#endlessly searching

[pangothepangolin]

Flinker

He’s a wee bit lost; where was that party again?

[whispers-of-false-hope]

I find myself losing focus, I stare off into an unknown abyss barely containing my mask upon my face. Hidden beneath I’m cracking, slowly but surely falling away bit by bit in a continuous cycle of unbearable nothingness. In crowds I find myself searching for your face. To be held and feel safe was all I once wished however seems pointless in this unpredictable and endless search. It is merely impossible for anyone to love you if you can’t love yourself but how can I love myself if there’s nothing left? I am a shell of hollow thoughts and emotions drowning in a sea of darkness. I keep that mask placed upon my face to hide the ugliness of my loneliness. A few times I felt safe enough to remove this mask. And every time, I was cracked deeper and fell further apart. This is why I now hold it down with full force and white knuckled determination to stay at arms length from what people call love..

[theyhidefromthemselves]

(Season 1) Taylor, are you worried if Arian and Alexander became a thing? Or are you cool with it? For that matter, what do you think of Al anyway?

Taylor: Al’s a good kid, both from what I’ve seen and heard. I encourage them to get together– I can tell Arian likes him already.