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“And she smells like lemongrass and sleep.

“She tastes like apple juice and peach.”

“Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture.”

“And she means everything to me.”

“Yes she means everything to me.”

“She means everything to me.”

-“She”, by Dodie

He, he really wanted to offer it, he has no reason for it, he was going to give it to @ask-mary-berry but, guess it's to late now

#boris in the wild #I AM STILL CRYING #EMOTIONS WHY #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #art

#how do people do this #emotions why #The Official Ramblings of the Student

It's 3 am, I am listening to Somewhere Only We Know on repeat and I can't get the sound of their laughter (<3) out of my god damn head. This is the end. This is purgatory.

#emotions why #i just want to sleep

One of the cheifs is helping get my preferred name in as many systems as possible and she is being super aggressive about it (to others on my behalf ) and it's... a lot

It's amazing that she cares so much and is fighting for me

I just am here being my conflict avoidant, spotlight shedding self and not wanting anyone to make a fuss

It's bad enough that my choice not to change my name legally makes it confusing for other people to deal with, and I feel selfish about that (though I'm refraining from changing it at least partially mostly for my parents and family so I would also feel selfish changing it as well. Yay never feeling okay about my choices)

But now other people have to go to more trouble and it's becoming a thing and I don't want anyone to notice me and I hate it. I know it will feel better in the long run but short term I always want to just put up with whatever is wrong if it only affects me instead of going through the ordeal of asking for a change.

Also I'm mad because this isn't a new problem and my med school had it figured out pretty well so I don't get why I might need a whole new email account to show up in search results under my preferred name.

Also I'm mad because gender neutral bathrooms are kinda hard to find which is odd- normally hospitals have a number of them, but here sometimes you have to go to another floor to find one which is so aggravating (that is mostly in the administrative side of things which is where the resident lounge is but on the older units they are still kinda out of the way)

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