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mind please shut up im tired

#emo beck #like they call me this nickname #that makes me want to cry but also melt #bc its like... theyre using that nickname nicely and not rudely #so im like.. cryin and theyre sayin my name and im like yes...... yes.....#im so lonely honestly #im noormally not okay with my birthname but when they say it it makes me melt its so perfect theyre perfect

ahahahahah i hate having feelings

what do i do with these things

#emo beck #emo burrito #personal #im sooooooo.......#theyre so pretty #i dont know waht to feel #im so afraid of my feelings #i have to face them on tuesday and im like #yeah totaally friends ah #im so..............................#please save me #i shouldnt feel this way

school makes me wanna die

okay but this is rlly fuckin dumb:

i have to recite the ffa creed in my agscience class even though im not joining the ffa. why???????/ is that a thing?????? and on top of that, it’s in front of 20+ students who wont stop GIGGLING.

waht??? the fuck???????/ i have problems with public speaking, and yet i was told, “it’s okay!! i have tissues!!” like fuck!!!! off!!!!!!! please!!!!

#emo beck #beck gets real #school #american school system #highschool #the american education system #ew!!!!#FFA #the FFA Creed

welcome back, me! (gender positivity post + tl;dr for lazy folk.)

it’s been a while since i got on this particular blog.

reason being: i needed time to figure myself out, and now that i have, i feel so, so much better. i feel like i’ll be accepted as me. (me: beck the space prince!)

yeah, you heard that right: prince. holy hell does that sound good. prince, boy, king, sir.

it took me years to figure out why i felt so.. different. only now have i accepted it. it took me a while to finally realize that i was a boy-- even if not wholly. (demiboy) i always suspected it, but i refused to accept it because the thought of being so different made me vomit.

this, however, is me. the real me. the me i refused to accept a year or so ago. i briefly went with labels such as “genderfluid” and “agender”. after research and thought, i realized that i wasn’t either of the two. similar, but not.

i’m still not mentally healthy. i’m dealing with horrible chest dysphoria, and i’m still feeling very, very trapped.

it took me coming out to a friend of mine to get me to realize that i wasn’t who i’d thought i was for years.

will this identity change? maybe. probably. for right now, however, i feel so much better than i have in a while.

tl;dr: i’m a boy named beck and i am a space prince. if you know my birthname and sex, please refrain from using birthname and birth pronouns (?? lol) when referring to me. it’ll make me smile so, so much. thank you! stay strong, stay gold, and stay alive.

#emo BECK #gender #transgender #trans*#demiboy #demigender #me #probs won't properly come out for a while... i'll probably drop subtle hints tho.#like #hey y'all of the south im a prince and ur gonna like it ok #i might be a lil feminine sometimes but i am the princiest prince #okay im done with these tags #have a good night/day/whatever #enjoy ur life!!!#love u guys!!