i love dad!steve!!! can we get steve right after reader has given birth? 🩷
before and after series - i’ve been meaning to write this scene but couldn’t figure out a way i wanted to play it! i hope this suffices :)
“She’s so small…” you whisper into the sterile air of the delivery room. The nurses have all gone now— some off their shifts, others gone to check on other healing mothers.
Steve drags the tip of his finger across her nose. Over her cheekbones, the top of her downy head. Tracing her features as if to commit them to memory.
“She’s so…soft,” he says with something like astonishment coating his voice, “Like, I don’t think i’ve ever felt something so soft before. There has to be another word for it.”
“Perfect?” You supply for him.
“Yeah,” he grins at you, “that, too. Kinda slimy when she came out though, huh?”
You stifle a laugh and gently swat his shoulder with a soft thwack. A pause: “Yeah. I guess she was.”
Steve snorts with you— thinking about all the goo your baby was covered in before the midwife cleaned her off for you. Her head slightly cone-shaped.
The two of you are quiet for a long while, staring at her with a sense of wonder unique to both of you. Steve breaks the silence first: “I’m so proud of you.”
Maybe it’s the earnest shape his eyes take on when he says it, or the way he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear with the same reverence that he’s been admiring your daughter with— maybe both— that makes your eyes well quickly with unshed tears.
Steve frowns, that stubborn crinkle forming between his eyebrows, “Don’t cry, baby—“
“No— happy tears,” you reassure him quickly, “they’re happy tears.”
“I mean it,” he reaffirms, “I know you wanted to strangle me there for a minute—“
You roll your eyes, “I did not want to strangle you—“
“You’re right actually— I think your exact words were ‘You asshole, you did this to me’. That ring any bells? No?”
A hearty laugh escapes you, jostling the baby, “I’m so sorry—“
“I’m just teasin’,” Steve smiles, grabbing your hand, “I know you didn’t mean it.”
“It just hurt. A lot. Like seriously— my vagina will never be the same.” You groan, already dreading the months of recovery ahead of you.
As if reading your mind, Steve assures you: “I’ll be there every step. You know that, right?”
“I know,” you nod against his hand where it rests against your sweaty cheek, “you don’t think i’m gross and unsexy now, do you?”
“You kiddin’ me? You shit yourself on our third date—“
“Oh my god—“
“From that bad Chinese food—“
“Please stop talking—“
“And I still wanted to keep seeing you. Because I love you. Loved you— even then I did.” He laments, the ghost of a laugh in his voice at recalling the memory.
Your cheeks burn from the embarrassment of such a recollection— especially right now. “I hate you,” you laugh.
“I love you,” he kisses your forehead tenderly.
Your daughter stirs where she lays on your chest, her mouth clicking.
“You want her for a bit?” You ask Steve.
He nods, eyes wide despite having already held her. You can see the nervousness still etched on his face. He takes her from you slowly— almost ridiculously so.
She settles against his bare chest immediately; tiny hands grasping at his skin. Both of his hands engulf almost her entire body.
“See? She already loves you. You’re gonna be a great dad, Steve.”
His posture softens the longer he holds her. Your eyelids grow heavy as you watch them.
“Sleep, honey,” he tells you, “I’ve got her for a while.”














