It's like I've got one foot in this world, and one in the otherworld. And it's always been that way. I could be stood in a group, dressed in primary colours like a kid's TV presenter, and still the leader of the group would have to strain hard to perceive me. It's like my presence - rather than my physical being - isn't very well defined. It's quiet and whisp-like and, sure, the eyes can see me eventually, if enough effort is put in, but the mind, for whatever reason, finds it desperately difficult to detect me. But every now and then, on a blue moon, against all odds, someone actually sees me. Not just casually either, but fully, wholly, completely. They see my entirety, from the very second we meet. No straining. No effort. I see them and they see me, and what a revelation of emotion those all too rare moments can conjure.