Feb 6
Everything that is done in darkness will come to light.
Erebos and Nyx; Darkness and Night in union herald Hêmera, the Day - and Aether, the Light.
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Everything that is done in darkness will come to light.
Erebos and Nyx; Darkness and Night in union herald Hêmera, the Day - and Aether, the Light.
the worst about this mood is that boredom is not just annoying, it's painful, and I can't do nothing about it because everything feels blank, lonely, and boring. In those times, I don't like the things I usually enjoy, everything feels empty, and I would rather stay in a dark room in my bed, and wait until something happen, than desperately try to find something that "works on me". At least I still can write to Them, and write my novels, but it doesn't feel the same.
The worse part of having some sort of mood issues is that I get to be extremely mad at myself all the time for not doing as much as I want. Each mood swing has its own flavor of "you're doing nothing right." As if it would help me facing everything and keep my focus and motivation up...
Praying Erebos is the softest thing I can do for starting this new season.
When everything feels dark and blue, my heart goes to Erebos. He reminds me how to breathe.
God I hope I'll be able to pray and do rituals soon I need to cleanse everything from me before starting a new chapter.
I'm like "what to do with my life" every New Moon like it's part of the ritual.
I missed Erebos so much...depression got so bad it was even difficult to worship Him, even as the god who usually help me get through...