endorwitch replied to your post “SUBWAY SLEEPER, pt. 28”
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. how dare you. just let my bb stiles be happy already! :D
i genuinely think that... my emotions might be... going offline or something? because like. um. all the tags and reblogs and comments and asks were like: OMG, PAIN. and my reaction was pretty much ???? so yeah. i did not even register that. at all. and usually when i write pain-y things, i have to get into a pain-y headspace but this time i was just like: haha, they fell out the tub, friggin’ nerds.
i mean, it is meant to be kind of... desolate, i see that now looking at it and it was my intention because break-up + sad lonely stiles + radio silence derek = totally, purposefully frowny-face making, but i sort of forgot that that was the off-shoot of what i was writing, if that makes sense? like the brain had no idea what the fingers were doing ‘cause it was: SUPER SAD fingers-wise but then brain-wise it was like: people eating bees [sniggers] so right, point being: i might be emotionally broken.
i’m going to turn this into a superpower, since that radioactive spider bite thing never shook out.