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Who? Bianca DeSousa & Eli Goldsworthy

When? Saturday night, May 26th

What? Bianca and Eli go on their first date. The two can finally act on their feelings and they spend a special night together.

Warning: Smut

Bianca was sitting towards the back of the auditorium, not wanting to be right up front and in Eli's face. She didn't really know how this 'relationship' thing worked, but she was going to make her best effort. As the show ended, she smiled and clapped with the rest of the crowd. She felt proud, that he had done something to amazing, that he had done something for himself, and that, well, he was hers. She stayed in her seat as the audience started to get up and either head out or head towards the food and drinks off to the side. After a few minutes and after the crowd had spread out a bit, she stood and moved towards where the cast and crew had emerged from. She caught Eli's gaze and she smiled, a blush already on her cheeks. He was talking with a few people, so she kept her distance as to not rush him. It was nice that he was getting so much positive attention, she really hoped it was having a good affect on him and his well-being.

Eli was taking in the bittersweet feeling of taking his final bows on closing night, it suddenly hitting him that this was really over. He'd enjoyed it much more than he'd originally expected to, and the show would always be something special to him, a reminder of what he was capable of and how it had helped him grow as a person. Heading offstage with the other cast and crew members, he noticed family and friends running up to them, bringing flowers and congratulatory words. He was talking to All and Fiona, sharing sentiments with them as his eyes wandered the crowd until they settled on Bianca. A smile formed on his lips immediately and he excused himself, making his way over to her. "Hey," Eli greeted her with a grin, taking in her beauty as he looked her over. "You look gorgeous, as per usual." He found it hard to stop staring, still filled with amazement that things had finally been addressed between them, unable to stop thinking about it since the other night. He'd been more confident in his past two shows, knowing his happiness had been able to fuel his performance a bit better.

Bianca saw him coming over to her and her heart got excited, beating erratically. She looked down at herself then back up at him, "Oh thank you. I didn't mean to pull you away from anyone, I don't want to rush you." She gestured in the general direction where people were grouped together. Her eyes settled on him again and she smiled, "You were amazing tonight, but that's nothing new." The girl shrugged with a smirk, her eyes locking with his. She had no idea how this would work, relationships were a big mystery to her. Chewing on her bottom lip, she looked down as her cheeks grew warm, "Sorry, I don't really know how this works. Dates, I mean. Or relationships, if I'm being honest." She fidgeted on her feet, smiling as she looked at him through her eyelashes, "Don't make fun of me." She laughed softly. Bianca had never felt nervous like this before, she didn't know what was right and what was wrong. She was pretty scared, but she needed to fake confidence somehow or she was going to make herself look ridiculous.

Eli shook his head, glancing back at the group of people. "It's fine, really. I've seen plenty of them this weekend, and they have other people to find, too," he assured her, smiling as he turned back to face her. Warmed by her compliment, he shrugged, still surprised that he'd gone through with the show in the first place. "Thank you. It was fun - maybe I'll go ahead and audition for Broadway or something," he joked, chuckling as her smile mirrored his. He could tell that she seemed a bit more nervous than usual, but he found it endearing. At her apology, he simply gazed at her, his smile growing even more. "Bianca, look at me," he spoke softly, lifting her chin up with his hand to level her eyes with his. "I'm still me, and you're still you. You don't have to worry about anything, because there's no right or wrong with this. There's just us, us spending time together and enjoying each other's company, doing things we like." Eli grinned at her, releasing her chin gently. "If something ever feels off or strange to you, just talk to me. We can figure this out together." The truth was, Eli wasn't exactly a pro when it came to relationships either, and a part of him worried he would end up making the same mistakes as he did with Julia, becoming too clingy and worrisome. But looking at her now, he felt at ease, comfortable. Offering his hand, he smirked at her, "Shall we?"

Bianca giggled, nodding her head, "You'd be great on broadway. I better get front row seats." Her eyes searched his and she looked away when he told her to look at him, smiling wide. As his fingers lifted her chin, she looked at him, reaching out and gently gripping his shirt, pulling him towards her as she took a step towards him, "I know. I'm just worried that I won't be enough. I've just... dreamed of us for so long. I want us for a very long time." Leaning in, she kissed his lips quickly, sighing and letting the tension in her shoulders release, "Alright. I'll have you know, though, that this, all of this, feels very right." The brunette smiled, releasing her gentle hold on his shirt. Glancing at his hand, she slid hers into his, easily lacing her fingers with his, "Yes, please." Turning, she playfully starting tugging him along, weaving through people and glancing back at him with a goofy grin on her face. As they got outside and were walking towards the parking lot, she bumped her shoulder against his, "Sorry, I'm excited." She looked over at him, her brown orbs bright with that excitement.

Eli chuckled at her comment, nodding. "That would be a guarantee," he added, trying to picture himself actually performing on Broadway and laughing at the idea. Leaning in slightly as she gripped his shirt, he listened to her doubts, staring at her in disbelief. "You're more than enough, you always have been," he promised softly, his hand falling to rest on her waist. "Good, because you're stuck with me. Always." Smirking as he leaned into the kiss, he was filled with more joy, as if it were even possible at that moment. As she took his hand, he glanced around the auditorium one last time, embracing the sense of accomplishment he felt. They headed out to the parking lot and Eli chuckled as she bumped into him, simply nudging her in return. "I'll take that as a good sign," he spoke with a grin, making his way to the passenger's seat to open the door for her before entering the driver's seat. As he pulled out of the busy driveway, he turned to glance at her, the smile still ever-present on his lips. He'd had the night planned out for the most part, and he hoped she would enjoy what he had in store.

Bianca felt her heart twist and turn with giddiness, shifting on her feet with a stupid smile on her lips. She was enough and that felt really good. When he nudged her back, she laughed under her breath, "Yes, a very good sign." As he went to open the car door for her, she narrowed her eyes at him, smirking, but trying to hide it, "Why thank you, Mr. Gentleman." She broke out into a big smile, getting into the passenger seat and watching him as he went around the car and got into the drivers seat. The girl sighed happily as he drove off, relaxing into the seat. Feeling his eyes on her, she looked over and laughed, "Stop staring, that will only make the sight of me get old fast." She playfully poked his jaw to turn his head back to the road, "Eyes on the road, Goldsworthy." Her fingers ran through his hair before pulling her hand away, forcibly peeling her eyes off of him.

Eli continued to drive, blushing as Bianca noticed his staring and immediately pointed it out. At her words, he shook his head quickly. "Not possible," he stated surely, grinning as he turned the car onto a dimly lit quaint street with a few restaurants lined down the block. Feeling her fingers in his hair made his body heat up a bit, finding it harder to hide the red on his cheeks. He reminded himself he had nothing to be embarrassed about as he turned into a small parking lot, parking the car. "We've arrived at our first destination of the night," Eli narrated, stepping out of the car as he gestured down the street to a quaint French cafe with small streaming lights lined along the entrance. He'd only been here once before, reminding himself to bring someone special with him the next time he came, and now seemed like the perfect opportunity. Making his way towards her side, he opened the door once again before reaching for her hand, a twinkle in his eye.

Bianca beamed, looking over at him, "I hope not. I'd hate to ever bore you." She knew that the sight of him, and the knowledge that they were finally together, would never get old for her. Looking around as he turned the car, she felt herself growing nervous once more. As he parked, she looked over at him and her eyebrows rose, "First? Damn, alright. Way to make me anxious." Her gaze shifted to the place they'd be spending this first part of their date night and she smiled, but she couldn't help but look down at her outfit and feel under-dressed. She shifted her attention to Eli and his now outstretched hand, taking it, "Eli, I feel very... I feel like I didn't dress up enough." Bianca got out of the car, closing the door behind her, "I should've dressed better for you. Dates are stressful." She laughed, her eyes staying on him, she was having a hard time looking away.

Eli "You could never, I promise," Eli stated matter-of-factory as they pulled in, knowing he absolutely meant what he said. Being with Bianca was never boring, and he enjoyed every second with her. Chuckling at her words, he gave her a reassuring smile, hoping it would help relax her a bit. He was nervous himself, nervous that she wouldn't like his idea or wouldn't be impressed, but he did his best to hide it. Once they'd gotten out, he noticed her apprehensive look before squeezing her hand gently. "Like I said, I think you look gorgeous. Don't worry, this place isn't as formal as it appears from the outside," he assured her, pausing for a moment in his steps. "But of course, if you don't like it, we can go somewhere else, okay?" Leading her a bit closer, the windows revealed a somewhat vacant cafe, only with a few people scattered around either sipping on coffee and pastries or typing away on their laptops. Holding the door for her once more, he glanced to her, trying to gauge whether she wanted to stay or not.

