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[amandragora]

the highlight of my week is that i found out the family dollar is super close and has a bunch of drink mixes so i have a bunch...i love my flavored beverages

now i need to figure out what to try after this sonic ocean water (coconut)

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so all the loans that were hanging over my head from university of phoenix were dismissed (bc of the borrowers defense stuff going on bc these colleges are scams)...so suddenly my credit score shot up and my school loans that i owe went from nearly 9k to back to 800 bucks from the 2007 attempt

it always feels good to see debts disappear....yippee

[amandragora]

took my first ozempic jab....was so afraid leading up to it bc i dont like needles and i dont like pain. Like nearly in tears and it ended up like..no pain at all. That's nice

I'm afraid of side effects as well. Looking at the subreddit isn't terribly useful either because if I have to hear people talk about food noise one more time I will lose it.

let there be no side effects laid upon me pls pls pls pls pls pls pls i suffered with the metformin let this be better

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also it does suck to watch your 70 year old father struggle to hobble around. I asked for future reference about valet parking and how much it costs bc dad couldnt find a disabled parking spot close enough and he's like its fine its fine i need to walk

and i get that but jesus it's hard to watch

[amandragora]

So I'm starting Ozempic so I can be free of Metformin, and the first thing out of The Mother's mouth is 'maybe this will help you lose weight!'

and maybe it will help lower my A1C and be wonderful so I won't have to ever look at metformin ever again :thinking:

[amandragora]

sometimes my mom posts shit that immediately enrage me lmfao...I wish there was an eye roll emoji reaction on facebook

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I went to the drs today, yahoo. Got bloodwork and an xray of my spine to see how bad it is. Despite it hurting, it doesn't seem that bad. Although 'not bad' is usually 'no signs of degenerative bullshit' But you know, I'll take 'mild'

Cholesterol is good. Diabetes is now confirmed lmfao. Gotta have to talk to the doctor about starting a medicine that ISNT metformin next time i see them. Thyroid is fine, blood is looking pretty good.

Went out twice today though, to go shopping and then the doctors appointment. A lot of walking was involved. Also I got a tetanus shot because it was suggested to get a booster and i thought well since i'm here and since we live in an old house lets do it. Maybe it will be sore tomorrow but everyone says it'll hurt but it's been fine??

[amandragora]

the miis can get divorced on tomodachi life...literally the saddest event i've ever seen....jesus christ

[amandragora]

first (not really) quirk of living in a 126 year old house, there are storm windows that im guessing need to all be switched out with screens now that its getting warmer and we need to open windows

just one problem, i have never encountered this shit bc we've only lived in mobile homes (or the two apartments)

second bullshit quirk is that whoever put the blinds up in my room, put them up so they block you from being able to open the fucking window (it's not something that lifts up like a normal window but swings out like a little door)

anyways i love the place but like all the windows need to be replaced. It's literally a mixed bag. There are different windows in every room upstairs, with the 'newest?' type being in Jordans room, middle type in the game room(literally has a chain system?) and oldest in my room (three little windows that open up but can't...and the obligatory block of wood that im assuming is supporting the structure's shape lmfao)

Old pictures showed the past owner having these windows open with an a/c unit in them (Jordan's room, the Dining room) so there fucking HAS to be screens hidden somewhere

[amandragora]

my easter plans are....got some candy, and Jordan got some plastic eggs(and will grab some more tomorrow,,,and I will get more candy) and I'm gonna hide eggs all around the house

it'll be a fair amount of candy (10 eggs each, 4 pieces of mini snack size or w/e in each) and the whimsy is more important to me (Jordan will be hiding my eggs for me so I can also participate in the egg hunt)

I'm excited for it!!

[amandragora]

anyways, i hate the manipulative bullshit of 'oooh the children i neglected and stood by while they were abused are talking or even joking about how it affected them and that makes me feel SO SAD so they need to not mention it' I used to tip toe around SO MUCH with this woman to not hurt her feelings

anyways Jordan buying a house was probably the best thing to happen like what are you gonna do about me pointing out you suck i'm free of the baked in threat of being kicked out by the parents im freeee im freeee

[amandragora]

so the mother likes to like, come to me over middle sister stuff, and while middle sister and I's personalities are fundamentally different and sometimes opposed, the mother did NOT like me stating that the shirt in question was 'funny as hell' and the reminder we were neglected and abused and that number two out of three child that was punched does get to wear a silly shirt in fact!

Then she makes a boo boo face and I'm like I'm 37 years old, I'm a little too old for the boo boo face

anyways here's a reminder that if you're a terrible fucking parent, your adult children DO get to talk about that, and sometimes it will be around you! lmfao

[amandragora]

being late 30's is like.....i had a crick in my neck/shoulder and rubbed it, hoping to make it feel better. Nope! Now it's worse. That's today's adventure

[amandragora]

i simply have no patience for my fathers' eating disorder yeehaw

[amandragora]

the problem with making clocktown in pokopia..........lots of blank space bc i'm trying to be accurate

i wonder if i should do everything like it is in game and THEN work on filling things in

[amandragora]

me, a boring af person, a one trick pony: I wonder if you could make Clocktown in Pokopia

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What a fucking nightmare. Applying for temporary assistance may have been the biggest mistake I've ever made lmao. A few months of $183 isn't worth the fact that because nobody contacts me back in a timely fucking manner...my case is being closed, which is going to shut down my Foodstamps AND Medicaid. 'You can appeal'

Definitely hoping I can jump back on SNAP and Medicaid asap and I'm definitely not trying this shit again.