(OOC: Date [19-11-2016] Day[Saturday])
Here it is… After nearly a week I finally found it.I returned from Dalaran and placed my things down before I left to see Sylvarys. When I returned, it had all been moved. All my clothes were moved into a nice order and placed away and my items of armour and weapons were cleaned and placed away too. Of course I didn’t expect this at first and returned to find all my things missing spending the next few hours trying to find it all again. The diary however was elusive for days. In the end I found it buried beside the bed side. Obviously it was moved and had been knocked off and fell.
Anyway. The last days have been odd or I could say difficult. It has been so long since I have led a civilian life that I think the last time I did my eyes were blue. Waking up everyday knowing there will be food and water for the day and not having to look over my shoulder every five minutes is strange. Also knowing that this short pause isn’t what it is for the warband. Yes we would get a short times rest but then we knew we had to always be ready in case something happens and we are called to duty early. Now every week looks like it will be like the last. It is strange, moving from constant conflict to now residing in such an image of perfection. Where all the mundane tasks that would pass the dull moments in the field are now completed before I can even get a chance to notice they need doing. Everyone moves around getting on with what they know. Even the people who tend to the house I stay always are busy. Moving around completing tasks. I don’t even know some of their names. Not that I get a chance to ask. When I do get the chance to talk to them they are hardly conversations. They never really -talk-, more just respond to my questions to be polite. But they rarely if ever ask their own. I finish speaking and they move on to the next task they have around the house.
Sylvarys has been resting so I have not had the chance to share the news with him. Though I am happy he can rest. Hopefully it will help him recover or at least stay stable and comfortable. The news is not going anywhere. I can wait as he rests. Well. Waiting seems to be all there is now. The library is good. There will be plenty to read at least. It does make the diary redundant however.
For now at least I will wait and see. It has only been a week afterall. Also being here also means I can check on Sylvarys more regularly too. Maybe once I have adapted to this change, things will get easier. I am sure there will be many more things for me to do for the order. But I just don’t want to come home and be less productive than I was before I left. I will do something.
I saw Narindiel walking earlier. I should make myself know, though she already would I imagine. She seemed to look better, I should see how she is doing.