Bianca felt him squeeze her hand and she squeezed right back with a smile, "Alright, I trust you. I normally just dress so whatever I'm wearing can easily be taken off." She giggled, leaning in towards him and kissing his cheek. Stopping when he stopped, she turned towards him. Lifting her free hand, she placed it on his cheek, "As long as I'm with you, I'm happy, Eli. I just want to be with you." Her thumb stroked his cheek before dropping, allowing him to lead her towards the cafe once more. She walked into the place, glancing back at him with a sweet smile. The brunette moved herself closer to Eli, looking right into his eyes, "I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around the idea that you're mine." She could feel her cheeks blushing and she looked away from him, shaking her head, "My Eli." She said with a smile.

Eli smirked at her suggestiveness, lifting an eyebrow as she kissed his cheek. "You won't see me complaining." Standing at the door with her, he smiled at her touch, nodding. "Okay," he spoke, his breath a bit shaky as he opened the door for them to enter. Turning to her as he felt her pull him close, his heartbeat sped up at her words, a sense of ecstasy running through him. "Amazing, isn't it?" he whispered with a grin, wrapping an arm around her shoulder. "My Bee," he responded, planting a slow, sweet kiss to her lips.

Bianca raised her eyebrows, a sly smirk creeping on her lips, "Mhmm. We'll see. Later. If you're lucky." She shrugged, but she knew the moment the two of them were somewhere alone and he even innocently touched her, she'd lose any control she possessed. Her head nodded at his whispered words, leaning herself against him as his arm came around her shoulders, "More than amazing." Her whole face turned red at his next two words, glancing up at him just as he moved in and kissed her. She kissed him back, her hands itching to touch him, but she controlled herself. Pulling away, she brought a finger to his lips, "Not fair. Do that again and I'm jumping you." She laughed, her eyes lifting from his lips to his piercing eyes, "Let's get this date thing going, huh?" Her finger brushed across his lip before pulling it away.

[missed this one, but Eli just leads her to a table].

Bianca felt herself growing warm as he leaned in closer to her, but didn't kiss her. Her mouth dropped open and she shoved him playfully, "Elijah! I do the teasing, not you." She smirked, following him to a table. Sitting down in the seat across from him, she took the menu and looked at it, "Hmm.... French fries." She grinned big for him, looking over the top of the menu at him, "Just a pile of french fries. Like I've said before, I'm a simple girl." She shrugged, giving him an innocent expression. Her eyes looked back down at the menu, becoming a bit more thoughtful now, but she was distracted. Placing the menu down, she looked over at him, "So this is a stupid question, but I'm asking it anyways, cause you know me, I don't like to assume things or read more into things than I should... I.. Well, like, if someone were to ask me what you are to me, I would say....?" She picked up the menu again, mainly just staring at the cover like the idiot she felt she was.

Eli simply smirked back at her, shrugging his shoulders to feign innocence. Glancing over the menu himself, he raised an eyebrow, nodding in approval. "Fries are always good," he agreed, scanning the menu until he decided on his own order. "I think I'm feeling in the mood for a turkey and Brie sandwich," he concluded, closing the menu and setting it back on the rack. Waiting for the waiter to approach, Eli turned to her as she spoke, listening intently. At her question, he simply smiled, crossing his arms against his chest. "I'm your Eli, aren't I? I thought we came to that conclusion," he replied, the corners of his lips twisting into a grin. He knew what she was getting at, and he reached out to rest his hand over hers. "I'll be whatever you want me to be."

Bianca listened to what he was going to get and nodded, "I'll probably go with.. the veggie sandwich.... and a bucket of fries." She cheesed a smile, now seriously craving french fries. The brunette huffed and placed the menu off to the side, giving him a look, "Come on, you know what I mean, don't make me say it." She narrowed her eyes at the grin on his face, pretending to frown angrily. Her expression broke when he placed his hands on top of hers and she smiled sweetly, "I want you to be..." She shrugged, her face turning a light shade of red, "My boyfriend. Alright. I said it." She played around with his fingers, staring intently at the random task, "You're mean to me." She mumbled with a mock pout on her lips.

Eli continued to feign confusion as she spoke before breaking into a smile back at her. As she admitted it to him, he widened his eyes, pretending to be shocked. "You don't say!" He exclaimed before breaking into a laugh, glancing down at their fumbling hands. Looking back up at her with sincerity, he lifted one of her hands to his lips, kissing it gently. "I would be honored," he answered, "as long as I get to call you my wonderful, intelligent, sexy, gorgeous girlfriend." He beamed at her, almost not noticing as the waiter approached the table, prepared to take their order. "Turkey and Brie sandwich for me...and a veggie sandwich and bucket of fries for the lady," Eli ordered, glancing back to Bianca and giving her a quick wink.

Bianca hung her head lower, her pout growing, "Stop it! Don't make fun of me." Lifting her head, she looked at him, begging him with her eyes to not tease her too much. She watched as he lifted her hand to his lips, her expression morphing into something resembling shyness, but she was shining brightly, too. Her head nodded, "Of course. There's nothing more I'd rather be." Her eyebrows shot up, surprised by the presence of the waiter. Looking to the waiter, she smiled when Eli ordered for her, rolling her eyes at his wink. As the waiter left, Bianca rested her elbows on the table and leaned over it, giving his lips a peck, "I love you, Eli." Her face was still just a few inches from his as she continued to lean over the table, her eyes locked with his.

Eli noticed the shyness in her eyes and immediately felt a bit guilty, brushing his fingers over her skin gently. "I'm sorry, really. I'm just...being an idiot," he said, chuckling slightly as he attempted to hide the nerves of his own. Smiling at her acceptance, he laced his fingers through hers once again. After ordering, Eli took a quick glance around the cafe, feeling comforted by the peaceful, romantic atmosphere. He was caught off guard by Bianca's lips being pressed to his, but he quickly responded to the kiss, smiling against her lips until she pulled away. Her words sent a chill down his body, remembering the last time she'd spoken them to him and how much has changed since then. After everything, she /loved/ him, and she wanted to be with him no matter how screwed up he was. He couldn't stop the goofy grin on his face as he grasped her hands tighter, whispering against her lips, "And I love you, Bianca."

Bianca smiled and shook her head quickly, "No, it's okay. I don't get embarrassed easily, so you really should revel in it as much as possible." She laughed, not feeling that bad, she was just really bad with talking about relationship things. She was enjoying the way he was always holding her hand, like they needed to be touching in some way, at least she definitely felt that way. Swallowing thickly after she said she loved him, she wasn't sure if that was something she should be saying, but she couldn't help herself. First she felt him tighten his grip on her hands, then he whispered against her lips and she smiled like a complete fool, her eyes lighting up. Resting her forehead against his, she bit her bottom lip, "Mmm say it again?" She giggled softly, her thumbs stroking the backs of his hands.

Eli felt a sense of relief the moment he spoke the words aloud to her, as if saying it out loud made it all the more real. Her expression promised him that it was worth it, seeming to assure him that she knew. At her request, he gazed into her chocolate eyes, his expression genuine and sincere. "I love you." He squeezed her hands again as he leaned forward, nibbling her lip gently before he felt the waiter's presence approaching again. Leaning back in slight embarrassment, he nodded his thanks to the waiter as the food was placed on the table and he headed back into the kitchen. Exchanging a look with Bianca, he chuckled softly before reaching for his sandwich to take a bite. Watching as she did the same, he smiled at her once again. "How is it? Do you approve?"

Bianca tried her best to suppress the shiver she felt when he said it again, but nothing had ever sounded so good to her. Her face lit up and she giggled as he nibbled her lip, her nose scrunching up. Noticing his shift in focus, she turned her head and saw the waiter. She gave them a smile, moving herself back into her seat, not embarrassed at all. The girl didn't care who saw, who stared, she was happy and she wasn't going to hold back. Thanking the waiter as he placed their food down in front of them, she immediately went for a fry, a silly grin on her face. Picking up her sandwich, she bit in, glancing at him as she chewed and swallowed, nodding her head, "It's really good. Of course I do." She smiled, enjoying her sandwich and his company. As the two ate, she felt a sense of satisfaction, as if things were finally okay. Finishing half her sandwich, she wiped her mouth before sitting back and leisurely eating her fries, "So, do you think your parents with approve of your new girlfriend?" She smirked at him playfully, her head tilting to the side.

