Jun 28, 2025
I refuse to believe that I'll be back in austria in 60 hours. There is no way half a year has gone by already.
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I refuse to believe that I'll be back in austria in 60 hours. There is no way half a year has gone by already.
Day …. no more counting. There is just life and a search for balance and meaning. My professional future is developing like 35mm film. Here are some of the last pictures I took of Copenhagen. I miss it. I do. I miss all the green, the peace, the birds, the relaxed way they live, the children, the friends, the teachers. I miss being the girl in Denmark. But I love being this girl, the girl with stories and warmth in her heart. I learned so much from my year abroad. I wish it for everyone. I got lucky, it brought me closer to myself and my loved ones.
Day 250 in Denmark! Yesterday I participated in the ribbon cutting , speach giving grand opening of the new very cool kindergarten near VIA. It was cool and I got to see the mayor and an actual ribbon cutting. :))
Day 197 in Denmark! It was a weekend of love since z3ce visited me. I took his name to Iceland and he came to Holstebro for me :) . It was quite a romantic island, this Iceland country of theirs. I saw him in every pebble. Good night, to all you lovers!
Day 141 in Denmark! This has been one of the shittiest days here. I am sick with a dreadful cold. Getting out of bed to go to the laptop is exhausting. I tried to get some reading for my Bachelor's done. In fact, it’s the same cold I’ve been having since NOVEMBER, bloody November! On and off but still…Irina had an ideea. Maybe it’s from all the flying. She noticed everytime I come back from somewhere I am sick again. Nevertheless… maybe I should tell you how really hard it is to be here away from family and loved ones. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow…
At the airport in the middle of all the happy and excited people going on holidays meanwhile I'm trying so fucking hard not to cry 🥹 did cry in the uber here but had a sleepover with friends at my place so I didn't cry myself to sleep at least.
If I could stop crying for more than an hour that would be nice 🫤 what even for, huh?!? It's not like I wanted a relationship with him anyways and I'm acting like it's a breakup the way I'm sobbing and suffering. But there was also not nothing between us and what I have now is basically a lot of what-ifs.
Alternating day by day between wanting to cry because it's so close to being over and all my friends are leaving, just having fun and not being able to be in a bad mood, and exhausted and just wanting to go home so the terrible countdown to the end is over.