I need to stop dwelling on something that no longer matters and to try to be happy. I need to focus on finding happiness within myself, growing up, and watching out for my fellow girls. I’m going to begin making more art, becoming more involved in feminism, and discovering myself instead of conforming to what he wanted me to be. I need to not hate his new girlfriend because seeing her as competition isn’t healthy for me and it only perpetuates hate and competition among women. I will hang out with my best friend later today and I am so excited because she is so inspirational and empowering. We are so much alike and I can’t wait to create art with her. I have wonderful friends who care about me and I must remember that, just like him, they are not medicine and they will not fix me. Only I can fix me and I am trying.