Eli couldn't help but chuckle as she happily tried the food, seeming to enjoy it. "I'm glad," he responded, lifting his sandwich to his mouth as he took another bite. The food was great, the atmosphere was great, but all that matter to him in that moment was that Bianca was happy. As much as she'd never wanted to admit to it, he truly believed she deserved it, and he was happy to be able to give her that feeling; not to mention finding his own happiness in the process. He took in the soft jazz music playing as they ate in silence for a few moments, feeling relaxed and completely at ease. Lifting his eyebrows at her question, he stifled a chuckle, finishing the current bite in his mouth. "Please, you know how Cece and Bullfrog are; besides, they already love you," he assured her, wiping his fingers on his napkin. "No doubt about it." He imagined Cece and Bullfrog's reaction to informing them of his new relationship; they'd hinted at him many times that they were aware that there was something between the two teenagers, though Eli had always brushed it off. A smile formed on his face as he imagined them saying things along the lines of "finally!" And "what took you so long?" Looking at her curiously, he bit his lip, a question hanging on the tip of his tongue. "What about your auntie? Do you...think she'll mind?" He knew Bianca's relationship with her aunt was rough at times, and he hoped he wouldn't be furthering the rift between the two in any way.

Bianca knew his parents and they knew her, but she was still worried that they wouldn't want this, wouldn't want her for their son. She smiled, nodding her head and sighing with relief to hear his words. If he believed they'd be happy with this, she had no reason to worry, "Good. Their opinions and feelings mean something to me so.." She gave a shrug. She wasn't looking for anything from them, but there was still a part of her that wanted their approval. Her face fell slightly at his question, sitting back and looking at him, "Uh no. I don't think she'll mind at all. And I'd say she probably wouldn't care but um..." Her eyes dropped to stare into her lap as her shoulders sadly shrugged. She had wanted to tell him all about this, but not here. Not like this. But she felt like she had no choice, "The reason things have been so tense between me and her is because, well.." She chewed on her lip, her eyebrows knitting together, she could feel herself growing upset. Shame ate away at her. Sighing, she decided to just spit it out, "I've been sleeping with her boyfriend.. It was suppose to be a one time thing, since Juliana sort of caught us, but he came back again and I never said no." Bianca shook her head at herself, lifting her head, but looking away from him, "It was stupid. I.. yeah." She rolled her eyes, mainly to hide her emotions, "So I'd say she'll be happy that I'm with you now."

Eli smiled at her, finding it endearing that she cared about what his parents thought of her, though he knew even in the off-chance that they disapproved, it wouldn't stop him from being with her. "You're fine," he promised, taking a quick sip of water before taking another bite. Watching her, he noticed her expression change, and his immediately grew a bit concerned. As she sat in silence for a moment, clearly debating her words, Eli felt a bit nervous. There was a but? Listening intently, he leaned forward to rest his elbows against the edge of the table. At her confession, however, he couldn't help sitting up in surprise. Her words hit him a bit harder than he'd expected, feeling like a punch in the gut. Sure, he had no right to be jealous considering they had just gotten together, but the idea of her sleeping with another man - an /older/ man, for that matter, made him feel sick. Pausing as he took in the information, he stammered, unsure how to respond. "You...you slept with her boyfriend...while she was still with him," Eli clarified, unable to hide the disappointment in his voice. "So you basically let him cheat on her? You assisted in cheating?" He didn't mention his discomfort about the man being older, wanting to address a single issue at a time. His shoulders fell as he looked down at his hands, feeling deflated. "Why - why would you do that?"

Bianca could hear the judgement and hurt in his voice and she felt her heart squeeze in pain. Her eyes started to water at the brim and she pressed her lips firmly together in a tight line to try and hold back her emotions. She couldn't look at him, she felt like total crap. Despite her best efforts, her bottom lip quivered as she finally spoke up, "I don't know. I was feeling really alone and he was right there." All she wanted to do was take a pill and curl up into a ball, disappear from this situation. She knew she shouldn't have told him, but she also knew she couldn't bare to lie to him, "I just needed someone... to touch me. to want me. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's just what I've always done." Her shoulders curved inwards and she looked down into her lap at her shaking hands, "I have a problem. With being alone. I just end up feeling really empty and... whatever." She shook her head, bringing a hand up and wiping below her eyes before her tears could actually fall, "I'm really sorry, I just thought you deserved to know. I'm fucked up." With a shrug, she finally lifted her head and looked at him, her sad broken eyes meeting his finally.

Eli listened to her explain, the pain in his chest growing heavier as she went on. As frustrated as he was about the situation, he refused to judge her, wanting to hear her entire side of the story. He considered her every word, trying to comprehend what she was saying and her reasoning behind her actions. Simply staring at her sadly, his expression turned a bit softer. It pained him to hear her talk like this, to crave something so badly that she would go to extreme lengths to get it, even if it wasn't what she was truly looking for. He felt a pang of guilt, wondering if any of her decisions had to do with him being distant, pushing her away when he was dealing with his own conflictions. Letting out a sigh, he brought her hand away from her face, holding it tightly in his once again. "It's fine, you're fine," he promised her quietly, trying to hide the sadness in his own voice. "He's at fault for this. Your aunt doesn't need a guy who's going to cheat on her with a younger girl, her niece at that...but, you're not doing it anymore...right?" He looked into her eyes with worry, afraid he would lose her if he couldn't give her what she wanted. "You have me now. And whenever you feel alone or empty, please, come to me. I'll take care of you, I'll make you feel better, I promise."

Bianca almost pulled her hand away when he reached out and took it into his own, but she held back, merely flinching instead. She shook her head, "It's not fine." Her voice was a soft whisper, she could barely stand her own voice right now, she felt completely disgusting and his disappointment in her only made this worse. Her eyebrows knit together and she looked at him with bewilderment, "Since we got together? Of course not, Eli. I would never do anything that would hurt you." The brunette smiled sadly for him, taking in a deep, though shaky, breath, "I appreciate that. But I've always been like this, I just have to deal with it better. Affection in the form of actions, not words, were always.. that's the only thing I ever wanted in life. My mom, she used to always tell me she'd be better, but she'd never actually be a better mom. My dad was just a dick, he never showed me any sort of love. The only time him and my mom got along was when they were fucking. And Anson. I only ever felt okay when him or one of his guys were showing me some sort of affection. It was never real, of course, but that's why I do what I do. I feel... I don't know. It doesn't make sense, but that's me." She shrugged, shifting in her seat as she turned her head and looked out the window beside them.

Eli wanted to argue her statement, though he simply sighed, watching her through pained eyes. He knew that seeing her upset would only make him more upset, and he didn't want that for either of them. Smiling weakly at her assurance of faith, he looked down at their hands, continuing to listen as she told him about her past. He was aware that things with her parents had never been good, but he'd never asked her to dulge into the specifics regarding the situation. Nodding slowly, he stroked her finger with his thumb, moving his eyes up to meet hers again. "It's okay to feel alone sometimes. It can even be freeing at times. You just have to remember there /are/ people who will take action for you, not just make false promises. I know your parents may not have been the best proof of that, and don't even get me started on Anson...but there are ways to feel better, I promise." His smile finally became a bit more relaxed, tilting his chin down to level their eyes. "Just like you keep telling me - you don't have to be alone."

Bianca her eyes rolled up towards the ceiling, taking in a deep breath and holding it for a moment before letting it out. Talking about her feelings and emotions were making her tense, but she knew she had to force herself to or this would never work. Finally lowering her eyes to look at him, she gave him a tight-lipped smile, "I know. I would never have agreed to be with you if I wasn't willing to change. But I am willing and I know eventually everything will be okay." One corner of her lips lifted, her smile slowly returning, "I guess I have to follow my own advice or I'll just look dumb, huh?" A breathy laugh left from between her lips, her eyes looking to the table, "You aren't going to start looking at me differently, are you?" Her lips turned into a frown, her hand holding on to his tightly now, "I don't think I could handle that."

Eli could tell she was having a hard time confessing this to him, but he wanted to do anything he could to let her know that it was okay, that he wouldn't judge her, that he was always there to listen. Feeling a sense of comfort from her words, he smiled back at her, nodding. "They will be. And if it weren't for you, I doubt I'd even be believing those words right now," he admitted, glancing back down at their hands again. He'd felt pretty depressed over the past few weeks, but he realized now it was largely due to denying himself to accept what he truly wanted - and doing something about it. "Following your own advice is always good," he agreed with a soft chuckle, looking up at her again. At her question, he crinkled his eyebrows, giving her a look of disbelief. "Are you serious? Of course not. I understand why you did what you did...even if it wasn't the best decision, you're learning how to deal with the underlying issue...and like I said, I'm always here to help you with that." Smirking slightly, he leaned over the table again, taking her face in his hands. "/I/ want to make you feel loved...I want you, only you."

