#endlesslyhephzibah

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

This is the beginning of all I know.

One way or another, I’ll ruin this.

Don’t take that lightly though,

You’ll be one I’ll miss.

So before we face that which I’m scared of.

Help me rip, help me tear,

Into this thing called love.

Which we know is never fair.

Be thankful I was the one to bend,

To the pressure forcing through.

I’d eat your heart out by the end.

And I won’t say sorry, for I’d eat mine too.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

The first moment of the morning

That sweet taste of cool air

Silence slowly gives way to whispers of life,

Chirps and tweets of those who roam free.

Coffee in hand, warm socks on feet.

As burning light bursts forth

Shining the hopes of this day.

In rays of the sun’s brilliant orange

I’m at peace.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

You were my harbor In the push and pull of the storm: When I could go no farther, You kept me safe and warm.

Yet ships never rest at ease They are built to withstand And follow the breeze To escape dry land.

My sails wrestled with the urge. Faced with you and the world beyond This route started to diverge. This ship couldn’t help but abscond.

So I became one with the sea Forever following where the wind blew Just don’t forget about me And I’ll remember you.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

Look to the ocean, for she is the key. Fierce, with waves gone wild. That’s all she’ll ever be, with all the wrecks that she’s compiled.

Yet, within is something alluring, a piece inside is stirring.

If you look you can see while she pushes and pulls, longing to be free, the rush of emotions breaking her own rule.

She is alone in the world she created, behind the wall of waves she instated.

I’ll admit, she’s a bit like me. And this was never how I meant it to be.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

Who said this was right? Living this life black and white. Our minds hold much more, Than cold in the core. We have fire inside us. And some may adjust. But the world will learn, That I am one meant to burn. And they won’t forget, The fight I’ll beset. From the chaos I bring about, This star won’t die out.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

I'm going to make everything in my life so beautiful, that when I look back at you and this time, I’ll remember what ugly looks like.

-M.

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

The world felt too big, as I held my stomach.

As I held you, too little to even be seen.

But you were never little, were you?

You’re like the stars.

Small from a distance but a roaring fire up close.

And perhaps that’s where you always belonged.

For you are more than my stars. You are my Sky.

-M.

-Photo not mine-

[endlesslyheadedsomewhere]

He said, “One day,”

He’d stand at the end, waiting.

Repeat after me. To have and to hold.

He said, “One day,”

Their little faces, everything we thought we’d want.

Blonde hair, blue eyes.

He said, “One day,”

With aging lines, saying our goodbyes

Side by side.

And here we are. This is one day.

With faint memories of hopeful dreams, him waiting for me.

I can’t help but think…

God, I bet she was dazzling.

One day never looked so beautiful to me.

-M.