#emotioinal

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[enderrose023]

My Mind Is A Mess

I have so much to say. But in the end I keep it all inside. They tell me to move on, get over it, stop being this way. I can't. You'd think that the people you trust the most would understand this. But they don’t.

Then they say that I don't understand when they have a problem. I do. I go day by day with my mind filling with voiced that spew insults and toxic thoughts that consume my soul. But I can't voice these thoughts. I can't repeat what the voices tell me. I don't speak unless spoken to.

I fake a laugh in hopes of fighting off the tears, paranoia, and anxiety. But it never works. My mind is a mess. The mess created this hole in my hear and now I feel numb. No matter what I do my mind just fills the empty space with lies and empty faith.

[lovelyparachutes]

When is it my turn...?

But healthy food is ridiculously expensive.. 

And I'm tired of people being so fucking rude, bringing me down, calling me fat.. Sure it doesn't bother me 84% of the time, but deep down it does. I know I shouldn't listen to them, and anyone who brings me down means that I'm above them. 

But guys around where I live don't like bigger girls, they don't understand that it's the inside that counts. I don't think anyone truly believes that.. 

I'm tired of guys looking at me like I'm some foreign freak from Neptune, or when they do want to get to know me and claim they like me they leave. I know i'm young and I have my whole life ahead of me, but i'm a hopeless romantic and seeing people happy in a relationship kills me. I am happy for them, but deep down it truly hurts. When is it my turn? When is it my turn to be beautiful, to have a guy look at me and think "one day, that girl will be my wife." or "I'd be lost without her, I need her.."

When is it my turn?