Bianca was relieved that he was reacting this way, she had not expected him to stay so calm after her confession. Maybe this was just a sign that the two of them really, seriously could work together. They were good together. Nodding her head, she finally gave him a small smile, "Thank you, for listening and not getting mad." It was going to take some time for Bianca to rid herself of all the shame she'd built up within these past few months. She had gone looking for the things she'd needed in all the wrong places, she knew that now and she didn't want to hurt herself like that anymore, "I wouldn't blame you if you saw me differently, that's all. But I'm happy that you're so understanding." A blush returned to her cheeks that had turned pale due to the current conversation and she looked at him with a smile, "I've only ever wanted you, Eli. I feel like.. I've been searching for you in every guy I've met." Her smile turned shy as she looked away, "I hope that wasn't dumb or weird of me to say."

Eli smiled back in return, nodding his head in assurance. He knew the best way to make sure the relationship stayed strong was to communicate properly and work to understand each other better, and he was slowly beginning to understand her a bit better than he already had. "I know you - the real you, underneath all of the shit you've gone through and the way you've felt - and I love the real you. That won't change because of past mistakes," he promised, holding her gaze. His heart warmed up again at her words, his smiling growing a bit bigger. "Really? Well...you found me. And I'm not going anywhere." He shook his head quickly, continuing to stroke her hand. "I think it's beautiful, just like you," Eli said, never getting tired of letting her know that. Once again, the waiter interrupted the moment, handing Eli the check. He pulled away for a moment apologetically, slipping his credit card into the booklet before grinning back at her.

Bianca felt like a weight had been lifted off her shoulders. She had been planning on telling him about everything, but she never felt like it was the right time, so she was glad it had come naturally. Feeling a little more relaxed again, she was able to really smile, "You are the only one who knows the real me. All of me. I mean, the Outsiders know parts, but you've seen it all. I feel so close to you, it's a really great feeling." Her eyes lit up over his response to her words, she was always afraid of sounding too eager or needy. When he complimented her, she couldn't help but roll her eyes and giggle, "Oh hush up, you suck up." She teased him, glancing over as the waiter came with the check and Eli paid. The girl gave him a pointed look, "You won't be paying every time we go out, got it? But thank you." She smirked, keeping her eyes on him and admiring everything she had in this moment.

Eli was comforted by what she was telling me, his expression brightening as he nodded in agreement. "I'm glad to know you so well - and honestly, I could say the same," he added with a shy chuckle, glancing down at the table for a moment. "And I was so terrified that I would lose you somehow if we took this risk that I just ended up hurting both of us." Eli looked at her apologetically, wishing they could've reached this point a long time ago. Her comment made him snicker playfully, wiggling his eyebrows at her. He was happy that the mood had seemed to lighten up again, quickly signing the receipt as the waiter returned with it and wished them a good night. His eyes peering up at her with a smirk on his face, he shrugged. "Fine...maybe. Don't mention it." He grinned at her before standing up, angling his head towards the door. "Ready for part 2?" Eli asked, excited to show her the next destination he had planned.

Bianca shook her head immediately, reaching over and taking his hand in hers for a moment, "It's all in the past now. We both could've said something to each other, but we didn't. But we're here now, together finally, so all is right with the world." She squeezed his hand reassuringly before letting go. Her face brightened and she felt beyond relieved to be past that emotional moment before. Even though she was getting used to expressing herself, it still made her pretty uncomfortable. After the bill was paid for, she got up with him, wrapping an arm around his waist and nodding, "Very ready." The brunette gave his cheek a kiss before she walked with him side by side out of the cafe and back towards his car, "I really don't like surprises, so you're lucky I trust you completely." She gently teased him, rubbing his side absently while her arm was still around him.

Eli couldn't help the glowing smile on his face, knowing she was right. The past was the past, and things had fallen together the way they were supposed to. That was all that mattered now. He grinned down at her as she came to his side, wrapping an arm around her shoulder and opening the door with the other. Embracing the warmth of her lips on his cheek as he felt the cool breeze hit his skin, he led her back to the car, turning to look at her mischieviously. "I think you'll like my surprises," he said confidently, opening the passenger's seat for her once again before entering the driver's seat. Truthfully, he wasn't as confident as he pretended to be, slightly nervous that Bianca would find it weird; however, he trusted that she meant what she said when she just wanted to spend time with him, and he proceeded to turn down the street towards the next place. "Are you enjoying yourself so far?" He questioned, turning to glance at her before focusing back on the route he was taking.

Bianca saw the look at Eli's face and her eyes narrowed, but an excited smile appeared across her face, "Sneaky boy." She let out a laugh before she reassured him, "Any place with you, I'm happy. Honestly." She stole a quick kiss from his lips before getting into the car, a big smile permanently on her face once more. Running her fingers through her hair, she got herself comfortable in her seat. She had no idea what was next, but it involved Eli, so she was ecstatic. Looking over at her boyfriend, she nodded her head, "I am. And I feel even better after getting all that out. It's been a very good night so far, Goldsworthy." Her fingers drummed absently on her thighs, resting her head back on the seat and looking over at Eli. She didn't say anything for a few moments, letting the silence relax them both. When she did break the silence, her voice was gentle, "I never imagined loving someone so much. Did you put some sort of spell on me? Cause I don't remember ever feeling love before you." She teased him, but her voice was warm.

Eli felt a boost of confidence at her response, glad that the night had been going well so far. He reminded himself to stop worrying so much about things going wrong and just relax, knowing he was more fun to be around when he wasn't being awkward and cautious anyways. Besides, this was Bianca, the person he felt the most comfortable around. She wouldn't judge him, or his eccentric tastes. "Good to hear. I think this is a good start, proper communication - I like it," he stated with a grin, his eyes still focused on the road. After a few moments of silence, he felt her gaze on him and he turned slowly to make a goofy face at her. When she spoke, however, his expression softened, glad they had stopped at a red light so he could keep his eyes on her. "Not that I know of, unless it was this," he whispered, kissing her lips softly before pulling away with a smirk. "Really, though...I didn't think someone like you could possibly fall for me, but I'm very glad that you did." As the light turned green, he turned his attention back to the road, the smile still spread on his face. Turning into a dimly lit vacant parking lot, he pulled into a spot before turning off the car. "Here we are."

Bianca nodded, although she did also roll her eyes, "Yeah yeah, talking to each other is okay, I guess." She giggled, looking over at him innocently. When he turned and made a face, she laughed loudly, her nose scrunching up. As he leaned in, she eagerly met his lips and kissed him back. She brushed her nose against his as he pulled back, laughing softer this time, "Hmm, now that I think about it, your kisses are intoxicating. I'm on to you, Elijah!" Bianca pointed at him playfully, her eyes narrowed in suspicion. Sitting up as he pulled into an empty lot, she looked around before looking at him, her eyebrows knitting together, "Uh... Where my murder will take place?" She questioned, her head tilting as she looked at him.

Eli raised an eyebrow at her playfully, letting out a chuckle. Nodding knowledgeably, he held a hand up, as if waving off applause. "Looks like you've found me out," he teased, grinning at her. Noticing her skeptical reaction to arriving where they were, he tried his best to play it cool. "Muhahaha, you've uncovered my plan!" he exclaimed with a mock-sinister grin before bursting into a laugh. "No, no, I promise it's better than what it looks like." Exiting the car, he opened the trunk, revealing a large wool blanket and a pack of Oreo cookies. Lifting them out of the car, his expression begged her to hear him out before asking any questions. "This is the park I came to a couple of months ago. I...wasn't in the best place, but being here, in the peaceful empty night...it sort of helped me see things from a different perspective." After closing the trunk, he reached for her hand, walking with her towards the empty field. The space was wide and open, providing a spectacular view of the stars. Glancing over at her, he paused, checking for her approval. "Is this...okay?"

