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I understand
(speaking from personal experience)
Depression stinks and makes all the stuff you’ve done seem pointless. But I’m here to tell you right now: Don’t delete.
That unfinished fanart or fanfic? keep it. That unfinished sketch or painting or other project? Don’t trash it.
The world might seem meaningless and nothing but formless gray. But when you get out of your depression - and you will get out of it - those little unfinished things you just wanted to toss because the world was dark? They might just turn out to have been an unlit candle waiting for you to refind your spark.
And most important of all: Don’t delete yourself!
Hussie & Hiveswap
I saw a post yesterday talking about The Odd Gentlemen and how they, not only got away with some of the Kickstarter money, but that wasted Hussie’s time and it all ended with him losing a good chunk of the Fandom. I’d be adding this on top of that post but I was on mobile and I didn’t really feel like typing all this by tapping there, but...
EITHER WAY. I agree very much that the Gigapause was devastating to the Fandom as a whole, and everything was delayed way too much, however, the fatalist light in which this post was put really made me dislike its entire premise. They mentioned how Hiveswap would never have a fraction of the following it’d have had otherwise, and other pretty sad and pessimistic views on how Hussie might be doing. But I believe that’s not exactly the case.
First of all, bigger or smaller Fandom, Hussie loves his fans, but over that, he absolutely loves his work. There was an AMA about Hiveswap a while ago saying how Hussie had already spent all the Kickstarter money and the project was continuing being paid from his own pocket, that there had been such huge cliffs to push through in the making that it was a miracle he was still determined on finishing the game.
But this is Hussie we’re talking about. Homestuck, Hiveswap, in the way he’s always spoken about how the Fandom grew and became its own things, the playful teases to the Fans, the way he spoke about Act 7, he’s got passion. He’s absolutely in love with this project, and it’s very much passion driven. Kickstarter Money or not, Stolen or otherwise, taking 2 or 5 years, with him determined to push through, I don’t think it was ever a doubt the game would come to be sooner or later. Would ‘stubborn as a mule’ count as an equine pun befitting him? My point is, while it’s sad all he had to go through, and even if the game didn’t get as much following, this is Hussie we’re talking about. As long as we’re there to check it out when it comes out and (hopefully) manages to catch our attention and makes us invested in it, it’ll all have been worth it.
The other point that made me feel a bit off, however, was the way they spoke about how Hiveswap would now have none of the following it could’ve had. However, need I remind you about Undertale? Like, yeah it might seem almost like begging to a friend, or feeling hopeful, but Undertale blew up and is still kinda blowing up, Toby Fox made quite the masterpiece, and it’s very likely, with his involvement, the popularity of Undertale will directly affect Hiveswap’s popularity. For better or worse. At the very least, I wouldn’t be surprised if Toby Fox not only makes the game more popular, but actually brings more people to Homestuck.
Specially now that it’s over, and as Hussie said, reading it all down at your own pace knowing there’s no ‘upd8′s’ to wait for was almost the intended way to read it. It’s only now that Homestuck, as a complete story, is showcased at its best.
stop for a second!!!
Hey guys!! I just wanna say that it's OK to be white, it's okay to be black, it's okay to be mixed, Hispanic, Asian, gay, bi, ace, aromantic, lesbian, trans, woman, man, anything really! You're all wonderful and this blog supports all of you. I hope you all have a beautiful day and a wonderful tomorrow as well!
please be yourself, always
Random Encouraging Post:
Don’t let anyone tell you what you should think of something until you experienced it. Don’t let someone tell you a certain show, book, fandom, style, etc. is shit. It might be the best thing you have ever come across but because someone didn’t like it and you followed their advice, you may never know.
Don’t let someone else’s opinion matter to you and understand your opinion won’t matter to others. It’s not fact. If you say something that might be based on fact, provide sources.
Stronger
Today I woke up feeling strong, empowered, brand new! And I kept wondering why. Then it hit me, I'm finally over the man I thought I'd never get over. I'm finally ready to move on from him. At first, I wanted us to stay close so badly even though we were broken up in hopes that things would somehow repair themselves and we'd get back together, and now I'm ready to move on from that too. All it took was time, being patient with myself and accepting that I was hurt, and accepting every emotion I felt. Then, like someone granted me a wish, my heart is open again. I'm not bitter and I wish him well, he will always be special to me but at least now my heart knows he's not what I need. I'm so proud of myself, I never thought I could do it and here I am! I hope that encourages someone out there and gives you hope that you're gonna be more than just alright! -LM