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[artbyeloquent]

does anyone have any advice for when you just feel defeatist and dogshit about creating? like of the "what's the point even doing it for myself, it's just a waste of time" kind of nasty, negative thinking

it's just that kind of day

[cchocolatine]

i hate venting on this blog or any other blog but i don't know where else to go....

i sure hope the doctor will understand me tomorrow when i tell her i have been struggling to find reasons to live and that i have been Reflecting

[artbyeloquent]

"always earth units, you are bad at math so always earth units"

i'm fucking screaming. i love what the book has.

[artbyeloquent]

worldbuilding wednesday, 6/3/26

tried to update some outdated species notes / make it more cohesive

tried my best to define what niche each occupies / what makes them unique

brainstormed what non-sapient life might look like in the Forests of F'yer

organized the Toyhou.se folders accordingly

[artbyeloquent]

can you recommend me 3 artblrs / writeblrs right now. in no particular order. GO.

[artbyeloquent]

Final bridgerton thoughts

Much better than Season 3. I remember being very displeased with the pacing and the characterizations left a bad taste in my mouth. Might even be a contender for my favorite season. I loved Kate x Anthony's dynamic (gifs on tumblr of them is what got me into this series!) but I am a sucker for second sons and daddy issues. And this pairing has both. And also Sophie is even more radiant than Kate is if that's even possible, ugh! Her actor just did such a good job with her character.

That fucking said, ShondaLand i swear to FUCKING G-D, IF YOU ARE QUEERBAITING US... I am assuming you are not because of what I know of the book series but YOU LET BENEDICT HAVE WHOLE KISSES WITH HIS BEAUS. AND I GOT A HAND SQUEEZE FOR FRANCESCA. I SWEAR TO G-D.

I love the sheer trickery. And I loved Benedict's outburst about antiquated rules. I love Violet rediscovering herself. But girl you cannot have your cake and eat it too, and I'm glad Marcus did not just remain her unflappable puppy dog trailing after her and said his piece.

I have. Several lore/world questions. I don't remember Queen Charlotte's miniseries as vividly as I like but I do remember the racism she experienced and Danbury said this season that she "overturned several precedents." So I just have questions. Like are we doing color blindness or not in this series. I'm 🤨

I am tentatively. TENTATIVELY. Enjoying Eloise's growth. I am hoping she departs from the book series. I really want her to be asexual or a lesbian. Or a homoromantic asexual. I NEED IT. I am glad she's realizing the depth of many issues and experiences that her fellow women have, though, and not dismissing them all outright for being vapid. Also her facial expressions whenever a man appeared were DELICIOUS.

Overall the chemistry with this cast is just very good. Weird how i haven't seen anything of Daphne whatsoever but honestly she wasnt my favorite bridgerton sibling anyway so im not totally hurt about it. The sibling tensions throughout this season were VERY well done. Though even though I understand Anthony's position on propriety as Lord Bridgerton, I am getting really sick of his bullying his family about it. Like my guy. Please loosen the stick in your ass. They literally had to make you leave for the rest of the season for the whole "our family gives our blessing!" thing to work. I wouldnt be surprised if they straight up lied to Anthony and let him think this is NOT the maid and is a different woman entirely. Lmao.

I swear to g-d the next Whistledown must be better than the whole Cressida fiasco. I'm glad theyre keeping it spicy with someone new but it better be SPICY.

[artbyeloquent]

Just got home and out of the shower and I am EXHAUSTED. Literally sitting in front of my lore doc thinking im not strong enough to do this

[artbyeloquent]

i am so strong and smart and sexy and i can look at my work inbox without crying i promise