Bianca laughed, giving a big, dramatic shrug, "Luckily, I'm pretty satisfied being under your spell." Her eyes widened at his playfulness and she pushed him lightly, "Please! You could never bare to hurt me, I'm to pretty!" She joked right back before she nodded her head, getting out of the car as he did. She looked around them as Eli rummaged in the trunk of the car, but she didn't really see much, so she was definitely curious. Turning her head, she looked at him, "Well then, I guess this place is special. Thanks for bringing me here." She smiled sweetly, letting him take her hand and walking by his side. Bianca felt honored that he'd take her someplace that had a meaning for him in his mind, and when he stopped with doubts, she leaned in and kissed the corner of his lips, "It's perfect. I wanna be where you are, and it's pretty beautiful and peaceful here. I'm happy. Now stop your worrying." She giggled, tugging on his arm, "Are you happy?" She wondered as they continued forward.

Eli considered her words jokingly before nodding, "Okay, true, true, you've got a point there. But you're lucky." Carrying the blanket and cookies under his arm, he gazed around the empty space, glad that no one else had happened to have the same idea as him. "Yeah, it's really relaxing. A good place to clear your mind, take a breather." After his extremely busy past few weeks with the show, an evening like this would be therapeutic for him, especially with Bianca by his side. He hoped she would feel at ease too, being able to escape her own thoughts and just enjoy being with him. Blushing at her words and the soft teasing kiss, he led her with his arm out onto the fresh-cut grass. "Good. Yeah, of course I'm happy - I'm with you, aren't I?" he answered with a smile, nudging her playfully. After walking out a bit further, he took out the blanket from underneath his arm, spreading it out over the grass before setting the cookies down and gesturing for Bianca to take a seat. He followed suit, letting his head fall back against the material as his eyes drifted up to the stars above.

Bianca could've been looking around, but she preferred to keep her eyes on him. He had an expression on his face that made her smile, like this place still gave him the same feelings it did when he first came here and discovered its beauty, "I'm glad you have a place like this." She followed him on to the grass until he stopped at a spot, "Yes, you are with me. I'm flattered being with me means happiness for you." She quietly laughed, waiting for him to spread the blanket before she took a seat. Looking up at him, she watched him do the same and as he laid back, so did she. Her head lulled to the side till it was pressed against his shoulder, her eyes fluttering closed for the moment, "My Eli." She whispered with the softest of giggles, "Thank you for loving me."

Eli glanced over at her, his smile never faltering. "It does," he confirmed, "And it always has." As they made themselves comfortable on the blanket, Eli felt her head fall against his shoulder, instinctively leaning his head towards her a bit more. He flushed at those two simple words, loving how she had claimed him all to herself. Reaching for a cookie without her noticing, he turned to look at her, his green eyes staring into her brown ones. "I can't help it - you've captured my heart," he whispered back, a smirk tugging at his lips as he leaned in to kiss her. However, before his lips met hers, he brought the cookie to her mouth, playfully pressing it to her lips. "Gotcha," he teased, letting out a soft chuckle. He loved messing around with her, being able to go from serious to playful within a matter of seconds - and the best part was, it all felt so natural.

Bianca felt Eli moving and opened her eyes as he turned to face her. She looked up at him with the smallest of smiles playing on her lips, "Good. I promise I'll take care of your heart." She meant her words, she would do everything in her power to keep him from harm. Her eyes flickered down to glance at his lips before looking into his eyes again as he leaned in towards her. She was just about to close her eyes when she felt a cookie against her lips rather than his lips. The brunette shoved him as she laughed, "Why are you so mean to me?!" Reaching over, she playfully messed with his hair, "You big, mean dork." She giggled, "I guess that means no kisses for you, you don't deserve 'em." She stuck out her tongue to him, grabbing the cookie from his hand just to throw it back at his chest.

Eli felt assurance at her words, knowing she meant what she said. Right now, all he could think about was not having to be alone with his thoughts all the time anymore, wondering when things would improve for him, because they suddenly already had. He laughed at her confused expression, watching her take the cookie out in frustration. Continuing to chuckle as she shoved him and ruffled his hair, he looked up at her, feigning puppy dog eyes. "My apologies," he explained with a mock-pout, "I just like to see you laugh." Shifting his expression to a grin again, he caught the cookie, taking a small bite of it. "Really? Well...I think I could change your mind about that," Eli teased, leveling his head with hers and leaning in close until their noses were touching. "Still upset?" he questioned softly, bringing a hand to caress her cheek gently.

Bianca shook her head, letting him know she totally didn't believe his apology. Her eyes were narrowed and her lips were in a thin line, "Yeah yeah, likely story." One corner of her lips lifted just enough to show she was kidding as well, "I'll forgive you and you'll just be mean to me all over again." Her expression shifted as she let go of the mock anger and smiled for him again. Her eyebrows rose with curiosity, "Oh, really? I'm not so easily persuaded." She kept her eyes on him, looking up at him as he grew closer to her face. Even though she could feel the apples of her cheeks growing hot, she nodded her head stubbornly, "Yup. Yes I am." She wanted to lean into his hand that was on her cheek, but she wanted more so to play with him a bit.

Eli gasped at her accusation, pretending to be shocked by it. "Do you not trust me to keep my word?" he questioned, the corner of his lips turning up as she smiled in return. He looked at her skeptically as she remained still, their heads lying nose-to-nose against the blanket. Biting his lip, Eli smirked, refusing to give up easily. Removing his hand from her cheek, his hands fell to her waist, grasping her and pulling her body closer to his. The two were inches apart now, and Eli was tempted to lean in and kiss her himself, but he simply continued to smirk, holding back to the best of his abilities.

Bianca couldn't help but laugh. Joking with him, simply being with him, was just so easy. She didn't even have to try, she simply was. Their eyes were locked and she could tell he was probably just as stubborn as she was, except he probably had way more control than she did. As he gripped her by the waist and pulled her close to him, she squealed with surprise, which turned into laughter. Her hands found their way to his neck and she solely looked at him, biting down on her bottom lip. Resting her forehead against his, she smirked as she brought one hand up and let her fingers brush along his bottom lip, "Do you promise to be nice to me?" A big smile spread across her lips, looking from his lips, into his eyes. She couldn't stop a shiver that she felt when she looked right into those green orbs, she felt so safe looking into them.

Eli stifled back a laugh of his own as he pulled her close, simply gazing at her beaming expression. He remembered the many times before that they'd been in a similar position, cuddling or doing more, and he used to try to deny to himself so many times that he wanted that smile to always be because of him. But now he knew it was, and his smile grew to mirror hers. As their foreheads touched, his eyes darted down to her fingers that were playing with his lips. Pouting slightly, he gazed forward at her again, nodding slightly. "Only as nice as you want me to be," he whispered with a mischievous grin, tightening his grasp on her a bit. "It's completely up to you."

Bianca loved how she could be with him now. Sure, they used to hook up before, but she could never truly touch him the way she had wanted to or talk to him the way she wanted to. Now she was free to be in love and know she was loved back. A breathy giggle fell from between her smiling lips, watching as he pouted his lip, and she gently swiped her thumb along it. She slid her hands along his neck before combing her fingers through his hair. A gasp left her lips as she felt his grip on her tighten, her face growing hotter, "When did you all of a sudden get sexy, Goldsworthy?" She smirked, leaning in and kissing his lips as gentle as possible to tease him, "You better not be getting me all hot like this just to give me nothing at all." Bianca warned him as her eyes pierced his, she wanted to control herself, but she was pretty damn terrible at that.

Eli felt his body heat up with each of her touches, finding it harder to resist her by the second. Their hook-ups in the past had always been very urgent and strictly physical, but there was something different about it now, more intense in a way. They both knew how the other felt, and that alone gave the moment a sense of newness and excitement. He smirked and shrugged in response to her question, leaning into the kiss until she pulled away, leaving him wanting more. "Look who's talking," he responded with a grin, lifting his eyebrows playfully. From the many times he'd been with her in the past, he'd picked up on some things she liked by now, and his smirk grew as they came to his memory. "Wouldn't dream of it," he mused, letting his lips fall to her neck as he placed a few kisses until he reached her collarbone. Looking up at her smugly, he winked before kissing her lips again.

Bianca ran her fingers through his hair, stroking and gently tugging. She was finally content, even though she so obviously wanted more from him in that moment, she would be satisfied just laying like this with him for hours. That's how she knew that this was right, that she was no longer searching for something. She'd found everything she needed. Her smile grew, her fingertips ghosting along the nape of his neck, "Thank god." Bianca closed her eyes and let her body react with shakes and shivers as he kissed along her sensitive neck, opening her eyes halfway when she felt him at her collarbone. She giggled at his wink, giggling right into a delicious kiss. Kissing him passionately, she pushed him back, rolling them till she was on top of him, straddling his waist. Each of her hands cupped his cheeks, her fingers ever so slightly digging into his skin. And she kissed him. She kissed him with every bit of passion she was feeling in that body, her body gently moving against his.

