ok i am a panromantic demisexual transmasc enby; polyamerous questioning. i was raised as a christian but left the church to practice pagonistic witchraft. im a 100% leftist/ anarchist. i once got crossed at a party, and was sexually asulted. ive been sexually abused far more times than i can count without the cops even caring. the system pushes it off as ‘boys will be boys’. when i first came out (as bi) i was forced to stop talking to half of my family because i was ‘sick’, and my church forced me into a conversion therapy camp because i shouldnt exist. my brother has a differnt mom than i do, shes African American. he got her darker skin although our dad is caucasion. every time i hangout with him he flinches when he hears a cop car, even on the tv. most of my friends are Mexican. last year the parents of 2 of them got deported because they look different. a girl in my 7th grade class died during childbirth because she got raped and her parents wouldnt allow her to get an abortion. ive been to so many funerals that im completely numb, unable to produce a single tear. most of those funerals were for the suicides of people i was close with, like my best friend and my cousin. ive seen all this pain and horrer in the world and..
im always being told that im too young to know whats going on, and thats correct. i dont know what the fuck is going on in my brain. im still figuring out who i am. thats a complete mystery to me.
but i am NOT too young to know whats going on in the world around me. in my short 15 years of life i have witnessed so much abuse and oppression that it has caused me to attempt to take my life twice. i know how this world treats minorities and it needs to change.
im too young to know whats going on with myself, but i know exacly what kind of shit is being pulled in the world around me.
