I feel like I messed up, I feel like that a lot but now it's like what if they don't want anything to do with me, that's multiple times feeling like this in past 2 days, actually not even days, ever since we got off for summer break ive been feeling like my friends and mutuals don't want to talk to me or anything to do with me, what if they don't want me alive, what if they've realized that there is something wrong with me, I keep seeing things, hearing things, feeling things, I know somethings wrong but don't know what, I can't talk to people, anytime I open my mouth or start typing words I feel like I've messed up as soon as one word is said or typed, I suck with comforting people because what if I make it worse, what if they no longer want anything to do with me what if my presence is nothing bit a burden, I feel like that's all I am most the time, just a burden, just that person people hang out with out of fear or feeling sad for, I don't want to be that person, maybe all I am is a burden, a burden that people only tolerate, a burden to everything around me
