#emi.txt

[sayakakurara]

tumblr reopen the “cowboy fangirl” badge achievement let me earn it what the fuck

[kyu-jukyu]

boundshipping girlies what do we think of this one?

[lobsterflaws]

Which Princess in StP is your favorite?

TY FOR ASKING omg

I have a few favourites: Princess and the Dragon, Wild, Den, and Thorn

PatD for a couple reasons. One; I love the chemistry between Princess and Quiet, it's crazy palpable, esp in the gentle route. They're flirting with eachother sloppy style get a fucking roooooom!! They get to know each other so intimately, we never really see them working in tandem this much in any other chapter. It feels really special to see. and 2; WE GET TO SEE TLQ AND HES SO BIIIIIG AND PRETTYYYYYYYY

I love the Wild because it expands on the idea of them being two halves of a whole. Once fused, they ARE the construct. They are everything. But they still have the ability to look at their previous mortality, those small scale moments of humanity. As animalistic as the Beast or as selfish and desperate as the Witch, they can still matter even in their divine unity. But they also don't have to. They can move past it, discover more together. It's really poetic and beautiful.

I love Den because both versions- stubborn and hunted- portray two of my favourite aspects of the game. In Hunted, you get to work together with her and prove the Narrator wrong. Even after everything you've done to each other, you still protect and care for one another. That kindness after all the cruelty is so satisfying. And in Stubborn, where you fight forever, there's the theme we see a lot in STP of neverending combat- but I'm particularly fond of the idea of them losing themselves in each other, almost fusing in their endless quarrel. Can you tell I like the routes where they fuse lol

And Thorn! She's popular for a reason! The idea that even after hurting each other so much, two people can still choose to trust, to forgive, to cautiously love again? It just destroys my heart in the best way. It especially hits hard for me as I'm just getting out of a relationship with very complicated dynamics, I see myself in Thorn a lot. Especially what shifty says about her; "This one yearns for connections she feels she doesn't deserve. Even when shown compassion, she hid herself away. She will make for a cautious heart." LIKE FUCK OFF BRO THAT'S ME

I also love Burned Grey, mostly bc her theme reminds me of Reborn by Colin Stetson (the final song in Hereditary) and I find it incredibly eerie and beautiful. I think she's sweetums too

Ty for asking!!

[inhospitablel4nds]

replaying fallout 4 and thinking abt how the prevalence of cryostasis in the fallout tv show makes vault 111’s ‘experiment’ sooo much crueler than it already was.

like vault tec knew their life preserving freezer tech worked perfectly fine they just put these suburbanites in fridges for…fun..?

[southpcrt]

hi

should you be locking in rn..

[emimayooo]

Emi in Japan (2024) - Day 4

(Link to Day 1 and link to Day 2/3).

Hey guys,

OH MY GOSH I HAD SO MUCH FUN MEETING MY FANDOM FRIEND IRL😍❤️❤️❤️

R was just as easy to talk to IRL as she is over discord! At first we had that moment of "oh my god you're real" weirdness but it melted away like ice cream on a hot summer's day as we explored Shimokitazawa, a boujee district known for its thrift stores and cafés.

First off, we went to Bear Pond Espresso, a super cozy and cute café. Here, I HAD MY FIRST CUP OF COFFEE. Yes, you read that right: the first of my life! Ya'll, I took one whiff of coffee when I was ten and promptly decided "nah not for me". But omg I've been missing out! I had the sweet ice milk latte and I looooved how it tasted. I fear I may have unlocked something new in me lol...

I asked the barista recommendations for lunch, so we followed their rec and ended up at a soba place! It was very yum. Afterwards, we went ✨shopping✨. I bought a cute cat tote bag and some cat earrings hehe.

We still had some time on our hands before I had to go home, so by my recommendation, we went to Jimbocho, the book district of Tokyo😍❤️

Truly, I recommend Jimbocho to any book lover, even if you can’t read Japanese! There’s a lot of secondhand places that sell vintage/classic Western books. I’ve found gorgeous editions here that I treasure to this day.

R and I entered a very stylish bookstore that sold a lot of children’s books. I myself bought the second book in the Kiki’s Delivery Service series (fun fact: it was a book series before it was a movie!).

Then we went to Nyankodo, a cat themed bookshop that is a MUST VISIT for any cat lover😍❤️!!! They only sell cat related goods, whether that be books, tote bags, water bottles, pins, postcards, etc. It’s, like, my personal heaven.

On my recommendation, R bought a graphic novel about an old lady and her cat that made me ugly cry when I read it lol, while I bought a badge and two books. One was a photography collection about an old lady and her cat (I’m seeing a theme here lol). The second was a beautifully illustrated picture book about a teeny tiny black kitty named Toto. I’m so excited to dig into these.

We were feeling pretty tired at this point, because boy, was it humid! So we stopped by a bookstore/café I'd been to before and had a rest. I ordered an ice cream and hot chocolate. Oh my god was the ice cream heavenly. Like. So so good. The hot chocolate too was very yum.

Here, my friend and I talked about what brought us together: Sylvgrid 🤣❤️! We talked about our WIPs, what we love about our ship, and inspired each other to get back into it! After our chat, I felt sooo motivated to get back to my Sylvgrid longfic, Ludus/Eros/Storge. So galeheart folks, if you don't see me around in bg3land, you know what's up…

After our café break, it was time to say our goodbyes. We went to the station together and rode our respective trains, but not before giving each other a big old hug, of course!

During the train ride back, I was soooo giddy, and when I got home, I told my grandpa all about my day! He was very happy for me hehe.

I hope I get to see R again before she leaves Japan...today was the bestest day EVER🥰❤️❤️❤️

Thanks for reading my journal. Tomorrow will be a quiet day, cause I have to study, ugh. But see you next time🤗❤️

With love,

Emi xoxo

P.S mutuals pls come to Japan I wanna hang out so bad

P.P.S pls look at my new favourite hat (yes ofc I bought it🤣❤️)

[sketchyemi]

♡ MODEL SHOWCASE ♡

I really, really wanted to post my showcase separately because Izzy did such an amazing job on the rig...

♡Art: Me!

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[piratejake]

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