Eli was filled with satisfaction as he felt her shiver against his lips, knowing her neck was one of her most sensitive spots. As she pressed her lips to his, he was surprised by her sudden advancement and the control that she took, quickly positioning herself on top of him. He chuckled into the kiss, his tongue rolling into her mouth as he allowed his hands to trail down her curves. Feeling her hips move against his, he jolted upward for a moment, letting a shaky breath escape his lips. It must've been clear to her just how excited he'd felt at the moment, but wanting to regain control, he leaned forward and sat up, swiftly lifting her by the back and legs and resting her down against the blanket before hovering over her. "Nice try," he whispered devilishly before lowering his lips to her collarbone once again, letting his free hand dance across her midriff.

Bianca smirked against his lips when she heard him laugh. This felt so right, even in this heated moment, she felt relaxed with him. As their tongues collided, she slid her hands down his neck and to his chest, feeling his heart beating beneath. Her fingers curled, feeling him run his hands over her body, his touch was like a dream, she wanted them everywhere all over her. The girl gasped and pulled back when he sat up, her palms lifting from his chest, "I-Sorry. D-Did I do something wrong? We don't-" Her words were cut off by Eli maneuvering himself above her. Her heart was slamming into her chest and she felt like she could barely breathe. She broke into a breathless smile, laughing softly. Bianca's hands found his hair again, her fingers running through it before sliding over his back. Tilting her head back slightly, she closed her eyes and smiled. Her hands ran down his back before tugging his shirt up.

Eli quickly managed to change his jolted expression, relaxing himself again as he repositioned her, his eyes ensuring she hadn't done anything wrong. He snickered playfully at her words, his hand running along her waist, "You're cute when you're embarrassed." Kissing the skin along her collarbone before nibbling at it gently, his hands moved to the small of her back, lifting her body up a bit as he leaned into her. As much as he'd enjoyed their urgent, rapid hook-ups sometimes with little foreplay, he truly loved savoring the moment, taking everything little by little as he teased her more and more. Relishing at the feeling of her hands running through his hair, he lowered himself a bit, allowing his hips to rest upon hers lightly. As he felt his fingers pulling at his shirt, however, he paused, assisting her in removing the material from his chest as he tossed it to the side. "Better?" He teased, his fingers slipping under her own shirt to stroke her midriff gently. Lifting it slightly, his eyes met hers, begging for approval.

Bianca brought her hands up to her face, hiding herself behind them, "Shut up!" She laughed, peeking through her fingers at him before pulling her hands away. She wiggled a bit beneath him when she felt him nibbling at her collarbone, a big smile across her face. The girl hummed out softly as he brought her closer against him, her fingers sweetly stroking his hair. She had so much love and care for Eli, she could barely contain it all. A giggle left her lips when he realized she wanted his shirt off, letting her eyes wander as he took it off, "Yes yes yes." She nodded, her hands gently caressing his bare back, cherishing just being able to touch him like this. A shiver ran down her spine when he touched her skin beneath her shirt. Looking at him, Bianca laughed, "Oh so now you want my shirt off? Elijah, I am a lady." She giggled, teasing him before she reached down and pulled up her shirt over her head, throwing it off to the side, "Better?" One of her eyebrows rose playfully, glancing downward at her half naked torso, her bra still on, and blushing.

Eli chuckled at her enthusiasm, leaning in closer as she ran her hands along his back, planting a soft kiss on her lips. His eyes settled on hers as she teased him, a smirk tugging at his lips. "I know. You're /my/ lady, remember?" Watching as she pulled her shirt up and removed it, he couldn't help his eyes from wandering to her chest. Biting his lip, they moved back to her eyes, a twinkle in his eye as he nodded slowly. Moving his head to her neck again, he trailed kisses down it, continuing down her chest until he reached the hem of her bra. Placing his hands so that they were gently resting atop her breasts, he moved over them gently before pausing to stare at her. Even though they had already both confirmed to wanting this, he couldn't help but feel cautious, making sure he had her complete consent. However, feeling assured by her smile that he did, he gently pulled back the material of her bra, exposing her left breast. Dipping his head down, he brought his lips to her nipple, sucking on it softly before nibbling it ever so slightly. His eyes glanced up to meet hers again, wanting to ensure that she was enjoying this.

Bianca felt a warmth spread throughout her body at his words, her eyes locked on him, nodding her head, "I remember." She blushed, letting him take in her newly exposed skin. His eyes on her made her nervous, she had never felt that way before. She was used to gawking stares and grabbing hands, but his eyes and his hands, they made her feel things she never had before. Her arms wrapped around him as he kissed down her neck and towards her breasts. She bit down on her lip in anticipation, her fingertips aimlessly running along his back, up and down his spine delicately. Bianca's eyes moved to gaze at him as his touch to her breasts jolted her nerves, giggling softly as she looked at him. Her blushing cheeks deepened to a red as he exposed one of her breasts, her head falling back when his lips enclosed around her nipple, breathing out a "fuck." Her body shook with pleasure and she had to press her lips together to suppress all the sounds that already wanted to fall from her lips. One of her legs lifted and wrapped around his hip, pressing their lower halves together.

Eli smirked as he heard her curse, a confirmation that she was pleased. Fueled by her reaction, he reached his hands behind her back to unclasp her bra, gently peeling it away completely before placing it with her shirt. "You were right; not too hard to remove," he teased mischievously before lowering his lips to her skin once again. Moving his lips to her right breast, he repeated the actions, letting his tongue flick across her nipple as his left hand massaged her other breast. Leaning back briefly, he simply stared at her in awe for a moment, taking in her beauty. "Have I ever told you you're gorgeous?" He whispered to her, letting his hands run over her breasts once more, squeezing them gently before trailing down her bare stomach to her waist. Feeling her leg wrap around his body, he felt a blush form, perfectly aware of his growing erection as it came into contact with her body. His face hovering inches above hers, he looked at her with soft eyes, his expression careful and genuine. "Let me know if you want me to stop, okay?"

Bianca arched her back so he could unclasp her bra, her shoulders curling in slightly as she became exposed for him. At his teasing words, she smiled, her shoulders relaxing, becoming comfortable easily with him. She watched as he leaned back in, her head falling back once more. Feeling his tongue on her nipple and his hand massaging her other breast, she couldn't stop her lips from parting and a whimper from escaping. Her eyes met with his when he pulled back, her hands coming up to hide her face as he looked at her. She giggled as she playfully hid herself behind her hands, "Maybe once or twice." Slowly, she pulled her hands away from her face, laying them on either side of her head and just allowing for him to see her. She looked at him with a sweet smile, letting him touch her body, and letting herself truly enjoy it. Bianca was rarely ever selfish in sexual situations, she had nearly been programmed to please men rather than herself, but tonight it was about both of them, together. Her hands ran up his arms as the two stared into each others eyes, "Okay.. You, too. If something doesn't feel right, all you have to do is say so." Leaning up towards him, she trailed kisses slowly down his neck, stopping to gently suck on his skin while her arms wrapped around him to bring him in closer.

Eli found a breathy chuckle escaping his lips as she covered her face playfully, reaching out to place his hand against hers. "Stop that, you're beautiful." Smiling down at her as she finally removed her hands, he planted a soft kiss on her nose as he continued to massage her upper body, running his hands along the curve of her back. Despite their last hook-up being almost nine months ago, her body was still familiar to him, and the memories came flooding back. At her words, he nodded promisingly before adding "Everything feels right with you." Letting out a breathy sigh as her lips traveled along his neck, he lowered himself to her, pressing his chest to hers as her gripped her hips. Eyeing her playfully, his fingers played with the hem of her jeans, fumbling with the button. After a moment, he chuckled lightly before admitting, "Okay, these are a little bit more difficult."

Bianca felt like she was in some little world of their own, where she was safe and warm and happy, nothing could ever beat this moment. Her nose scrunched up as he kissed it, "I like the way you look at me." She whispered to him, her words heavy with meaning. Men often looked at her like a piece of meat, something for them to get, so the way Eli looked at her meant more to her than he'd ever understand. A big smile crossed her face, "I agree." Feeling his weight press down on her body, her need for him grew. Her arms wrapped tightly around him and her lips worked his neck, giggling as she gave him a hickey. Pulling back, she looked at him and laughed, "How did I get stuck with such a big dork?" She brushed her nose against his in an eskimo kiss way, her face beaming with happiness. Reaching between them, she unbuttoned and unzipped her pants before unbuttoning and unzipping his, too. She ran her hand over the bulge, biting down on her bottom lip as she looked up at him, "God. You have no idea how badly I've wanted you these past few months." She ran her other hand up his side, noticing how shaky she had become. Leaning up, she pressed her lips lightly against his, smiling against the kiss.

