#emetophobia trigger warning

[eljeebee]

I was sick the whole day. Started feeling cold last midnight. And then i vomited just earlier and I don't feel dizzy anymore. Can handle facing the screens now, compared to earlier. I might try posting later, that is if I continue to get better....i still have to do telemed with my doctor

[lipstickandleeches]

yo how about instead of romanticizing and fetishizing chronic mental illness we start romanticizing and fetishizing acute physical illness instead

the vomit flowed from her mouth in a graceful arc and splashed onto my shoes. she looked up at me, nose running, a spot of half-digested hawaiian pizza dribbling down her chin. in that moment, i wanted nothing more than to grab her and kiss her, but i hesitated, and she retched again.

"it's food poisoning," she panted, eyes hazy, as she swayed slightly on the spot. she was glorious.

"no," i corrected insistently, taking her by the shoulders and dragging her towards me, "it's love."

her tongue was coated in stomach acid, her mouth tasted of sweet pineapples and bitter bile. i couldn't get enough.

[ptitfleur]

i cried and then i threw up so this episode went really well for me

[amandragora]

all it would take to fix my dogs problems is to eat his fucking food now that he has some but i guess its more appealing to vomit repeatedly on the floor without touching his food or water

he's worse then the two year old with his food

[amandragora]

its too early for me to be up right now

my dog keeps throwing up, at least once a week. The internet tells me that if there's no other suspicious signs(and there isn't, his coat is fine, so is the rest of him) it's literally b/c of an empty stomach and that feeding should be spaced through the day.

My dogs isn't at any risk of getting fat, so maybe in the afternoon I'll give him some more food.

Just to keep him from tossing up acid in the morning. I'm ASSUMING it happens when he eats all his food in the morning and there's nothing left in the afternoon.

[alilhomo]

I had a migraine for the duration of my french exam and i threw up 2.5 hours in then i finished the test in the next half hour and now i’m home and i’m going to bed good mornight

[deathtrapnest]

personal/phobia/anxiety disorder

one of the things that really sucks about anxiety disorder is that not only do you have added anxiety from the disorder itself but there's even MORE anxiety because you're also constantly worrying about the anxiety.

For instance...

just now (like 40 minutes ago) I had a panic attack and threw up. In the middle of a grocery store.

Now, I am SEVERELY emetephobic (fear of vomiting). and that doesn't just mean "i don't like vomiting" which is the way a lot of people seem to throw around the word "phobia" these days. I mean, for about two years I carried around a plastic bag with me everywhere incase I vomited. I didn't attend school for a week if even one person had the stomach flu. I didn't eat because I was so terrified that somethign I ate might make me sick to my stomach and I literally lost about 15 lbs because of this phobia at it's worst.

My anxiety and my phobia are a bit more manageable now then they were before when I couldn't leave the house. I still have it pretty bad and I relapse every once in a while.

But today I threw up in a grocery store and not only am I concerned about the anxiety itself from that but now I have to worry about is my phobia going to come back even worse now, am I going to relapse, are things going to start triggering me really badly?

What sucks about anxiety is that having a panic attack at a grocery store is bad enough but now I also have to worry about am I going to have anxiety every time I go to a grocery store now? Will I be able to eat? Am I going to be able to leave my house?

It just really sucks.