ღ @empaath ━ He knew he should have asked first. Wondering if they were all still furious with him && unable to sense it left him anxious. But when was Esme to refuse a small moment of motherly affection. He stood looking at her for a moment then gave a soft sigh, sitting on the sofa beside her then leaning against her shoulder at first before finding his head laying on her lap. "I'm sorry." He said quietly. "I didn't mean to try && attack Bella. But I am sorry that I did."
𝐄𝐒𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄. After what happened that night, she had an inkling of what had prompted the attack ━ Jasper was an empath, and Esme could not even imagine how overwhelming it was to be in a room full of vampires tempted by human blood and having to deal with their emotions coupled with his own. No one blamed him, at least she was almost completely certain no one blamed him, there was always a bit of doubt when it came to Edward. He wasn't taking it well.
Still, when he came to her, the matriarch felt her shoulders relax in pure relief. He was ready to talk. And she would never deny him the comfort he sought, the comfort he needed. The moment his golden head fell on her lap, her dainty hands made their way through his disheveled locks; running her fingers through them, gently working through knots and softly massaging his scalp. Feeling herself calm down from the stress of the last couple of days. ❛ You don't have to apologise, Jazz. ❜ she whispered, kind eyes looking down at him, holding so much love for the boy on her lap.
❛ We know you would never do that. ❜ the certainty in her voice spoke of the ridiculous amount of respect she had for her son. Jasper was older than her, had been a vampire for longer and he had had a completely different upbringing in this world. Esme had never tasted human blood, so she would never understand the struggle most of her family went through daily, but it was Jasper she admired the most. She had seen him fight day to day to reach his level of control, and she was so proud of him. She was sure he could feel her love and pride for her. ❛ Besides, I know how hard that must have been for you, how overwhelming it must have been to feel all of our emotional reactions to Bella's blood. ❜
There was more she'd like to say, more she'd like to tell him but Esme knew it would be best to let Jasper do things at his own pace. Still, there was something she could do to ease him. ❛ I've had this song in my head for weeks now, I'm sure Edward is going crazy. Would you mind if I sang it to you? ❜ Esme waited for his response, before starting to hum, a song that she had once related to very much, for she too had had to pretend to be happy once.