Eli smiled bigger at her words, happy that was he able to make her happy. After hearing how she'd felt about wanting to be touched, wanting to be desired by someone and feeling like she had no one, he was pleased to do that for her, to make her feel loved and cared for. And he intended to handle her with care, appreciating every single inch of her body. Feeling her teeth graze his neck, he let out a soft groan before rocking his hips against hers. As she teased him with her words, he rolled his eyes, unable to hide his goofy grin as she brushed her nose against his. Watching as she undid her own pants and moved to work on his, his breath hitched in his throat as he felt her hand come into contact with his erection, letting out a shaky breath. "I'm all yours," he promised her, kissing her back softly before finishing removing both of their pants. Leaving them now in just their underwear, Eli moved his hands slowly to her thighs, gently rubbing the insides of them before pausing at the hem of her underwear. Looking into her eyes passionately, he lowered his gaze to her panties, placing a gentle kiss over the material before slowly lowering them until they slid off her ankles. Breathing deeply, he looked her up and down once again, taking in her entire feminine form. His hands outlined her curves as his eyes flickered to hers, a growing smirk appearing on his face once more. "I want you, all of you."

Bianca heard him groan and wanted to get more out of him, she wanted him to feel total pleasure. As she felt his erection pushing against the confines of his pants, she grew almost unbearably needy for him, her kissing growing more intense until he pulled away. She helped with removing her pants, her body squirming as he ran his hands along her sensitive inner thighs. Her eyes stayed glued to him as he lowered himself, swallowing thickly just before he kissed over the material of her panties. Her legs twitched and she hiccuped a gasp, an embarrassed smile and giggle following. The brunette lifted her hips as he slid the remaining garment off of her body. She couldn't help but press her knees together, squirming under his gaze. Her hands were shaking now, her nerves were completely haywire, and his sexy words did not help. Slowly, she let her legs fall open, keeping her eyes on him, "I'm yours, Eli. Forever." Her chest was gently rising and falling as she brushed all of her hair on to the blanket and off of her skin, leaving her hands by her head. Even though she was completely and absolutely exposed to him, she smiled, her eyes warm as they shone in the light of the night.

Eli grinned as he enjoyed the little gasps and giggles she released, knowing he was doing things right somehow. Looking down at her as she lay squirming on the blanket, he let out an admiring sigh, wondering how he possibly ended up this lucky. Grinning at her faithful words, he placed a gentle kiss to her lips before lowering his gaze once again. Spreading her legs open wider, he brought his lips to hover above her clit before kissing it softly, his hands massaging her inner thighs. At her reaction, his actions became a bit more urgent, rolling his tongue along her clit, embracing her taste. Continuing to press his lips passionately to her sensitive spots, his fingers hovered at her entrance before he pushed two inside her. Moving them in and out slowly at first and then speeding up the pace, he was further turned on by her body's response, simply happy to be pleasuring her this way. Bringing his lips up to her ear as he continued to massage her clit, he whispered, "Do you like that?"

Bianca was so happy to be with Eli, she wanted to give him the world. It was overwhelming, but she was embracing it. She watched him as he lowered himself, her eyes wide with surprise, since it was too common for a guy to go down on her. It was normally the other way around. Her thighs twitched at his teasing kiss to her clit, automatically pressing her lips together, but she had a feeling she was going to lose her self-control soon. The girl's mouth fell open and her back arched as his tongue started to pleasure the most sensitive part of her body. Her hands moved to lace her fingers in his hair, tugging gently as her body fought to stay in control. The moment his fingers pushed inside of her, she knew she couldn't stay in control anymore. Soft moans began to float from between her lips, growing louder as his fingers moved faster in and out. Her body couldn't stop itself from moving as she tried to handle the pleasure that was running through her. Bianca's shaking hands moved to grip his back when he moved himself back up her body. Her head nodded vigorously, whimpering and panting softly, "Y-yes. Oh fuuh." She breathed out as her body shook. Leaning in, she devoured his neck, nibbling and kissing, wanting to somehow convey that she loved and appreciated him.

Eli couldn't hide the satisfactory grin on his face as he watched her body react to his touches, finding her increasing moans and noises incredibly sexy. His desire to make love to her grew by the second, continuing to finger her for a bit longer before flicking his tongue into her entrance. When they used to hook up, oftentimes they went straight for intercourse, but Eli loved being able to take the time to bring her as much pleasure as possible, knowing many guys tended to expect blowjobs with nothing in return. But she deserved this, she deserved to feel needed and touched, and that was all that mattered to him in that moment. Feeling her lips and teeth nibbling his skin again, he let out a shaky breath before sitting up, unable to hold back much longer. He gazed at her with a smirk before reaching for his wallet in his pants' pocket, pulling out a condom and fumbling to unwrap it. It'd been quite a while since he'd done this, and the anticipation of finally being able to become intimate with Bianca again made it difficult to think straight.

Bianca was definitely under Eli's spell now, she wouldn't be able to control her body's reactions even if she tried. Her sense felt heightened and her body was loving everything he was doing. When he sat up, she smiled, taking the time to catch her breath in the brief moment. Her eyes flickered to notice him fumbling with the condom a bit, so she sat up and placed her hands over his to stop him for a moment. Meeting his gaze, she spoke softly, "I'm nervous, too. Look." She glanced down to show her shaking hands, laughing quietly as she met his eyes once more, "It's just me and you." Bianca helped unwrap it, throwing the wrapper to the side. Leaning up, she kissed him passionately while she tugged his boxers down to his knees, letting him take them off completely himself. Bringing the condom to his erection, she slowly started to unravel it, stroking him gently in the process. Her kisses grew more urgent as she felt him in her hand, her body pulsating with need for him.

Eli paused as she stopped him, worried he was advancing too far. As she spoke, however, his expression softened, feeling comforted by her words. Glancing at her hands, he chuckled softly before meeting her gaze again, a loving smile forming on his lips. Watching as she helped him unwrap it, he felt a bit silly, but he knew she wasn't judging him for it. As her lips met his again, he pulled her closer, feeling the material of his boxers being removed. He breathed into the kiss, managing to kick them off his legs without pulling away. When her hand stroked his length, he inhaled sharply before letting out another groan, feeling the excitement rush through his entire body. He sighed into the kiss as he reached for her waist, lifting her body onto his as he repositioned them. Staring into her eyes as his hands moved to her ass, he tilted his head up to kiss her again, smiling against her lips. "I love you, Bianca...and I want to make love to you." Lowering her gently to the ground again, he spread her legs apart, positioning himself at her entrance before slowing pushing himself inside of her.

Bianca smiled against his lips when she heard him groan, always feeling satisfied whenever she managed to pull any sort of noise from him. She pulled her hand away from him when he grabbed her waist and start to move her, simply wrapping her arms around his neck. Feeling his hands move down to her ass, she shivered, definitely liking the feel of that. She kissed him back happily, her heart beating erratically in her chest at this point. Her eyes fluttered open halfway and she looked down at him, their lips brushing as he spoke. A shiver she couldn't seem to shake even after it ran down her spine buzzed within her at his words, her mouth falling open, but all she could do was nod. Bianca kept her eyes on him as he lowered her on to the blanket with him again. Her palms pressed against his back and as he pushed into her, her fingers slowly dug into his skin, her body shaking as pleasure immediately coursed through her. Pressing her forehead to his, she shakily replied, "I love you, too, Eli. So much." She slid her hands to his shoulders, her gaze locked with his.

Eli couldn't help the next groan that emerged from his lips as he felt her nails digging into his back, slowly adjusting his position as he felt her walls tighten around his erection. Breathing heavily as their foreheads touched, he managed a grin, sweat beading on his forehead as he exhaled. Crashing his lips onto hers, he pulled her body closer, beginning to thrust in and out with a bit more urgency. "Ah, fuck," he muttered, trying to steady his breathing but finding it impossible to do so as all the built up tension between them came to a boil. Gripping her hips, he sat up abruptly, hoisting her body to straddle his waist as he continued moving in and out, speeding up his pace. "Bianca," he moaned, biting her neck as his hands ran along the curve of her back all the way down to her ass, squeezing it as he pushed his tongue into her mouth urgently. As he felt the electric waves of pleasure run through his body, he started panting a bit, knowing he was well on his way to reaching his climax point. Wanting to make sure she was as pleased as he was, he brought his left hand to her clit again, massaging it as he continued to thrust inside of her. "You turn me on so much," he whispered in her ear shakily before pressing his lips back to hers.

