#empath vent

[mycptsdstory]

Empath vent;

Does anyone else get super overwhelmed by everyone’s emotions every time you go outside?

When I get home, I just want to sleep it off or just cry all the time.

[glitchyfrills]

Two Empath related posts next to each other. I’m so sorry but I think I actually need help.

I don’t know if it’s because while I was in my depressive state I somehow blocked myself from not just my emotions but also blocked the emotions of others around me. Now it seems like I’m taking on emotions from people I have NEVER come in contact with. I’ve never spoken two words to them at all. They are not even in the same space physically. It’s a little ridiculous for me in truth.

Yes I’ve connected with internet friends and felt their emotions but these are people I don’t speak with at all.

Why? How?

It’s a bit concerning cuz I don’t know how to handle this as an empath. This is all very new.

Help.

[glitchyfrills]

Being an empath sucks right now.

Oh my gosh. I can’t! 💔

[glitchyfrills]

Breath and enjoy today.

Today would have been posting day. But the next part of anything isn’t ready. I couldn’t focus on much the past few days.

This past week has been a roller coaster for so many. But we proved that being a good person matters. Being a decent human matters. That our voices can be heard.

Let’s take today to enjoy the positive energy that is for sure out there. As an empath I’m actually excited to run errands today.

Enjoy today. This is a victory. But tomorrow we continue to fight.

Roll your shoulders, unclench your jaw, drink some water, and breath.

Love and Light,

Glitchy💚

[glitchyfrills]

Random

I’m going to look kinda silly later today/tomorrow (what is time??🤔). Anywhoo... it’s going to be a rough day. And to help keep myself safe I’m going to be wearing my beanie. Wearing a covering/veil is very helpful. It keeps your energy close and keeps other’s energy out.

No matter the outcome tomorrow/today (AGAIN WHAT IS EVEN TIME) energies both positive and negative are going to be at an all time high and running ramped. Our world had been changing for years. But it’s still scary. It’s okay to be sacred. It’s okay to feel. Your feelings are valid.

Some advice from an empath to other empaths and anyone in general:

Take care of yourself. Be selfish. Wear the hat/covering to protect your energy. Close the door and surround yourself with things that bring you light and happiness in your safe space. Take time for yourself. Eat the sweets you’ve been saving. Have extra snacks. Drink water. Read that story you love over again just because it warms your soul. Chat with an understanding person. Take care of yourself.

Please.

I care for you and I’m sending you all the light, love, and positive vibes I can. We are in this together.

Stay Safe,

Glitchy

[glitchyfrills]

I am the angriest I’ve been in a while. And I know that it’s my own personal anger because I haven’t been around anyone new or someone I don’t know for two weeks!

Ahh!!!!

(Deep breath, Glitch. DEEP FUCKING BREATH!)

Damn it all!!!

I’ve come to a very interesting conclusion. Those that don’t social distance and are selfish enough not to wear a mask in public places don’t have anyone they care for.

Proof? You bet I have proof!

I have a relative that had surgery two months ago and had cancer cells removed. He is undergoing Chemotherapy at the moment. His immune system is shot. Worse then mine and that’s saying something because I have an immune deficiency and if anyone mentions a cold I get it. Besides the point. You’d think since he is high risk that his family would take all of this seriously.

NOPE!!

They are the people that refuse to wear masks. They don’t see why restaurants are not allowing dine-in service. They think all of these restrictions are stripping them of their rights as citizens. These so called ‘human beings’ are risking the health of thier family member to socialize and have parties!

IT MAKES ME SO MAD!

Then they go around and call me crazy. I’m not crazy! I care about the people in my home! I go through hoops to make sure that we are safe! Yes, I’d love to go out to the bookstores and sit at the cafe with my best friend and read for hours like we did before. BUT THATS NOT OUR WORLD ANYMORE! Yes, restrictions are letting up but that doesn’t mean the this pandemic is over! Those that think it is are fools and will end up having not just themselves but those around them pay the price.

I really needed to get this out. I felt the anger surrounding me. Now that I’ve typed this all out I just wanna cry. The people I know are selfish. My heart hurts for them.

Please social distance. Please wear a mask if you have to be around others that don’t live in your home. Our world will never be the same as it was but at least we can try to make it a little better then it is now. And if you are social distancing and wearing a mask please accept my deepest, most sincere, and heartfelt thanks. You are a hero.

*sigh*

Hopefully the next thing posted on this blog will be something worth reading. My vents are crazy. Here’s hoping that the next part IS the next post.

Sending light and good vibes to those who need it.

💚

[tragicqueerangel]

I feel so heavy chested but it’s not because I’m sick it’s emotional.

Some are not mine and some are.

I’m picking up at lot of grief around me. Times like this being an empath sucks.

I’m been trying to meditate it out but it’s hard to block this even with grounding.

I’m gonna keep trying keep a positive vibe.