[ quiet room ] sender dims the lights and turns everything down low so receiver can rest (have dorian being... GASP semi-nice? yeah, i suppose its more likely than you think LOL maybe this one could be for elias because i read through his bio and thought it was interesting :3)
@endless-youth // meme tag
It's been miserable. It's just been so miserable. Starvation, as it turns out, is painful. It's this clawing, cloying thing that hangs in every part of Elias's being, desperate for some sort of relief. Relief that Elias won't give in to.
He can smell Dorian's blood. And that, perhaps, is even worse torture. It doesn't smell like an ordinary human's, it smells, in some ways, older. It reminds Elias of books, hidden away in an old library. Comforting, in part, yes, but Elias has always been the type to devour stories as voraciously as he previously devoured anything sweet and with lots of frosting. The smell of the blood running through Dorian's veins was enticing, wonderful, sweet in a way most blood didn't evoke.
Or maybe his mind was playing tricks on him. Elias isn't sure. As he lays in this bed, curled up around himself, under a few blankets and hurting, hurting, hurting beyond measure, he can't be sure. He's supposed to be resting, but the hollowness inside him won't let it come easily.
"wait," he rasps, because Dorian is in the doorway and Elias feels as if he's getting ready to leave and, in a fluttery, rising panic, he can't stand the idea of being alone. "wait."
He repeats, tears suddenly welling up in the corners of his dark brown eyes, threatening to spill over, threatening to show just how weak he's become. "will you stay?"
Whispered, barely audible, like a prayer he wants to keep to himself.