Bianca gripped his shoulders, sliding her hands to his back again when he started thrusting his hips. She kissed him hungrily, whimpering and moaning into his mouth. Quickly, she wrapped her arms around his neck as he suddenly lifted her up and she tightened her legs around him. She fumbled with her hips a few times before catching on to his rhythm, her hips meeting his over and over as they moved together. Hearing him moan her name, she dug her fingers into his back, breathing heavily. He bit her neck and she groaned, her hips bucking harder this time. One of her hands moved to mess in his hair, whimpering when she felt his hands squeeze her ass. She mumbled into his mouth as his tongue invaded her mouth, "Oh god, Eli." Nothing else existed but them in this moment, it was phenomenal and she wanted to feel this always. Bianca pressed her forehead to his as her mouth fell open the moment he touched her clit, crying out his name. Her body started shaking and she couldn't stop her body from writhing, doing everything she could to keep her hips in rhythm with his. She smiled weakly, moaning over his words, "You're so hot." She whispered right before their lips crashed together. Bianca dug her nails in his back as she felt herself growing closer, "E-Eli." Her mouth fell open against his lips and she shook uncontrollably, feeling herself tighten around his erection before she let go. Moans and groans fell from her, panting his name in ecstasy.

Eli let his head fall back in pleasure as their hips thrusted together, his eyes gazing at her as he struggled to hold his composure. Hearing her scream out his name, a shaky grin appeared his on his lips, continuing to pant as he moved his hand up her body. His eyes settled on her breasts as they bounced rhythmically with their bodies, biting her nipple softly again before finding his way back to her mouth. His hands were everywhere, moving up and down her curves and her back. Groaning into her mouth in pleasure, he felt the orgasm approaching, thrusting faster and harder as he gripped her tightly. "I love fucking you," he managed to whisper as he felt the sensation elevate, collapsing back onto the blanket with her as he reached his orgasm, cursing and moaning as she did the same. Pulling out of her, he couldn't believe the ecstasy he felt in that moment, forgetting just how amazing sex with her was. This was the best sex he'd ever had with her, knowing there were truly feelings and raw emotion behind the actions. Feeling his heartbeat pounding and sweat on his body, he moved his head in between her thighs, tasting the juices that had erupted from her body. "You're so delicious," he breathed through his heaving chest, glancing up at her with a smirk as he licked his lips.

Bianca was in love with his tight grip on her, she had no desire to ever leave it. Through the loud noises she was making, she heard his words and smiled big, though it was still a weak smile. She continued her hip movements as he reached his climax, the two lovers shuddering in pleasure together. The girl collapsed beside him, closing her eyes to enjoy the way her body throbbing and shook in the aftermath. She sighed, mumbling to him, "You can fuck me any time." She tried her best to take in deep breaths as she calmed down. Feeling him moving beside her, she opened her eyes just as his head dipped between her legs. She moaned as her legs twitched when he tasted her. Her face turned red and she laughed, "Stop that, you're gonna get me excited again." Resting on her elbows, she looked at him with a smile, "You're pretty amazing, Eli Goldsworthy."

Eli smirked at her response, letting out a breathy chuckle as he continued to attempt to steady his breathing. After bringing his head back up to level with hers, he kissed her passionately. "See what I mean?" he grinned devilishly, his body still shaking slightly as he reached his arms around her and pulled her back tight against his chest, nuzzling her neck softly. "You think so?" he teased, laughing as he breathed against her skin heavily. "I think you're the amazing one." He lay there with her for a few moments in silence, feeling as if this had all been a dream and he were going to awaken any second now. But it was real, all so real. Sitting up slowly, he reached for his clothes, starting to put them back on as he glanced back to her. "You know, if you still want to sleep in my bed...I think I can open that offer up again," he said with a smirk, winking at her as he pulled his shirt over his head.

Bianca tangled her fingers in his hair as he kissed her. Her eyebrows shot up at his comment and she hit him playfully, "Eli!!" She giggled, letting him pull her into his grasp. Sighing, her eyes fluttered closed, a soft smile on her lips as he nuzzled her neck, "Mmm... then we're both amazing." She let the silence surround them, her body coming down from that unreal high. As he started to get up, she followed suit, grabbing for her clothes and pulling them back on. She glanced at him as she clasped her bra on, "Whether you offered or not, I was always planning on coming home with you." She teased him with a big, cheesy grin. Standing as she pulled her shirt over her head, she reached for her jeans and shimmied back into them, "So I have a definite feeling that we can never have sex when your parents are home." Bianca smirked, holding out her hand for him to take this time.

Eli couldn't help but laugh at her reaction, loving being able to play around with her so easily. "I can accept that," he agreed, smiling as he placed a soft kiss to her cheek. Pulling his pants back on, he raised an eyebrow at her comment, smirking as he tilted his head downwards. "Oh, were you now?" Shrugging, he added, "Again, you won't see me complaining." Lifting the cookies and blanket off the ground and tucking them underneath his arm again, he furrowed his eyebrows at her statement in confusion. "Why not?" he asked, pouting playfully at her as he took her hand, walking with her across the grass.

Bianca nodded, "Yup. Like I've told you, your bed is way more comfortable than mine. And your scent everywhere, it's comforting." She shrugged, admitting to him why she had wanted to sleep in his bed so often. Having him beside her at night was the best feeling in the world, but his amazing smell was what calmed her the most. Everything about him said safety and warmth for her. He was home. She rolled her eyes at him, "Oh yeah, I bet your parents would love to hear me moaning your name as the bed bangs against the wall." She shook her head, a grin on her lips. When he took her hand, she held on tightly. The fact that they could hold hands, kiss, hug, do whatever would never get old for her. As they walked back to his car, she lifted their interwoven hands and kissed the back of his before she leaned herself against him, her head on his shoulder.

Eli smiled at her explanation, feeling flattered that being around him made her feel more comfortable than sleeping in her own bed, in her own house. He felt protective over her, wanting her to feel safe and happy always. "Okay. Well, it's always available to you," he promised, his smiling growing. Chuckling at her depiction, he raised an eyebrow as his smile turned to a smirk, imagining the scenario. "Right, right. So...you're saying that's going to be happening a lot, huh?" Teasing her, his expression was smug, taking his free hand and brushing a strand of hair away from her face. He stared at her for a moment longer, still trying to grasp the concept that she was truly his, that there were no longer restrictions between the two. Approaching the car, he blushed slightly as she kissed his hand, wrapping his free arm around her waist as he leaned his head atop hers. "I love you so much," he promised her, turning to look down at her. "I really do."

Bianca squeezed his hand, "I appreciate that. And you know, if things are ever not great at home for you, my bed is your bed." She gave him a reassuring smile. Her aunt's apartment wasn't awful, honestly, it was just hard with the tension between her and Juliana. But Bianca knew now she had to make it right with her aunt soon. Looking over at him, she gave him a non-committing shrug, "Only if you want." Even though her sex-drive was probably much more intense than others, she wasn't going to force it or push it. She had a feeling they'd naturally get carried away together pretty often, if tonight was any indication. Feeling his eyes on her, she blushed, looking down towards her feet. She turned to him when they got to his car, her free hand resting against his chest as he held her. Their eyes met and her expression was serious, her eyes twinkling, "And I love you. Always have. Always will." She lifted her hand to cup his cheek, smiling sweetly, "Now let's get home. I'm kind of exhausted after that sex we just had." Her smile grew as she teased.

Eli nodded at her words, smiling warmly in return. "Thank you." As much as he hoped he'd never feel as if he couldn't stay in his own house, he loved having a safe back-up place with her. At her shrug, he chuckled, eyeing her skeptically. "Of course I do. I'd be crazy not to," he pointed out with a smirk. He couldn't help imagining the two cuddled up in bed together, kissing and playing around, forgetting all their worries as they so often did when they were together. Holding her close, he gazed down at her, the smile still painted on his lips. He kissed her lightly on the forehead as she cupped his cheek, embracing the sweet moment. At her next statement, he nodded in agreement, smirking as he opened the door for her once again. Entering the driver's seat, he glanced over at her again, taking in her beauty one last time before pulling out of the parking lot, smiling during the entire drive home.

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