂ
âShame. It could have useful information...â Â
âI can only imagine...â he cleared his throat, and started speaking with a high-pitched voice, âRony got bitten today. Tracy managed to rip the keeperâs arm. Delightful time. Weâll come back next winter. 5 stars.âÂ
I couldnât help but laugh too. But Troy soon moved on from that joke, flipping the pages from another book causing dust to swirl in the air. The pages were equally yellowed.Â
âThis will make you smile.â Â
All the entries were from the winter of 1993. Most consisted of people complimenting the staff and promising to return next winter. Almost half the entries mentioned one person by name, praising his beauty and vivacity. Â
âTalk about popularity! Everybody loved this Tommy guy!âÂ
âItâs a dog!âÂ
âExcuse me?âÂ
Troy repeated it slowly, and I reread the entries on the page. Suddenly the stories made more sense, but...Â
âThatâs crazy! Dogs canât read, right?âÂ
Troy laughed, satisfied with my reaction. Â
âPeople were weird back then...â I said, but my attention was still focused on the many messages, many lives that inhabited this place once upon a time.Â
âItâs kinda of amazing too... All the people who came here. All the stories. Some guests would come here every year... Like the Lees. They even stayed in the same room. 108.â He flipped pages and his eyes perused the different messages and pointed the names to her.Â
âLinda and Paul,â she read out loud. âCould they be related to Mr. Lee?âÂ
âI donât know... but wouldnât it be nice?âÂ
Mr. Leeâs face is lost in the abyss of old memories. But his classes and laughter remain vivid, and it warms my heart that maybe this Paul who had his Linda was that Mr. Lee, and they both had such amazing days here. I wonder if my fathers had trips like that too, and if somewhere thereâs a guest book with their names on it. A memento of their existence. Somewhere their love is still alive.Â
âMaly,â he called me, bringing me back from my musing, and I looked at his face. His voice was soft, and his gaze never moved away from the book in his lap. âDo you think the world will ever be the same again? With family trips, skiing, birthday parties, weddings?âÂ
I considered the question for a moment, dwelling between hope and reality. My mind settled on the latter. âI donât know... Even if there were no more zombies tomorrow, things are so broken... including the people... how could it ever be the same?âÂ
He sighed, not hiding his disappointment. Â
How is it possible to miss a world he never knew? Â
âNot being the same doesnât equal being bad,â I added quickly, and he finally looked at me, perhaps to make sure Iâm not saying what I think he needs to hear. Not that I ever do that. We have an unspoken agreement of always being true to each other. Well, most of the time. There are some truths Iâd rather not share with him. Not yet... Â
âWhat do you want to do when this is over?âÂ
âSo damn much!â He sighed so deeply that the candlelight flickered. âWe got this far and now I canât stop thinking about what we could do... I see the winter gear and skis and... my mind goes: âhey! we could do that!â Thereâs a porch outside, we could sit and roast nuts. I want to try hot chocolate. I want to dance and sing and watch the stars...â Â
âNobody is stopping us from eventually doing that. We need to make this place livable and safe ââÂ
âAnd survive the surge.âÂ
I rested my hand on his knee and pressed it gently. âOne day we wonât just survive, but live. Weâll have music and art again. And weâll get to celebrate life. Itâll be greater than in the old days...âÂ
He placed his hand over mine and squeezed it lightly. A silent thank you. Â
âSo, is there anything useful in here?â Â
âProbably not,â he looked around for a moment, considering the boxes and items surrounding us. âBut Iâm calling dibs on that lost and found box.âÂ
I looked at the box, then at his eyes reflecting the golden from the flame of the candle he was holding. Â
âWhy?â I asked, and before he answered, I was already stretching to reach for it before he had placed the candle back on the floor and launched himself to do the same. Â
Grabbing the box, I ran towards the window, one we hadnât considered blocking yet. The last rays of sun reflecting on the snow casting a golden glow over the content of the box. My free hand moved around, while I inspected the content. The three stuffed animals covered in dust and cobwebs I saw before, a few books, pens, a small red bag, one flask, two transparent spray bottles with amber liquid, something pink with a lens that looked like the cameras from the Tower but smaller and other strange objects I couldnât name.Â
Troy reached the other side of the box and picked up the pink thing with a lens.Â
âThis is an instant camera.âÂ
âInstant camera? What is it?âÂ
Instead of replying, he fished little paper squares from the box. Â
âLook at this!âÂ
There was at least a dozen faded pictures of people who were probably dead by now. Some of the faces were barely visible, others conserved smiles and plucked lips. I put the box down and held one of them close. A man and a woman in their mid-twenties smiled with the snowy peaks behind them. I turned and read the black captions in the back. Â
âLuke & Jules. March, 2020. They look happy...âÂ
âThatâs the face of people who got laid and didnât have to worry about zombie bites...âÂ
âDonât be gross,â I ribbed him. âYou donât even know if they were a couple. They could be siblings. Or friends.âÂ
âHow can you say that?â His question was coated with amusement. âLook at his hand! And how close they are!âÂ
I couldnât help but look at us, his shoulders resting against mine, one of his hands on my back... his face was so close to mine, whenever he spoke his breath fanned my hair.Â
âWe are friends and weâre always this close.â Â
âMaybe youâre into me,â Troy teased, and heat spread from my neck to my cheeks.Â
âYou wish!â I retorted and my heart was pounding so loud, I feared itâd attract drones from a mile away.Â
He bit his lower lip, then looked me in the eye. âKeep denying it if you want...âÂ
I changed the subject before my resolve and brains left me. âItâs strange to think people would just leave this kind of thing behind...âÂ
âMaybe they left in a hurry,â he said, definitely considering all we left behind at the Tower. âOr maybe people just didnât care. They could always get new stuff...âÂ
I examined the device. âDoes it work?âÂ
âThereâs only a way to find out...â Â
Reading the tiny letters imprinted on the bottom out loud, Troy inserted the batteries that were in the box. Our eyes were fixed in that small device. At last, a faint yellow light turned green.Â
âItâs worth the shot.â He smirked. âGot it?âÂ
I rolled my eyes at the pun, and he stood in front of me, pointing the round lens to my face. I smiled and he pressed the button. Nothing happened at first. But suddenly, it clicked again, then a whirring sound and the familiar white paper came from the bottom.Â
We looked at it. Itâs completely blank. Â
Troy held it and gazed expectantly, until suddenly a image started to show. Very slowly. I gasped. It was me, really me! With my back turned to the window, my face was obscured, and there were uneven vertical streaks across the picture where the gray didnât match the rest, but it was me. I could recognize my hair. We both held the picture like it was something magical. I laughed, and Troyâs gaze was fixed on my face, not the picture anymore. I canât remember the last time I felt this kind of joy.Â
âLetâs try again!â I said, almost shouting.Â
âTogether?" Troy asked, and I nodded, positioning myself in a different angle, the last rays of sunlight glowing on my face. IÂ pulled Troy closer, to let his face be bathed in the sun rays too. Troy leaned even closer, wrapping an arm around my middle. Â
âSo weâll both fit,â he explained, positioning the camera in front of us, and counted to three. Â
Without moving away from each other, we watched the paper exiting the magical box and waited for the image to show. The photo of our frozen smiles also had uneven vertical streaks across the image and a hazy quality, like it was something from a dream. Our faces slowly coming to life were more visible; the gray painting itself into muted colors right before our eyes. Like magic.Â
My fingers touched the picture, tracing our faces, and I giggled. Troyâs eyebrows raised questioningly. Â
âIf humans can do this, they can do anything. Even rebuild what was lost.âÂ







