"I feel a disturbing presence, Mu, why is he still here?"

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"I feel a disturbing presence, Mu, why is he still here?"
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(SORRY SO MUCH FOR TAKING ALL THIS TIME)
♠ - What are they afraid of?
Losing someone one more time. Farewells. This was showed pretty well in the last thread with Dorn, but he has really serious abandonment issues. Everyone he had come to love had disappeared of his life. The one that hurted the less was Milos, as it was an agreement and not an horrible tragedy like the others. He just knew at that moment that it was the best for the two.
Even so, the idea of the story repeating itself AGAIN is just too fearsome. He feels that his happiness is somewhat linked to his beloved persons, even more so to Misia. Losing everyone would make him give up in reaching happiness, and it would break him. He could recover with enough time, of course, and with new bonds… but it would leave even deeper scars and, with Thanatos’ meddling, that recovery is impossible.
♦ - What is one thing about them that they are most proud of?
Being able to survive until this day. He thought that he was going to die so many times, and he had to fight for the sake of surviving each time. Also… living by himself, at first, was a nightmare. He felt lost, and scared at the idea of coming back to the old, terrible days. It was always a possibility now that he was by himself.
But he got over it and now he leads not a perfect life, but a rather secure one. And that is something that he gained by himself with hard work and perseverance.
★ - Do they prefer daytime or nighttime and why?
He rather prefers nighttime. He can watch the starts, feeling closer to Misia, and is the moment that he equals to relax and rest. Against the constant traveling that, even when he doesn’t dislike it, isn’t something he does for hobby. It’s a need.
☾- Are they prone to nightmares or dreamless sleep?
When he was a kid, he dreamed a lot. They were fun dreams, and maybe nightmares at times. But Misia would always be there, so they were rare.
But, when their parents died, he started to have a lot of nightmares, all the nights. He didn’t have anyone to rely on at that times, as he was alone, and they just keep increasing.
Later, even when it was a hard process, his strong will and his desire of survive ended up blocking his dreams and, right now, he was mosty dreamless sleep and some nightmare from time to time. He rarely, almost never, have good dreams now.
♗ ♖ ♞ ♟ ☁ ☂ ♨ (Have fun ;D)
♗ for a tip for getting my muses romantic affection
Elef wants, over everything, to respect and to be respected. Someone he can treat as an equal, and someone that will treat him as so, it’s more likely to gain his affections.This works at an emotional and personal level, not a social one. The person being rich isn’t that much of a problem… but the person seeing themselves as inferior or superior is something he can’t stand. He is a bit emotionally dependent, given his abandonment issues, so someone that would lean in him too would make him feel better about the relationship.
♖ for on of my muses guilty pleasures
He would be a bit into games, and at times even gambling. Nothing serious, as he started for the sake of socialising with the people of the area and asking questions about Misia. But he came to enjoy it with the time. He is an average player, though, so he has the same opportunities of getting out without money that with some coins added to his pouch. Or neither.
♞ for something that my muse wants to do
Live a peaceful and happy life. Like, yeah, that’s everything he wants. He doesn’t enjoy that much being traveling all the time, and he would prefer to get a home and get a stable job. He also knows that for the time being it’s an impossible dream, as the problems keep appearing.
♟ for something my muse admires
Strong-willed and carefree persons. He kind of envy and admire the lifestyle that persons like those are able to live. He is just always too worried about everything to relax at many times, and he would prefer and he hopes for that kind of life.
Also those with a profession, something that he never learnt for the sake of keep traveling.
☁ for something that make my muse sad
Nights and autumn. He usually gets nostalgic with those things, and becomes unapproachable. He tries that it doesn’t become a problem, but he ends up always daydreaming a lot and he fails at everything he tries when he is specially absorbed.
☂ for something my muse wants to protect
His family, his beloved persons. He is a bit emotionally dependent and, after losing his parents and his sister, has a lot of issues with solitude. He just want to have people near of him, and enjoy their company. Love and being loved. He is a lonely kid, at the end.
♨ for something that relaxes my muse
Observing the sky, even more so the night sky. It started with Milos and the Didymoi constellation, but it became a great part of him. It remembers him that, even if it’s faraway, he has persons he loves… And that kind of make him less afraid of everything, giving him strength to keep going.
Being hard for him to relax, that is a priceless feature.
[[ let's pray your luck is a little bit better now, ne? ]] K
19: Forceful Kiss
The reasoning behind the actions of the Envoy were unknown, but the lips of both meet. And, as much as he tried to get away, the being before him was much more powerful than him.
The kiss was even colder that he expected. The absence of feelings was, in his opinion, even more disturbing that the fact of being forced to do this. Antinatural was the only word that appeared in his head to explain such a feeling.
Purple met purple as they stepped away, the interchange from before still burning in his mind. This Envoy was, in many ways, just too different of the ones he had met before. And he didn’t know if it was for better or for worst.
envoy-of-hades replied to your post: Now Mu thinks you're the father-
"… Kyrie von Friedhof has proven that it is not him… As it is, the only likely other option is yourself."
"Anyway, why isn't the husband the first option?"
Now Mu thinks you're the father-
"Mu, is that right?"
Another crossing with death (@envoy-of-hades)
Slaves. And an owner who didn't mind to abuse of them in the slightest.
Even without his powers, it was easy to see the death getting near. Their face, that would be pale without the bruises covering them, were distorted by the pain and the total lack of hope that invaded them.
It hurted so much and, usually, he would have walked away as quickly as he could. As much as he wanted to help, to make them fight, he needed to take care of her sister right now.
Then he saw her. Usually the shadows were less detailed, but this one... seemed a young girl. How was that possible?
The purple eyes were fixated in the shadow, trying to discover what was happening. Even if he seemed a madman to everyone else.