The worst part about it all is that the emptiness is back. The empty, sickening feeling that I only just managed to drag myself out of before it got too bad. I was beginning to feel optimistic and happier in general; a bit more at piece with who I was. And now I have to figure that out again. Just as an injury sets an athlete back in their progress, the shock has knocked me back a few paces and I don't like where I am. Help. It feels so shit.
















