i dont know why you even came back or tried to fix what happened. like yeah. i missed you. you missed me. but werent you the one thats always like time and fate and all that other shit that justifies how you treat people sometimes? why come back? do you think you can look past or bite your tongue that long?
it seems like every time i get too close to a nerve that sparked you leaving last time you force yourself to shut down and shut up. like i don’t know you despise my life. its not hard to see you don’t respect my choices, especially my boyfriend.
but your opinion in terms of that is almost so laughable i don’t even really regard it seriously sometimes. who are you to tell me what a healthy relationship is when you fucking. drug dave through depression and low key bullied jade because how dare she love him. how dare she be happy about their marriage. wheres their apologies? it honestly doesnt feel healthy even if its getting better.
so im just gonna kindly say this: you wont make me feel worthless again. you wont make me feel like my emotions are too much. if our friendship cant survive that?
i lost you once. i can do it again and live
